can't say goodbye to you

Le Ying was dumbfounded.

Why do I still miss that person?
Le Ying smiled wryly and shook her head, the same familiar dialogue line: "I'm sorry."

Then the two of them froze for a moment, then both laughed out loud, and the atmosphere gradually changed from embarrassment.

"You actually look pretty when you smile." Gu Xiujin finished eating the apple and poured another glass of water for Le Ying.

"Thank you, and you too." Le Ying took the water glass this time and took a sip.

Gu Xiujin looked at her hugging the quilt, and for a moment felt that this scene was simply wonderful:
Le Ying was sitting on the hospital bed, leaning against the head of the bed, the sun slanted in, reflecting half of her face, although she was sickly pale, her spirit was not dead, her eyes were full of longing and anticipation.

Gu Xiujin was a little dazed looking at it, Le Ying was a little unaccustomed to this man's burning gaze, why did his eyes be so gentle despite having such a stern face.

"What are you looking at?" Le Ying asked him.

"Look at you," Gu Xiujin said with a smile, "We finally have other topics besides that trash and sorry."

"Mr. Gu, has anyone ever told you that you are actually not as domineering as you look, hard to get close to?" Le Ying took another sip of water.

"Miss Shen, what do you think a domineering president is like, can you educate me?" Gu Xiujin was delighted, it was the first time he heard that a domineering president had a definition.

"It's your kind, from the fine hair to the toenails, every detail, the color of the tie, the style of the cufflinks, the material of the cuffs, and even the texture of your socks today, all show your temperament and the way you speak Always put profit first, every word seems to need to be paid."

"I thank you for your appreciation of my attire, but I want to refute your stereotype of the domineering president speaking and paying taxes." Gu Xiujin deliberately lowered his face.

"Speak less because you may not be able to understand if you talk too much. It is better to put forward your appeal simply and clearly. For some people, it is better not to say too much."

Le Ying shook her shoulders with a smile, "You mean, under your domineering appearance, you still have the heart of an affordable man?"

"Are you saying that affordable men underestimate me?" Gu Xiujin argued.

"The warm man next door?"

"Do I look like a central air conditioner?" Gu Xiujin was speechless, "Who did you learn your ability to judge people from? How can you be so poor?"

"Yeah," Le Ying fell silent again, "So I misjudged a person for five years, and told myself every time that I was not good enough, and my life became more and more humble. I was thinking just now, is it me? Once you are a little weaker, you can reconcile with him."

"Stop this thought, he's not worth it." Gu Xiujin said very seriously, "He's not worthy of your humble life. As I said, you deserve something better."

The topic circled around and came back.

"Mr. Gu, we're really not suitable." Le Ying sighed, "It's not just because I just fell out of love, we didn't have time to get to know each other, just like you said, I can't be on the hurdle of judging people. , fall again."

"Miss Ruan," every time Le Ying starts with "Mr. Gu", he will always politely return "Miss Ruan". Wrong person, but I think you should at least give yourself a chance to 'see'."

Gu Xiujin lowered his head by the window, as if he had 1 plans in his mind, and finally he just said: "You said it yourself, look at that scum for five years, and the last result is like this, try me and see what I can give you. What kind of future?"

Le Ying couldn't believe it, the look in this person's eyes was even begging.

What can she do.

"You can tell me your answer anytime." Gu Xiujin took out the phone from his pocket and shook it, "After all, we have contact information now."

Le Ying was about to say something, but was stopped by Gu Xiujin, and he continued, "Think about it, I have the character of a domineering president, and I won't accept answers I don't want."

The meaning of these words is very clear, he believes in Le Ying, and he will not give up.

Le Ying wanted to cry a little, she really hoped that it was God who looked at her so hard, brought Lin Jin out of her life, and sent this person here to shine on her future.

She was terrified, terrified that all this was a dream, and she would wake up and become helpless again.

"Don't cry, or I'll let grandma come?" Gu Xiujin was anxious, "Sometimes when I talk about projects abroad, I don't prepare all the materials so well. I'm not as nervous as I am now. Otherwise, I'll call grandma. Call, let her old man appraise my character?"

Le Ying still had tears on her face, but she was amused by these words.

Seeing her smile, Gu Xiujin said seriously: "I don't know how to confess my love to anyone, and I haven't confessed to anyone before. I can't promise you anything. I can only say that in the future, I won't let you leave sadly. I will not let you say in despair that I will never see you again."

