Jiang Shao wants to turn back

After Jiang Li teased An Jingluo enough, he smoothed her fried hair, and the two of them held hands and walked forward with the crowd.

An Jingluo was in a good mood, and walked comfortably with her little hands dangling. The two walked to the lake side by side, and a large part of the bustling crowd dispersed just now.

Jiang Li found a bench and led An Jingluo to sit down to rest. At this moment, An Jingluo was no longer as shy as before. As soon as she sat down, she fell headfirst on Jiang Li.

"so tired."

Jiang Li let her lean on him, and he didn't forget to reach out to pull her whole body out of his arms, and moved her body to a position so that she could rest more comfortably.

"Want to drink water?"

Jiang Li saw a peddler pushing a cart not far from the lake, he took a rough look and it seemed that they were selling a lot of things.

"Don't drink."

An Jingluo closed her eyes and felt his warmth wholeheartedly. She liked everything now and felt very happy, so happy that if it was a dream, she would rather never wake up.

"By the way, you said at the time that there was something important?"

She suddenly opened her eyes and sat up straight, turning her body slightly to look at Jiang Li.

When Jiang Li was reminded by her, his heart slackened, and he felt that he couldn't say anything. Originally, he wanted to explain clearly to her what happened in the past after the new year, so as to untie the knot and get together well.

But now he can't bear to break the warm atmosphere between the two of them at this moment. If that sentence can't be discussed well and their conversation collapses, then the loss outweighs the gain.

But if they don't talk about it all the time, their relationship will become deeper and deeper after they have reconciled, and it will even exceed the previous level.

This time, he can walk with her in the sunshine openly, but how should they explain to their parents?How to explain this matter to Zuo Zuo is also a problem.

So he wanted the two of them to speak clearly first. If he didn't speak clearly to heal the wound that had buried him for a long time, even though he was very sure of the relationship between them, it would still be more or less awkward.

Not to An Jingluo, but to herself at that time, to Jiang Li who didn't appear by her side in time to protect her.

While you can still speak now, it will be even more difficult to speak later when the relationship becomes more tacit in body and mind.

"Do you believe me?"

Jiang Li looked directly into An Jingluo's eyes and asked very formally, with a serious expression on his face. This is a very serious topic.

"Believe, and will always believe unconditionally!"

An Jingluo uttered the deepest words in her heart. She has experienced losses due to lack of trust, so she now knows the preciousness and importance of trust.

"I believe in you too."

Jiang Li unconsciously licked the corner of his mouth, and his Adam's apple rolled, but his rationality overcame the entanglement, and he asked what he wanted to ask.

"Would you like to tell me what happened that year?"

He asked very cautiously, and kept staring at An Jingluo's face while asking, for fear that she would get up and leave immediately if she got angry.

"I am willing, even if you don't ask now, I will tell you some time."

An Jingluo breathed a sigh of relief, just now she thought he was going to say something bad, but she didn't expect it to be this, she had nothing to hide.

So An Jingluo started talking to him, telling Jiang Li about everything she experienced back then in detail.

Including her state and psychological pressure at the time, the eldest lady went to her alone in private, she went to visit the class secretly to surprise him and found out that the clown was herself, and finally asked Xiang Yu to help her act.

She spoke very clearly about what happened back then, but she only downplayed the three years when she was abroad. She didn't want Jiang Li to know about her life in those three years.

It was bitter and tiring, coupled with heavy school work, and safety was not guaranteed at the beginning, she had experienced these things herself, and it was fine if she had been frightened, she didn't want Jiang Li to worry about her again.

After all, she chose those things by herself, and she can't blame anyone. Fortunately, she didn't give up, and she didn't get up after a setback. Now everything is over.

And she also returned to Jiang Li's embrace, Zuo Zuo also likes her very much, this is enough, she is already content.

In her expectation, Jiang Li might be surprised, stunned, regretful, and regretful after hearing the truth about the past, but she didn't expect that there was more distress in his eyes.

Originally, she thought that what she had experienced in those years was nothing, but now when she faced Jiang Li and saw his eyes filled with distress, she suddenly felt wronged.

It is the kind of strength that can get up without hesitation even if you fall a heavy somersault when there is no one around you.

But that kind of grievance that was soaked in tears even when the strong person beside him ran over anxiously, looking at the wound and comforting him.

Tears flooded the sky, the tip of his nose became sour, and the helplessness that he could bear when the sky collapsed before immediately turned into the grievance buried in the arms of others and cried loudly.

"Why didn't you tell me these things back then? If you had told Ken to take the initiative to communicate with me, we wouldn't have missed three years."

Jiang Li raised one hand to cover his eyes, his voice was not calm and indifferent, but full of deep helplessness and regret.

"An Jingluo, I said before that I love you more than I love myself. If you told me back then that even if I tried everything I could, I would not let you choose this outcome. This would be the worst, most painful and most painful Helplessly kind of..."

Jiang Liyue's voice became lower and faintly trembling, and An Jingluo held his other hand tightly in the palm of his hand.

"Do you know how I survived after you left? And Zuo Zuo, we, father and son, would cry together. He wanted a mother, and I wanted a wife, but neither of them could fulfill their wishes."

"You went so far away and disappeared so completely. Although I have all your contact information, I dare not contact you at all. I can't even accuse you of hating you."

"Because I'm afraid that if I send you a WeChat message, if you don't reply or delete me, then I will lose hope completely. If I don't send it, I can deceive myself that you are still there, but you are just away from home. That's all, when you want to come back, you will come back."

"I didn't expect you to come back. In fact, I was also afraid of your return. In case you came back, you came back with Xiang Yu. He hugged you, and you told me that you were married with my favorite smile in his arms. "

"That way I'll really go crazy, and I won't even have the last reason to lie to myself. It's a good thing I didn't. It's a good thing you're back."

"Actually, the group is all my fault. I should take the initiative to communicate with you, discover your emotions in time, and should always be by your side to accompany you. But I haven't done this, but I will definitely not in the future."

"Thank you for everything you did for me before, for supporting me and accompanying me, for giving birth to Zuo Zuo, for sacrificing your time for my career, thank you for coming back, thank you for still liking me, thank you for being willing to be with me ..."

"I love you!"