Jiang Shao wants to turn back

Holding this somewhat whimsical idea, Jiang Li held his breath, his heart beating violently.

Trembling slightly, he put his hand into the back collar label of a jacket, paused for a few seconds, and then opened his palm suddenly as if he had made up his mind.

After seeing the small size, his eyes widened for a moment, and the hand holding the clothes was slowly released, and the whole figure fell against the door of the closet as if all the strength had been taken away from him.

It wasn't his size. He stood there blankly for a few seconds, then suddenly put his hand into the back collar of other clothes and repeated the action of checking the size.

The clothes are not, the pants are not, not even the size of the underwear, so these items are not bought for him, they are bought for another man
The thought of other men appearing next to An Jingluo, living in the same room and sharing the same wardrobe or even the same bed with her, his heart felt as if being pierced by countless needles, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, he just Can rely on non-stop panting to relieve the sense of suffocation in my heart.

He couldn't accept the fact that An Jingluo was with other men, because whether it was when they were together three years ago, or when he hated An Jingluo so much that he couldn't help himself in the past three years, or the relationship between the two now When it was complicated, in his subconscious, An Jingluo was always his, and it could only be his.

No matter whether he loves or hates her, the only person around An Jingluo can only be him, she has no choice about this, he takes it for granted!

But now that the bloody facts are in front of him, it's useless for him to believe no matter how much he doesn't want to, there are other people besides him beside An Jingluo, if An Jingluo doesn't belong to him, she abandons him again, then What is he going to do?
At this moment, Jiang Li felt a familiar pain, it was the same pain as when An Jingluo watched him let her off at the airport three years ago.

It is no longer just a one-sided heartache. It starts from the heart as the central coordinate. From there, the suffocation that comes out of the eyes follows the veins and bones to form two latitudes and longitudes in the vertical and horizontal directions, and quickly erodes every inch of the body. corners, until the whole person is wrapped layer by layer, and finally the pain is so numb.

Jiang Li always thought that after that time, he would never suffer this kind of pain because of anyone or anything in his life, but what he never expected was that he not only experienced this long-lost feeling again, but was also brought by the same person.

So to him, is An Jingluo his blessing or his evil?

Through this incident, Jiang Li also understood a fact that he hadn't seen clearly, or he had already seen clearly but he himself was unwilling to admit it, that is, he had a deep affection for An Jingluo. Such a deep life that is only for her!

He didn't know whether the fact that he had suddenly realized it was good or bad for An Jingluo and him, and he didn't know whether it was possible for them to be together.

He only knew that no matter what the final outcome of the two of them was, he could watch An Jingluo live a safe, healthy and happy life, even if the person by her side was not himself, that was fine.

To be honest, he didn't think he was great at all, he didn't think he was a man, he even felt that he was hypocritical and deceiving himself.Pretend to be magnanimous, pretend not to care, pretend to be complete, obviously bleeding from the pain in the heart, but on the surface they still have to act like they don't care.

What a goddamn peerless good man!
Jiang Li leaned against the wardrobe door and thought for a long time, as if he had figured out a lot of things, and it seemed that many things were still full of mysteries, big and small.

Forget it, don't think about it, it's not so easy to think clearly about the relationship between a man and a woman, for the present plan, let's take it one step at a time, he believes that everything is arranged in the dark, and it's useless to force it .

After he figured this out, he straightened up and continued to pack his things, and then hurried to the hospital. The most important thing now is to make An Jingluo's body recover first, and we'll talk about it later.

When she arrived at the hospital, An Jingluo was still in a deep sleep. It should be that the medicine had taken effect. Her face was not as red as before, and her temperature dropped a lot, but the sweat on her forehead was still coming out non-stop.

Jiang Li took a clean towel, soaked it in warm water, wrung it dry, and gently wiped her cheeks and hands. Maybe it made her feel better after being wiped. An Jingluo kept wrinkling after falling asleep. The tight brows slowly relaxed, pursed his mouth and muttered twice, then fell into a deep sleep.

Jiang Li kept washing towels beside her to wipe her sweat, and also kept an eye on the dripping of the liquid in the infusion bag, calling the doctor to check if there was any minor situation.

Of course, during the period, I also received countless supercilious glances from the doctor. It was obvious that An Jingluo's body was only absorbing the power of the medicine and fighting against the harmful bacteria in the body, which caused his body to shake slightly occasionally. Jiang Li let the nurse feel like seeing the end of the world. Wan Wan rushed to call the doctor, but the doctor who rushed over was so angry that he almost beat him up after listening to his description of the cause.