Le Ying could understand every single word in this sentence, but the concatenated meaning made Le Ying stunned for a long time without recalling it.

Gu Xiujin was more comfortable. After saying this, he left a note with grandma's ward number, his mobile phone number,

"Gu Xiujin" He wrote these three words neatly on the paper.Then he turned and left the room.

When Le Ying came back to her senses, she was the only one left in the whole ward.

On this day, she seemed to have experienced a century.

Aiyuan, Lin Jin seemed to be a memory from the last century, she picked up the note beside the table, it was neatly written: Gu Xiujin.

Every stroke is very serious, try not to practice the brush, so that people can see clearly, but it has a very charming charm.

Yan Hexu should be the old lady's name, followed by her ward number.

She looked at the note with an indescribable taste.

She couldn't refuse, he refused to get answers he didn't want to see.

Sure enough, he is very domineering. This character that is difficult for others is simply the portrayal of a domineering boss.

Gu Xiujin.

She silently read the name and sighed.

Why did I have to accept a new relationship on the same day when I was broken up?

With a temper like a child, Le Ying is helpless, as if she is the only one who can't lose her temper.

After experiencing so many things, she was a little tired and fell asleep in a daze.

When she woke up again, she found that her ward had changed slightly:
I didn’t even have a hot water bottle, but now I have a water dispenser. The red light shows that the hot water has been boiled. The fruits in the room have been sorted and put away. Those that can be stored at room temperature are placed on the bedside where she can reach them. Those that need to be frozen , has been placed on top of a basin of ice cubes.

There are some washed grapes and oranges, which have been cut, pitted, inserted with small forks, and placed in the place closest to her.

She didn't know whether these changes were because of that old lady, or because of that man named Gu Xiujin.

She picked up the fruit and ate it slowly, mouthful by mouthful.

Because there is no one to accompany her in this ward, there is not even an extra stool, let alone an accompanying bed. In a huge ward, she is alone, recalling every time she felt that it was too difficult to cross.

Her parents have been busy in the business war since she was a child, and she spent almost all her student life in a private boarding school. Regardless of her choice, her college parents forced her to a noble school abroad, and let her be in that stupid school. The place spent four years as an undergraduate and three years as a postgraduate.

She has forgotten what she learned, and all she can remember is that the professor asked her why she didn't go home.

She smiled wryly, she also wanted to go back, but when she went back, she was facing an empty house, and it was no different from facing the classroom here.

She took medicine by herself when she was sick, and applied cold compresses when she had a fever. She even laughed at herself that if she died one day, maybe no one would be able to find her body in time.

Under such circumstances, she returned to China. At this time, she was no longer that lively, lovely, positive little girl. She lived so independent and lonely.

When things happen, she is as calm as if she has no heart. She is decisive and decisive, which is synonymous with her in the workplace.

Inhumanity has also become a hurdle she will never get over.

Everyone praises her as a strong woman in the future, and she also knows that everyone laughs at her behind her back as an emotionless machine.

It was at that time that she met Lin Jin.

She insisted on making a career for this man to let him fall in love with her.

She stayed up all night sorting out information, researching data, and doing market research, and finally took the company to the NASDAQ listing.

It was at this time that her best friend climbed onto Lin Jin's bed.

Perhaps it was at this time that Lin Jin started to double-decker, for the future development of his company, and for the vested interests of her family, he accepted all his care for Le Ying.

In this relationship, she supported the whole world by herself.

But this world is not what he wants.

Looking back on those days of hard work, Le Ying still feels excited, and thinking about that company, she also feels regretful, the youth that was thrown away is like this, and life is always taking the air out of your comfort zone little by little.

In the end, Le Ying, who suffocated to death in her own comfort zone, was broken by such a reality, and the pain in her heart would hurt anyone who told her.

In this relationship, Le Ying really lost, whether she was indifferent or only cared about her career, all the efforts she put in on Lin Jin were not as good as Aiyuan's acting like a baby by his side.

After all, Lin Jin is not her kapok, nor his oak tree.

She will not be Lin Jin's bird and flower.

She is a mistletoe, and strangled the love between her and Lin Jin to death in her arms.

Le Ying stands alone at the end of love, not knowing how to let go.