Jiang Shao wants to turn back

"What are you doing?" Jiang Li rushed in front of the two of them, grabbed Gu Changqing's collar and brought him up. The veins on his forehead were prominent, his eyes were sharp, and his tone was even more irritable, " I don't care what you are thinking, she is mine, you are not allowed to touch it."

After speaking, he let go of Gu Changqing, grabbed An Jingluo's shoulders and led her away from the box. An Jingluo followed him silently along the way. His tall figure was clearly in front of her eyes, but she seemed to be able to read from above. "No need to chase" the three big characters, a choke in the throat for a while, tears welled up in the eyes.

She always thought that the two of them were together with the same heart, even if they didn't express their feelings to each other, it would not have any influence. She could gradually overcome the inferiority complex when facing Jiang Li, who was getting better and better, but this sense of security only existed between the two of them. When inseparable, once the two separate or outsiders intervene, this sense of security will immediately disappear without a trace.

An Jingluo desperately wanted to change this situation, gave herself psychological hints, forced herself to learn more things, tried her best to become someone who could match Jiang Li, and learned to take care of Jiang Li, but she always forgot to talk to Jiang Li. Communicate and reveal your insecurities.

She recalled what Gu Changqing said to her in the private room just now, every word hit the nail on the head, wrapped up all the anxieties, uncertainties, and unwillingness to face her in the depths of her heart, all of which were revealed and pierced one by one.

"You like Jiang Li, right?"

"Jiang Li should like you too?"

"Are you guys in a relationship? It looks like it but doesn't look like it."

"You seem uneasy around him, especially when there are people of the opposite sex who you think are better than you, is it because he doesn't feel safe enough?"

"By the way, did he tell you that he likes you and wants to be with you?"

"He kept introducing you as his assistant in front of others. How did you feel at that time?"

"You can't hold hands and hug with him in front of everyone, and you can't enjoy the intimacy of ordinary couples. Do you really care?"

"Deep in your heart, you are still not so sure about your relationship, do you think you are not worthy of him?"

Every word of his echoed in An Jingluo's ears, and she couldn't refute it, because what he said was true, and it was all about what she cared about, experienced and struggled with.

She saw Jiang Li's back in front of her walking faster and further away. The choked sobs that had been suppressed were released by the grievances rushing to the top of her head. The voice was not loud, but she quickly put on the hat behind her clothes and covered her hands Eyes to cover up the gaffe at this moment.

Jiang Li, who had been walking in front, was also full of anger and had nowhere to vent his anger. He went out for a while after answering the phone, and An Jingluo was tricked by Gu Changqing to go to his side. The two were still so close, Gu Changqing didn't know what he said to her , She didn't refuse or resist at all.

In fact, he had noticed the changes in An Jingluo not long after joining the team. Although she appeared to be normal every day, Jiang Li knew her too well, and any clues of abnormality in her could not escape his eyes.

He thought that she cared about the relationship with the heroine, so apart from daily scenes, filming and necessary communication, he would not have any unnecessary interaction with her.Knowing that staying in the crew is boring, he will also prepare surprises for her from time to time, sometimes it is a rare time for a walk alone, sometimes it is her favorite snack or he sings to her.

But she was still visibly unhappy, and what made him even more disturbed was that her eyes had been on Gu Changqing for longer than she had been on him. Sometimes he wanted to look at her during filming, but found her His eyes were staring at Gu Changqing's direction for a moment, and he couldn't help feeling angry.

An Jingluo who is usually by his side is always gentle and considerate, but once she is in front of Gu Changqing, she seems to be a different person, full of vitality, her eyes are shining, and her whole person is extremely vivid.

He likes her like this, so when Gu Changqing asked him to help him figure out the psychology of the characters in the play when he was not filming, he agreed without hesitation, but he didn't see the injury in An Jingluo's eyes.

He also tried to communicate with her, but she was used by her. It's okay. What can be done to get over it? The relationship between the two began to enter an inexplicably awkward critical point. They both knew that something was wrong, but they didn't know where it was. Something went wrong.

Until the scene just now at today's dinner, he really couldn't believe what he saw when he opened the door, An Jingluo just sat so quietly, Gu Changqing was very close, the smile on the corner of his mouth made him Very uncomfortable.

Thinking of all the things before, he couldn't help but wonder if he was no longer attracted to An Jingluo, what he couldn't get would always be a commotion, could he just throw it away when he got it?

Along the way, he was almost driven crazy by his own thoughts, and he had to ask her clearly when he got back, no matter what, he couldn't let go.

Suddenly a slight sobbing sound interrupted his thoughts, he stopped, and he turned around in surprise to see An Jingluo, who was already many steps behind, wrapped himself tightly, covered his eyes with his hands, lowered his head and slowly walking.

Seeing her crying, Jiang Li was heartbroken, and walked a few steps in her direction and came to her side. He just stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms, but when he thought that he might be photographed outside, he could only bite her. Unwillingly, he clenched his fist into a fist and slowly hung it by his side.

"We'll talk about it when we get back." Jiang Li whispered to her, his tone was a bit cold, but this time he didn't go straight in front, and the two walked towards the hotel in silence.

