Jiang Shao wants to turn back

"I liked you before, but I told him I like you." An Jingluo looked at him with a guilty conscience, and then added, "I don't like you now, I'm sure."

"Sure, how are you sure?" Jiang Li stared at her with a smile that was not a smile, but she was about to explode in her heart. She clearly knew that Xiang Yu had an impure purpose in getting along with her, but she didn't stay far away. Be friends with him.

"I'm sure." An Jingluo choked when he asked, she couldn't say in front of Jiang Li that she believed in Xiang Yu.

"Think about it from another angle. If I had such a female friend by my side, would you be worried, jealous, or uneasy?"

It's okay not to mention it, but as soon as he talked about An Jingluo, he remembered the scene at the airport, and a series of memories about his frequent scandals, and he was still with different outstanding girls.Some photos look very intimate, but he still faces the camera with a smile every time. Others really can't tell whether it is a business cooperation or true feelings.

She was aggrieved, and her voice choked up uncontrollably: "I will, and I've been worrying all the time, but you're still like that."

Jiang Li was also irritable in his heart, and coupled with the pressure of work that could not be relieved, his emotions seemed to have found an outlet at this time, and he couldn't control himself and stabbed sharply with words that he knew would hurt others: "What can I do? This is Work, and I also explained to you that they and I are fake, it is hype, what do you want me to do, stay away from them in the future, work without contact with the opposite sex, or quit the entertainment circle?"

An Jingluo was stunned by his words, she really didn't want to quarrel, she didn't know that Jiang Li was so dissatisfied with her, no matter how cautious she was, she still caused him trouble.

The burning blood in Jiang Li's chest was cooled down like a sudden hailstorm, and the lingering regret gradually filled with An Jingluo's dull expression as if struck by lightning. Full of all senses.

He yelled the joy he had never had before, but after the joy, his heart was like an exploding balloon, and bloody debris floated all over the ground.During the few seconds that seemed to freeze, Jiang Li hoped for the first time that he could turn back the clock.

An Jingluo lowered his head and tried to blink back the tears he had accumulated, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I won't do it again."

In the future, I won't be jealous anymore, I won't make trouble for no reason, and I won't care about you anymore.The unspoken syllable was stuck in the throat abruptly, and the bitterness in his mouth spread from between the teeth to the root of the tongue out of control.

An Jingluo felt as if a ball of cotton was sticking to his chest, feeling uncomfortable, his whole body was like shattered glass, and the flying debris pierced his incomplete heart with countless dense holes. , she just wanted to escape.

Jiang Li looked at her fleeing back, and subconsciously wanted to catch up, but his dignity as a man of heaven prevented him from taking further steps, and the cold war between the two began.

I can't remember how An Jingluo reconciled at that time, but the quarrel and cold war more or less planted the seeds of distrust in the hearts of the two of them.In the days that followed, the two inadvertently watered this seed with quarrels, cold wars, complaints and silence, making it slowly take root and germinate, and finally grow to the point where the relationship between the two fell apart.

It turned out that the cause was planted at that time, how could the cause of unhappiness bear the fruit of happiness, so it is doomed for the two to separate!

Today's An Jingluo thinks of that quarrel again, and what she cares about is not what is right and what is wrong, but that she and Jiang Li were too young at that time, and it was their first love, and they didn't know how to love each other.

She blindly compromised because of her low self-esteem, and Jiang Li blindly demanded domineeringly because of her pride.They love each other, and they both believe that love can conquer everything, but they don't know that being in love is easy and staying together is difficult, so in the end they still lose to time, to the secular world, and to themselves.

Now that I have figured it out, I don’t have much regret. Only after experiencing it can people lose their childishness and stubbornness, gradually become mature, become the person they want to be, learn to reconcile with the world, and reconcile with themselves.

"Ke Yi gave you the video, right?" An Jingluo looked at Ji Beiran with a smile and asked.

"I don't know, so I sent it to my mailbox suddenly, before you and Xiang Yu." Ji Beiran said cautiously, with curiosity mixed with anxiety on his face.

An Jingluo smoothed his hair with his hands, and his eyes fell on the computer screen: "I and Xiang Yu are good friends for life, and have always been, and this song is not sung for him."

Looking at her sad eyes, Ji Beiran had mixed feelings for a moment. He didn't know whether he was happy that she and Xiang Yu were friends, or sad that she had someone else in her heart. He only knew that his affection for her had increased a lot. It seems that In time, the confession can be put on the agenda.

"You said it was given to me by Ke Yi?" He suddenly realized what she had just said, and asked in confusion, "Why did she give me this video?"

"Because she doesn't want to make it easy for me. After all, in her eyes, I'm a sea king with means." An Jingluo winked at him mischievously, but sneered in his heart: After three years, the means have not changed at all. It was so unprofessional.

