Jiang Shao wants to turn back

Xiang Yu received an overseas call from An Jingluo in the middle of a rainy night. This was the first time An Jingluo called him since he had been abroad for so long, and he didn't even take into account the time difference and his actual situation.

An Jingluo has never been like this, his first feeling is that something happened to her, and the incident must have something to do with Jiang Li, because in his heart she is definitely more sad than happy when she is with Jiang Li.

Sure enough, she called Jiang Li to ask him for help, and her crying pleading came from the communication signal across the ocean, no matter how much he blamed her and hated her, he couldn't express it in the mouth.

After hanging up the phone, he started to search for air tickets, quickly chose the nearest flight, and without going to sleep, he got up and packed his luggage.

Although An Jingluo told him the general story of the matter on the phone, he still felt that this was only a small part of the reason. It must be a last resort or a secret.

On the day he arrived at the Capital Airport, An Jingluo picked him up at the airport. When he saw her, he couldn't help blinking in place, trying to digest the moment when he was slapped in the face with facts.

The An Jingluo in front of me has not changed at all because of giving birth to a child. On the contrary, she is more beautiful. It is the kind of mature and charming beauty that has faded away from the girl's brows and eyes. She exudes a gentle feminine charm, which makes people feel Looking at it, I feel very at ease, as if as long as she is here, even if the sky falls, it is not a big deal.

But such a beautiful woman who brings others a sense of security has a sad expression on her face at this time. It can be seen that she is not in good condition these days, her haggard eyes are a little swollen, and the big eyes that used to be shining every time she sees them are gone. Sometimes it is as dim as a dusty pearl.

An Jingluo told him that he needed him to cooperate with her in a play, but she refused to share the details of what happened. Xiang Yu made up her mind to force her to speak up, saying that if she didn't tell him the truth, he wouldn't help.

He just wanted An Jingluo to speak out, because he could see that she had suffered unprecedented grievances in her heart, she was stubborn and gentle, and she would definitely not tell these troubles to her relatives and friends around her, if she didn't need his help this time If so, maybe even he wouldn't know.

Xiang Yusi felt suffocated at this point, would such a situation be the norm in An Jingluo's life?This time it was because the matter was too big, so she chose to ask for help. What about the countless small things before?

Although she looks very sunny and cheerful on the surface, she is actually a sensitive and delicate girl. It may be because she is learning to draw. Her observation ability is better than others, so other people's casual words, actions or small She can understand her own expression.

Although he doesn't often pay attention to domestic entertainment news abroad, he still knows a little bit. Sometimes when Jiang Li's name appears on the headlines of the news, he will stop his work and click on the corresponding link to have a look.

He had seen the most popular article on the Internet about Jiang Li and An Jingluo, which carried countless analysis of their relationship from well-known, unknown or even anonymous websites.

It has to be said that the netizens are all talents, and they can speculate that their relationship is almost inseparable just through some tiny clues in their lives, but the loser loses because the parties do not have any response.

Even if conclusive evidence appears in front of everyone, those that have not been officially recognized can only be regarded as catching wind and shadows, and cannot be called real hammers.

After reading this article, Xiang Yu contacted An Jingluo via WeChat on a rare occasion, and learned that there was also a commotion on the Internet in China. Finally, the company made a clarification statement before it gradually calmed down.

Although she was typing on WeChat through the screen of her mobile phone, she couldn't feel the emotions in her words, but Xiang Yu guessed that apart from the relief that this matter had been calmed down in her heart, there must be some inadequacies in her heart The loss of humanity.

And she could only keep that loss in her heart silently, maybe she didn't even tell Jiang Li about it.

She longs for the love blessed by everyone. She had all the self-confidence before, just like a small seed, she had the courage and opportunity to break through the ground, and she also saw and experienced some happy and joyful things.

But now, like going back in time, everything has been turned back into seeds and placed deep in her heart, wrapped tightly by harsh voices, contemptuous eyes and dismissive threats from the outside world, she doesn't know how long she can hold on, the only What was certain was that she was tired.

The helplessness of silently licking the wound alone in the dead of night; the grievance of a person silently digesting those bad voices in his heart; She is fighting herself.

Xiang Yu knew that she asked him to accompany her in this play because of Jiang Li and Jiang Huai's last resort. He was willing to act with her not only because An Jingluo trusted him and wanted him to accompany her, but also because he had his own selfish motives.

In fact, falling in love with someone is not so easy to forget, not to mention the person who just bends her eyes, and your heart will bloom with flowers all over the sky. She is both a white moonlight and a cinnabar mole. Opportunities linger.