Arriving at the hotel, An Jingluo just opened the door, and before the card could be inserted into the card slot, Jiang Li pressed against the door. He took off her hat, and slowly moved his face closer to her until their foreheads were touching. Nose to nose, carefully sizing her up with the dim light coming through the window.

His eyes were red like a bunny, and the wet eyes reflected the dim light. The eyes looking at him were full of his shadow, and his head was raised slightly, looking innocent and seductive.

"Why were you crying just now?" The distance between the two was extremely close, Jiang Li's lips touched hers as soon as he spoke, back and forth, over and over again.

An Jingluo, who had already sorted out his emotions, was used to expressing all the grievances that had been suppressed in his heart proudly by his helpless and doting tone, and the tears were the first to hit the front line.

"Do you not like me as much as I like you?" She curled her lips in aggrieved way.

"Huh? Who said that?" Jiang Li frowned, and An Jingluo actually doubted his feelings for her.

"No one said, it's just me who thinks so." She said the last sentence in a very low voice.

"What do you think?" Jiang Li opened a little distance, slightly raised his eyebrows, and said sullenly, "You think I don't like you."

"I um." Before she could finish her sentence, the sudden shadow and familiar smell filled her face, and then two warm lips pressed against her, prying open her teeth, and drove straight in, conquering the city. .

An Jingluo's whole body went limp from his kiss, and her mind went blank. When he finally let her go, she was softly held in his arms, feeling his kisses falling on her hair, and her heart was so soft that it was a mess. .

"Do you still feel that way now?" Jiang Li's voice was slightly hoarse, full of bewilderment.

"No, this is enough." She closed her eyes contentedly, really, she is not greedy, all she wants from the beginning to the end is Jiang Li, as long as Jiang Li has him in her heart, no matter how much, she is content up.

"Not enough." Jiang Li pushed her body out of his arms to make her stand up straight, then turned around and sat on the sofa by himself, "What's going on with you and Gu Changqing?"

His sudden withdrawal made An Jingluo a little lost, and his serious questions made her even more at a loss.She stood there thinking for a few seconds, forget it, it's better to spread out some words, after she figured it out, she didn't turn on the light, and walked along the figure on the sofa.

"I originally thought." An Jingluo was a little embarrassed to say. If Jiang Li knew that she suspected that Gu Changqing liked him, he didn't know how he would react. I thought Gu Changqing liked you."

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She didn't dare to look at Jiang Li's face, nor did she dare to look at his reaction. She continued on her own, "I'm not sure, so I didn't tell you. I planned to investigate privately, so I observed him from time to time. He seemed to have noticed that If you don't understand my intention, you will use you to deliberately provoke me, so I am wary of him."

She stopped talking, and just about to take a breath, she heard a deep and eager voice: "Continue."

"Just now in the box, he said he didn't like you. I couldn't help drinking a few glasses of wine when I was happy, and then he said something else to me. I was too busy thinking about what he said, and didn't notice anything else. Yes." She still felt a little uncomfortable when she thought of those words.

"What did he say?" Gu Changqing and An Jingluo were not familiar with each other, what he said had such a big impact on her.

"I didn't say anything." An Jingluo had already passed the hypocrisy in her heart, so now she didn't want him to know.

"An Jingluo!" A suddenly raised voice called her full name. Since the two met, Jiang Li seldom called her full name. Generally speaking, it means that he is on the verge of getting angry. Don't piss him off.

"He asked if we were together, and asked me if I didn't care if I couldn't have a legitimate identity, saying that I would often show uneasiness when I was around you." She gritted her teeth and continued, "What he said is my heart , so I was so focused at the time."

"Then do you care?" Jiang Li stared into her eyes without blinking.

"I care." After truly admitting her inferiority complex and cowardice, she was relieved, and it was no big deal to say it.

Hearing her soft but firm words, Jiang Li's heart trembled slightly. It turned out that she had always had such thoughts around him, sensitive and careful, and it seemed that he still didn't give him enough sense of security.

The two are so similar. She is worried that she is not good enough for him, and he is also worried that he is not attractive to her. It is because of the deep love that such sweet troubles appear. It seems that it is time to prepare the surprise in advance .

"What a fool." Jiang Li said, moving from the sofa to her side, scratching her nose, "I'm going to say a lot, you have to listen quietly and carefully, you know?" An Jing Luo nodded obediently.

"You just asked me if you like me more than I like you, but it's not, you don't know how much I like you, no, you can't express it with like, it's love, I love you."

"I know it's unfair not to give you a public identity, God knows how much I want to share with the world the joy of having the girl I've loved for so many years as my girlfriend. But I'm such an asshole, I didn't give you a formal confession, nor did I say the sentence I've always wanted to say to you."

"I know that the entertainment industry is a big dye vat, and the love in it is usually entangled with desire and profit, but I assure you, I will never do anything to be sorry for you, including anything that makes you misunderstand. Tell them, so please trust me, I will use the next actions to prove my determination to you."

"I know it will be a lot of grievances and unfairness for you to be with me, but since I like you so much and cannot do without you, can I ask you to be patient?"

"An Jingluo, I like you, please stay with me!" After Jiang Li said this, his mouth felt extremely dry, and his heart beat like a clockwork axle, beating uncontrollably and fast.

The joy of finally speaking was slowly replaced by the silence waiting for the answer. At that moment, he felt the meaning of his heart raised in his throat.