Ji Beiran was surprised by their relationship. He wanted to know what happened to the two of them too much, so he couldn't help asking: "Why did you and Ke Yi break up before?"

The fragility in An Jingluo's eyes flashed away, and he narrowed his eyes and smiled: "This is a secret that cannot be told, but let me tell you in advance, if Ke Yi deliberately troubles me, I will not let her go, but I will I will never make trouble unreasonably, if you are right about the matter and wrong about the person, I have no intention of letting her go anyway."

Ji Beiran saw An Jingluo's side again, his daring to love, dare to hate, and his character of not being stage fright to back down when things happen is so lovable.He looked into her shining eyes, and slowly said, "Don't worry, I'm fair." Of course, he will stand by your side in case of trouble.

At this time, Jiang Li has not been having a good time these few days. Ever since he sent the drunken An Jingluo home that night, the scene of that night would be played in loop in his head from time to time.He should hate her obviously, but after calming down, he regretted that he didn't walk into the door of An Jingluo's heart that was open to him that night.

After much deliberation, he decided to calm down for a few days and not look for her. He needed time to sort out his thoughts and see clearly the changes in his mood that he was not aware of.

Just as he was thinking that his phone rang, he picked it up and saw that it was his former manager whom he hadn't contacted for a long time. Ever since he decided to retire from the entertainment circle after An Jingluo left three years ago, the relationship between the two began to change.

From the disbelief and bewilderment at the beginning, to the coercion and temptation of hating iron and steel, to the earnest and kind temptation at the end, Jiang Li was always determined to quit.

The final way to negotiate a compromise is to hold a farewell concert on a national tour. After the last concert ended, the manager stared at Jiang Li with tears in his eyes for a long while in the background, and murmured: "Is it worth it?" ?”

Jiang Li smiled and nodded, with a firm light in his eyes: "It's worth it, but it's too late." In fact, he had this idea when An Jingluo was pregnant with Jianghuaizuo. He knew the pain of hurting, and the personal attacks of those sunspots and irrational fans were like invisible bullets that killed her, smashing her pretendingly strong heart into a sieve over and over again.

Before making this decision, he struggled and hesitated for a long time. On the one hand, it was his dream, on the other hand, his family, neither of which he wanted to lose.

But after careful consideration, he chose his family, because his original intention at the time was to like to sing, and he wanted to sing songs for the rest of his life to An Jingluo. Later, he overfulfilled his dream by standing on the biggest and highest stage, and now it was time to change his identity. Entered the next stage of life.

He wants to hold An Jingluo's hand and walk in the sun openly, he wants to walk in the crowd without haste, he wants to go shopping without being watched and chased by people, and he wants to live without being surrounded by 24 hours a day. A life imprisoned under the camera.

Before taking this step, he vaguely revealed in interviews and Weibo that he wanted to marry and have children, but he was not only ordered to terminate by the company, but also picked up by crazy fans on the Internet as possible targets, and ran to The scolding on Weibo caused an uproar on the Internet, and finally even protested at the door of the company and home.

Since then, he never mentioned this matter again, but began to plan his retirement in private. He originally wanted to arrange everything step by step and give an explanation to the company, fans, and himself, but in the end An Jingluo's sudden departure hastened the process.

He can finally be by her side wholeheartedly, but she is no longer here, probably this is the so-called treasure after losing.
"Hello, fourth brother." Jiang Li pressed the answer button.

"Jiang Li, I haven't contacted you for a long time. Are you free? I have some photos of you from before. Do you need any more?" The fourth brother's hearty voice came from the receiver.

"Okay, you send me the address, I just have something to ask you." He always felt that An Jingluo's sudden departure from the fourth brother would know something that he didn't know.

When he arrived at the coffee shop, the fourth brother was already waiting for him, beckoning him to go over: "Long time no see." He picked up the information bag next to him and pushed it in front of Jiang Li.

"Today, my safe at the bank expired, and I was notified to take the things away. I sorted out the photos of you and An Jingluo. If you think about it, I should leave them to you, and you can decide where they go."

Jiang Li understood which photos he was talking about, opened the information bag in front of him, took out the photos inside, and still felt very nostalgic when he saw them again.

It was a photo of him and An Jingluo when they were shopping abroad. Originally, they thought that no one knew Jiang Li abroad, and they could do things between lovers without any scruples, such as holding hands, hugging and kissing on the street. And it did.

Later, before the vacation was over, I was called back by my fourth brother's series of fatal calls, and I was taken directly to the company from the airport.

The two picked up the photo on the ground in amazement, their faces changed after just one glance, it was full of their intimate actions in the past few days.I don't know why Jiang Li felt a little joy when he saw the photo appearing here, maybe this is a good opportunity to openly disclose the relationship between the two.

It's a pity that the sky always fails to fulfill people's wishes, and wishes always fail to fulfill what they return.