That time, neither of them were professional learners of acting. Whether in front of the camera or in front of Jiang Li, they performed successfully. Jiang Li, who was so successful that he had chased after him to the airport lounge, finally let An Jingluo go.

He didn't know what the final outcome of An Jingluo and Jiang Li would be, but he knew that the bond between them would not be so easy to unravel.Because he looked back at the moment when he hugged An Jingluo and walked towards the boarding gate in front of Jiang Li, Jiang Li's eyes at that time can be remembered forever.

So when the plane left the sky above the motherland, he also left all the love for An Jingluo in his heart in the country. From then on, he became a true friend to An Jingluo, and he was obliged to do anything and everything buddy.

He compromised, because of An Jingluo's tears and Jiang Li's eyes, he likes An Jingluo because he wants her to be happy.

Since she is still happy with Jiang Li's happiness and sad with Jiang Li's sorrow even after suffering such a serious injury by Jiang Li's side, then he has compromised, let her go and let him go, then change the way to be a friend. Stay with her as her identity!
When she first arrived abroad, An Jingluo's mood was very unstable, and her mental state was particularly bad. Thanks to Xiang Yu who was always by her side, listening to her nagging and crying, and comforting her when she couldn't stand it anymore, but Most of them accompanied her silently.

He would take her out for a walk in fine weather to see the plants, trees, flowers and birds outside; he would take her out to tread water on rainy days, wearing a pair of rain boots and treading water in puddles like children; Introduce her to many nice friends who talk to her, amuse her with jokes, and teach her to dance.

In this way, with Xiang Yu's help, she walked out step by step, and finally got out of this dark emotional abyss completely because of his words.

It was a cloudy day without the sun, very similar to the weather on the day she left. The whole world was gray, just like her mood at that time.

Since then, An Jingluo has not liked cloudy days. If she finds out that the day is cloudy early in the morning, her emotional value will drop to the bottom in an instant, and she will be weak and angry all day long. If you are angry with the weather, you are still angry with yourself.

Xiang Yu came to ask her to go out to fly a kite. She didn't want to go out at first, but she thought that she had made an appointment with him before and she couldn't break her promise, so she cheered up and went to the nearby park with him.

Seeing that she was in a bad mood, Xiang Yu ruled out the physical reason that she shook her head in denial, so there was only one reason. He knew that An Jingluo hadn't gotten over Jiang Li's incident, so he didn't say anything, just held the kite in his hand high sent to the sky.

The two stared at the kite flying higher and higher, watching it gradually merge with the sky, turning into a small black spot and becoming a part of the sky.

Xiang Yu passed the kite coil in An Jingluo's hand, and An Jingluo took it even though he didn't know it, and gently pulled the string in his hand.

"Do you feel that you are like a kite flying high in the sky?" He stared at the black-spotted kite in the sky in a daze, but the words in his mouth were directed at An Jingluo.

"I am." An Jingluo also cast his eyes to the distance of the sky, and his voice seemed to be muttering to himself softly, "But I am a hopeless kite, no matter how high I fly, no matter how far I look, the final result is embarrassing I fell on the ground in an unfamiliar place, and the thread behind me has already been torn off by my own hands."

Xiang Yu didn't look at her but heard her loneliness from her voice, he couldn't help sighing in his heart: "Have you ever thought that the root string of the kite might just disappear temporarily, it didn't give up the kite, it just Had to let go for its freedom, and hope to reattach the string to the kite someday."

An Jingluo heard the hidden meaning in his words, she turned her face to him with a whimper, wanting to look into his eyes to make sure there was some truth in him, but Xiang Yu didn't meet her gaze.

"I don't even dare to think about what you said. I'm afraid that I will be disappointed again after having expectations, and I'm afraid that there will never be such a possibility in this life."

"Actually, you don't have to think everything is so bad. The ancestors said, 'When misfortune comes, blessings depend on it, and blessings come when misfortune rests on it'. Fortune and misfortune are interdependent, and energy is also conserved. In your opinion, this can Listed as the most painful thing in one's life, there may also be huge surprises brewing invisibly.

When you have passed the many and difficult challenges it brings to you, and when your energy reaches a balance value, maybe luck and miracles will come to you one by one.

So the only thing you can do now is to enrich yourself, wait for time to give you answers and hints, and then use your wisdom to actively strive for and manage your own miracles. "

An Jingluo was overwhelmed by his words, yes, she can make her own thread, send herself high enough, and send herself back to Jiang Li after seeing a different scenery , Let him be her origin again willingly.