Jiang Shao wants to turn back

An Jingluo in the dream came to the house where the two lived before following his memory, and saw that the living room was full of wine bottles. a bottle.

An Jingluo walked up to him and held his hand that kept pouring wine into his mouth. Jiang Li raised his eyelids and glanced at her, then broke away from her hand and continued to repeat the drinking motion mechanically.

Jiang Li's look at her made An Jingluo lose the courage to stop him again, that look was colder than looking at a stranger, the scarlet and slightly swollen pupils were full of despair, usually affectionate or indifferent peach blossom eyes At this time, it was full of pain, and An Jingluo's heart ached when he saw it.

She couldn't help but leaned forward and hugged him, hugging him in her arms to comfort him gently, feeling his tense body gradually relax, her whole body trembling uncontrollably, it was the kind of man who could bear it no matter what. But when others care about it, it's like finding a vent to cry.

Jiang Li, who was leaning on her chest, murmured to himself in a crying voice, his voice was intermittent and very small, An Jingluo could only see his mouth opening and closing, but did not hear the sound.

She lowered her head and put her ears close to his head. When she finally heard what he kept repeating, tears of sadness flowed out all at once, and she tightened her arms to hug him even tighter.

"My little whale is gone, she doesn't want me anymore, she's gone...don't want me anymore"

An Jingluo listened to his choking, the pain in her heart was unspeakable, and Jiang Li was having a hard time when she was crying every night abroad, why did the two of them come to this point.

If time went back to that time, An Jingluo asked himself would he still make the same choice?
She didn't know how she would choose, but the only thing she knew now was that she shouldn't make Jiang Li sad. The original intention of her leaving was to help him, not to make him suffer.

Unfortunately no if
"Jiang Li, I'm back, I'm not leaving, look at me." An Jingluo's hand stroked his hair and coaxed him gently.

Jiang Li hiccupped and slowly got up from her arms, looking at her uncertainly, eyes full of grievances and silent accusations.

An Jingluo's guilt of being watched by him was about to overflow from the bottom of her heart, she lowered her head and pressed a kiss on his lips: "I will never leave you again, I promise!"

Jiang Li's gradually loosened brows fell into her gentle eyes and then frowned again. He shook off her arms holding him, and the grievance and blankness in his eyes disappeared in an instant. Even worse indifference and hatred before.

"I won't trust you again, I hate you for An Jingluo!" Every word, even the punctuation marks revealed his determination.

"Jiang Li, I can explain why I left you." An Jingluo hurriedly grabbed her sleeve, pleading, "I'll tell you the truth about leaving, don't you believe me, okay?"

"It's late, the so-called truth in my heart is that you abandoned me and Zuo Zuo for other men, and for pursuing your so-called life, I will not forgive you." When Jiang Li said these words, he stared at her. eyes, "I will never forgive you!"

An Jingluo watched helplessly as he shook off her hand and walked further and further away. She anxiously chased behind him desperately, but the distance between the two was still getting farther and farther.

"I can explain it, it's not what you think." An Jingluo yelled and woke up. The moment she opened her eyes, she saw Jiang Li in front of her and thought she was still in a dream.

She grabbed his hand and said urgently: "Jiang Li, I can explain it. Don't go and listen to me, okay? Listen to me."

At this time, Jiang Li, who was supposed to be sleeping at home, tossed and turned on the bed for a long time, still unable to resist the worry in his heart, he sent Jiang Huaizuo, who was already asleep, to his parents' house, and then drove to the hospital until he saw An Jingluo lying on the bed. Only one heart was put back into the stomach on the hospital bed.

Sure enough, when facing An Jingluo, my principles will automatically retreat to a range that can accept her no matter what, or she is my principles.

Jiang Li mocked himself and sat down beside her bed, looking at An Jingluo who was still frowning in his deep sleep, he couldn't help stretching out his hand to smooth it with his thumb, did she dream of something that made her sad?

Before her brows were smoothed away, her tears continued to flow from her closed eyes, leaving streaks of tears on her temples, Jiang Li couldn't wipe them off no matter how hard she wiped them off, he was thinking about waking her up from the nightmare .

Suddenly she waved her hands and shouted, her tone full of anxiety and pain.Who is she dreaming about?explain what?What do you think?

He just wanted to wake her up when he saw her open her eyes. The moment he saw him, he grabbed his hand and said to explain, so it was him who she was dreaming about just now, did he make her suffer so much?
He looked at the tears in her eyes, and knew her dream in his heart, but he had already buried this matter in the deepest part of his heart in order to get close to her. Why did she always mention it?Is it okay to get along like this?
The departure three years ago has always been a thorn in the hearts of the two of them. When the thorn just went in, the two of them were so painful that they wanted to cut open their hearts and pull it out by the roots; If you don't touch it intentionally, it will seldom take the initiative to pierce you; now that it has undergone years of healing, it has been tightly wrapped in the depths of your heart, and you can't pull it out, forget it, or forget it.

Now An Jingluo wanted to search for the thorn and try to pull it out, but Jiang Li of course strongly resisted.The thorn had grown together with his flesh and blood, becoming a part of his body, and if he wanted to pull it out again, he would have to go through another pain of cutting bones and gouge flesh.

He didn't want to experience that kind of pain again in his life, so when he saw that An Jingluo had this kind of thought, he resolutely killed it in the cradle.

