Jiang Shao wants to turn back

Although Jiang Li never mentioned it in front of An Jingluo back then, he also knew that there was a problem between the two of them. Although it seemed to him that it was a trivial matter that was not worth mentioning, it didn't seem to be the case in her eyes.

Sometimes it seems to him that it is a trivial matter, but An Jingluo doesn't think so. She always takes the opportunity to complain and even sometimes say something out of nothing.

He knew that she was bored at home alone when she was pregnant, so he tried his best to spend time at home with her, and called her every day whenever he had time, but her mood was inevitably depressed. Call him and ask.

You must know that those are all gossips, without any factual basis at all, mainly based on a blurry and mosaic photo.

She would never believe it before, and after being with him for so long, he thought she would not believe the news, but she still made him quite upset when she asked him to explain for no reason as soon as the call was connected.

Of course there is no problem with the explanation, but there is a big hidden danger behind this explanation, that is, An Jingluo doesn't believe him!
The basis of the relationship between two people is trust. Once one party has doubts about the other party, even if it is very small and weak, it will be magnified for various reasons until the conflict is completely broken out. The rift between them has grown from scratch, from small to large, from a line to a gap.

In fact, the reason for this phenomenon is actually his fault, he didn't give An Jingluo enough sense of security.

From dating to pregnancy, he never gave her an aboveboard certification of the relationship. Except for their close family and friends, almost no one knew their real relationship, and they always thought they were just colleagues of artists and assistants.

Although An Jingluo has never said anything to complain about him, he knows that she still longs to be recognized and blessed in her heart, and even though she looks lively and cheerful on the surface, she is actually more delicate than anyone else. Also more sensitive.

He communicated clearly about insignificant matters, but when it came to matters that she cared about, he acted like a dull gourd, without saying a word, no matter how much he asked, he didn't say anything, he digested it in his heart, and didn't know her How is it digested, is it really digested or continues to hold back.

Now that I think about it, I should be holding back. Once the backlog of unhappy emotions reaches a certain threshold, the whole person will become different. At that time, he hardly noticed her changes, and he was neglected to appease her emotions, let alone confiding in her. chatted with her.

Most of their conversations seem to be about Jiang Huaizuo, discussing his growth rate and activity frequency during pregnancy, and discussing his breastfeeding and crying intentions after delivery.

Jiang Li thinks about it carefully, it seems that at that time he seemed eager to transform and wanted to gain more recognition and support, so that he could introduce An Jingluo to everyone earlier, but he always ignored the person he should take good care of and have a good relationship with. His behavior is simply putting the cart before the horse.

So time brings not only deeper and deeper emotions, but also more and more conflicts. It is not difficult to explain An Jingluo's depressed, sullen and even suspicious state afterwards.

The most irritating thing was that he was not patient enough to listen to her heart at that time, nor was he often by her side to discover her anomalies in time. Sometimes things that could be resolved with a hug and a kiss, but they could see Quarreling in front of the intangible screen, sometimes you can't even see the other person's face, and it just turns from an inseparable sweetness to a powerless long-distance relationship.

An Jingluo, who was visible to the naked eye, became more and more silent, and the cold war between the two became longer and longer. Sometimes after a day's work, he looked at his mobile phone without a message, and inexplicable panic would appear in his tired heart. He was afraid If this continues, An Jingluo will leave him one day.

And the more silent and sensible An Jingluo is, the more he doesn't tell him anything, the more uncomfortable and flustered he feels, even if it's complaining, nagging, even arguing, it doesn't matter, he wants to hear her voice , that was his motivation to persevere.

But he couldn't express these thoughts clearly to An Jingluo. At that time, he thought it was for a man's self-esteem and face, but now that he thinks about how important self-esteem and face are, they are completely insignificant in front of An Jingluo.

But he didn't understand this truth at all at the time. Sometimes when An Jingluo ignored her and didn't take the initiative to find him, he would even deliberately stir up her emotions for nothing, and then quarreled with him. He felt very happy. The relationship between people has basically taken a somewhat pathological shape.

An Jingluo's neglect of him gave him a sense of crisis, so when he learned that she was meeting with other men in private, he felt very, very angry.

Not only because An Jingluo went out to meet others without telling him, but also because he was in a good mood after the meeting, and his voice on the phone was full of joy.

The most important thing is that the person she met was Xiang Yu. She knew that Xiang Yu liked her, but she still went out to meet him alone. After the meeting, she was still so happy, which made him very upset.

The two quarreled again because of Xiang Yu's matter, An Jingluo accused him of being overbearing, obviously they were just a normal meeting between friends, but in his mouth she was like a bad woman who cheated on her husband and cheated on other men It's just as bad.

He blamed An Jingluo for preferring to go out to meet other men rather than call him, and he told her that he was free during this time, but she responded calmly, she hadn't had his itinerary for a long time, So she didn't know anything about his time distribution, even when she called him, she dialed him carefully out of feeling and fear of disturbing him.

Of course, the result of the call broke up badly. The two seemed to be very familiar with the cold war mode again. This time, An Jingluo seemed to be extra patient. If he didn't look for her, she wouldn't take the initiative to look for him. Both of them held back There was a fierce rivalry, and no one would take the initiative to bow their heads, and no one would let go of their mouths and beg for peace first.

Later, he couldn't hold on anymore, and while cursing himself for lack of concentration, he dialed An Jingluo's cell phone, but no one answered, and he kept calling and no one answered. At first, he thought it was An Jingluo who was still angry, It was only when I hit No. 20 that something was wrong.

At that moment, a huge panic quickly attacked his whole body. Although it was the summer of July, he felt a chill from head to toe, and the fear of extinction rose from the soles of his feet to his spine, and then to his brain, making him feel cold. His scalp tightened, and all the pores on his body opened up, and goosebumps flooded his skin densely.

For a moment he thought it was the end of the world for his life