"I know you are worried about your daughter-in-law, but please have some common sense, please? This is a normal phenomenon that is recovering. Don't be surprised and scream. Although there is only your family in this ward, then you are not afraid. Wake up your wife?"

The doctor told your daughter-in-law that he was embarrassed by what Jiang Li said, but he didn't refute it aloud. No matter how embarrassed he was, he was very happy to hear it.

The sky outside was gradually getting dark, and the time came to night unknowingly. During the period, Chen Mu called to ask if he needed to deliver food to them. No sign of waking up, so he didn't let him come over.

The doctor came over at around eight o'clock in the evening, checked her body temperature and physical condition, and told Jiang Li that An Jingluo's fever had subsided and she was recovering well, and she probably would wake up in a while.

Jiang Li wasn't sure how long this would last, so he decided to go out and buy her a bowl of light porridge in half an hour, and touched her forehead and cheeks, it was indeed not as hot as before.

The big stone in his heart finally fell completely, and finally changed the warm water again, picked up the towel and wiped her cheeks, neck and hands carefully.

When wiping her neck, his hand inadvertently touched her back, which was sticky with sweat, even though he knew she was uncomfortable, he didn't cross the line.

Although there is such a special contract between them, he still doesn't want to take advantage of others, and now it seems that the feeling of An Jingluo itself is more important to him.

After finishing his work, he asked the nurse for some cotton swabs, which were dipped in pure water and gently moistened her lips, not sparing every corner over and over again.

The lips that were always rosy and full before now became bloodless, especially when he saw the wound on her lips that had just scabbed over, he couldn't help but touch it lightly with his heartache.

An Jingluo, this idiot, how could he bite himself so hard? Just looking at such a deep wound is shocking, not to mention that she bit it herself. How determined was she to be willing to bite her teeth like this? ? !
He wanted to touch but didn't dare to touch, finally he leaned down and kissed her wound lightly: I have passed on my magic to you, you must get well soon.

At this moment, An Jingluo's eyes moved very slightly, her mind was in chaos, and her memory only stayed on the sofa at home.

She remembered that she had been lying on the sofa after returning home from the concert venue that day. It seemed that someone knocked on the door and someone rang the doorbell. She heard Jiang Li's voice and the voice of the aunt next door.

She slept for a while and woke up for a while, her empty stomach stopped after repeated protests, her throat was dry and painful, the wound on her lips was tight, and she felt uncomfortable everywhere, as if she was about to die.

She kept waking up and sleeping like this, and after waking up, she barely moved on the sofa, and seemed to hear a knock on the door in a daze, and she also heard Jiang Li calling for some food, she always thought it was a dream auditory hallucinations.

Later, the stomach began to have regular cramps, and the whole mouth to the depths of the throat seemed to be burning like a fire, hot and stuffy.

Later, she felt that her consciousness had been slackened, she couldn't concentrate at all, her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't open them even with effort, and the fire in her throat that was originally hot seemed to have burned into her stomach, and her whole stomach showed a tinge of pain. A fiery posture.

The fire seemed to have burned not only the stomach, but also other places, such as the head, limbs, and heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys. Almost none of them were intact.

Just when she thought she was going to be burned to death by that fire, she heard Jiang Li's voice again, his voice kept echoing in her ears, and he was still patting her face, but she always thought it was a dream.

She wanted to see his face even in a dream, so she gritted her teeth and used all her strength to open her eyes a little, um, it was her Jiang Li!
She wanted to reach out her hand to touch his face, to smooth his tightly knit brows for him, to tell him her longing thoughts, her lips kept moving but she couldn't make a sound, Jiang Li couldn't hear him. to what she said.

This kind of cognition made her unable to bear to close her eyes again, and then she felt her body vacated all of a sudden, was she about to ascend to heaven?But she has done such cruel things to Jiang Li and is so irresponsible to Zuo Zuo, will she still be accepted by heaven?
The body is still so heavy, why is it not as light as in the novel?Her body was so hot, as if she was wrapped in something, and she was wrapped so tightly that she was almost out of breath.

Just when she was suffering from the fire, suddenly there was a burst of refreshing relief on her forehead, although it was very small, she still felt it.

So she tried her best to get close to the thing that made her feel cool, but that thing was so bad, it kept moving, and she was so angry that she groaned, and finally she caught up with it, and arched hard to get it. More coolness.

Later, she completely lost consciousness in the embrace that exudes a sense of security all over her body. When she woke up again, she was deeply shocked by the scene in front of her.

So, is she really in heaven now?