"What does Director Security want to explain?" The cold voice instantly brought An Jingluo back from the dream to reality. Jiang Li in the dream was either wronged or angry or indifferent, but he would not be as indifferent as he is now.

This kind of indifference to strangers made her lose the courage to explain everything. Maybe Jiang Li didn't care about the truth that was so late, so wouldn't he forgive her?Are they never going back?
Is she going to give up?Give up finding out the truth of the year, give up the explanation owed to Jiang Li and himself, give up the feelings for Jiang Li, and then sincerely bless him after he finds his other half?

can she do itcannot!

Life is still a long time, it doesn't matter if he doesn't accept it or forgive it now, as long as he perseveres, there will always be hope, even if his wish doesn't come true in the end, at least he has tried his best and has no regrets.

After making up her mind, she gathered herself together, and when she looked up at him again, her eyes were clear: "I'm sorry to make Mr. Jiang laugh, I just had a nightmare, I'm sorry."

Not at work, not in the company, not in a cooperative relationship and without outsiders, but the conversation between the two was so polite, listening to the honorific words to each other, An Jingluo was amused by their self-deception and wanted to laugh.

"I'm really curious about Director An's nightmare just now." Jiang Li knew that she was smiling. Although the corners of her mouth were well controlled, the curved eyes and the accumulation of lying silkworms gave away her smile. Nothing has changed.

"It's nothing." An Jingluo returned to his normal expression, and then stared at him suspiciously, "Why is Mr. Jiang here so late?"

Jiang Li was choked for a moment by her sudden question, he clenched his fist at the corner of his mouth and coughed lightly to cover up his unnaturalness: "Cough, as a partner, I'm here to visit you. After all, your hospitalization has something to do with our company."

An Jingluo suppressed more and more mysteries in her heart, such as why she didn't come during the day since she was visiting a sick person; and how could a small employee like her ask the patron's father to visit; in the end, he should just take a look and leave. You won't be spending the night here, will you?
"Mr. Jiang doesn't have to feel guilty, it's all what I should do. Thank you, Mr. Jiang, for your concern. I'm fine. I also want to thank Mr. Jiang for sending me to the hospital in time, and helping me pay the hospitalization fee. When I get the bill tomorrow, I will send it to the hospital." The money was transferred to you, thank you."

Jiang Li was a little annoyed when she called Mr. Jiang one by one, and the fact that he had to pay back the money made him even more angry. As for being so unfamiliar and polite?

Obviously, the two of them had a good chat on WeChat, and they were quite harmonious when they made appointments in private. Just now in the dream, she also cared about him. Why is it so difficult to communicate face-to-face soberly?

Jiang Li's anger was brought up by her, and he felt unhappy and started looking for trouble: "Since Director An's body is fine now, can I ask about the accident in the signing video at the end of the Huaixi event?"

Although it was a questioning sentence pattern, there was an attitude that could not be rejected in his words.

"First of all, I'm sorry for such an accident during the event. Please forgive me for the inconvenience caused to your company and Mr. Jiang. I will definitely not shirk my responsibility." An Jingluo said seriously, "Secondly, my assistant and I I haven't received any news about Huaixi's advance notice to make a video."

"I don't know which step the problem is in. Please cooperate with Mr. Jiang. I will give you an explanation when the truth comes out."

"You want me to cooperate? Could it be that I didn't notify you in advance?" Jiang Li's expression was a bit stinky, "Isn't this incident caused by Director Security's dereliction of duty? I don't believe that people in Huaixi would be so careless."

The implication is that An Jingluo is not serious in doing things, so Jiang Li doesn't believe that she didn't know beforehand, and thinks it's her reason.

Okay, that's great, An Jingluo lowered his head, his nose felt sour, and his eyes were slightly red.It's okay for others to misunderstand her, she doesn't care, as long as she finds out the truth, but the most important person in her heart doesn't believe her, and she feels a surge of grievance.

Jiang Li has always been her confidence, if she no longer believes in her, how can she have the courage to prove herself to him?

Little did he know that what Jiang Li said at this time were all angry words, it didn't matter whether An Jingluo didn't know about it beforehand, he believed in him, he always believed in him.Ironically, now he has even begun to convince himself that An Jingluo's departure was due to unavoidable reasons.

The reason why he said these words on purpose was to see her sad. Even though she hadn't done anything yet, he was already thinking of excuses to excuse her and forgive him.This kind of contradictory psychology led him to seize every opportunity to hurt her and stimulate her, just to satisfy his desire for revenge.

But once he really made people sad, he didn't feel well, and he thought about how to coax people well, and he was constantly probing on the edge of death and survival.

"Director An doesn't need to worry about this matter. Whether it's a problem or not, it has already been solved, and it's over." Jiang Li's intention is that I have already solved the problem, so you don't have to worry about it.

But in An Jingluo's understanding, it didn't mean that. She could hear the disappointment in Jiang Li's words. He was disappointed in her, thinking that she was not capable, and that all Huaixi's projects would not let her in the future. participated?

Just when she was thinking wildly, Jiang Li got up and went to the sofa next to him, took off his coat and covered him, and made a posture about going to sleep. An Jingluo's eyes were wide open, full of question marks: Is he going to sleep here tonight?

"What are you looking at, go to sleep." Jiang Li closed his eyes after he finished speaking, and An Jingluo hurriedly closed his eyes with a cry.

In the silent space, something is breaking out around the two of them, something is taking root and sprouting, and something is slowly fermenting.