engagement baby

"Mum, what's the matter with you? You don't look very happy, is someone bullying you?"

Shen Yan looked at Qin Shuangshuang who was in a state of anxiety and was very worried. He was very afraid that Mommy would take that white pill again.

Every time she takes it, she frowns and looks very uncomfortable, but she doesn't know why she has to take medicine every time.

"Mum, it's okay, I just feel a little uncomfortable, Yanyan, don't worry, it's okay, you'll be fine after eating."

Qin Shuangshuang still felt anxious.

I don't know why now, as long as I see the phone, I feel that someone is calling in immediately, and then I start to harass her.

"Mummy, don't take the medicine. What's wrong with you? Don't scare Yanyan, the phone won't ring, it's fine, don't be like this..."

Shen Yan was terrified, seeing her mommy frantically looking for pills, unable to listen to what she said, made her even more sad.

At this time, he really wished that his father was here. If his father was here, would he be able to stop Mommy from doing this? This is really scary!
Qin Shuangshuang couldn't find the pills, and searched all the places where the medicines were usually placed or where they could be found, but there was no sign of a medicine bottle anywhere.

"Yanyan, where is the medicine? You hid Mommy's medicine, didn't you? If there is no medicine, Mommy will be very uncomfortable. Can you give the medicine to Mommy?"

After searching to no avail, Qin Shuangshuang put her eyes on Shen Yan and squatted down, fearing that she might hurt the child, so she kept her voice down as much as possible.

"Mummy, don't be like this, you're so scared when you're like this."

Shen Yan's small face turned pale in an instant, such a mummy was scary, he was really scared, subconsciously he thought it was the pills that turned mummy into this state.

So he refused to give Qin Shuangshuang the medicine at all, and frowned, obviously there were tears in his eyes, but he was still stubborn and didn't shed them.

"Yanyan, good boy... help Mommy find the medicine, okay? Mommy is really suffering."

Qin Shuangshuang had no choice but to let go of Shen Yan, intending to continue looking for the location of the medicine bottle, countless voices in her head kept clamoring.

No matter what, she is in a very bad state now. She wants to smash everything she sees, and even throws her phone into the water. The huge pressure is almost driving her crazy!
Shen Yan was terrified, so he obediently went to take out the hidden medicine bottle, and handed it to Qin Shuangshuang carefully, not daring to approach it while standing aside.

He didn't even dare to tell Mommy that he hadn't eaten yet, and his only son was very hungry. Qin Shuangshuang who looked like this made him feel very strange.

"Bang bang bang-"

There was a knock on the door.

But she still couldn't interrupt Qin Shuangshuang's action of taking the medicine. She continued to stuff the medicine into her mouth as if she didn't hear it, but the more anxious she was, the harder it was to unscrew the medicine bottle.

Shen Yan moved his body cautiously, walked over slowly and leaned against the door frame to open the door. When he saw his father, he almost instinctively rushed over.

"Shuangshuang, what are you doing?"

When Shen Yan saw Qin Shuangshuang who was twisting the medicine bottle, his heart tightened. He frowned and asked her what she was doing. Looking at the medicine bottle, he almost subconsciously grabbed the medicine bottle.

"No, I'm not feeling well, I'm going to take some medicine."

Qin Shuangshuang didn't know how to talk about the medicine she was taking now, she didn't dare to let Shen Yan know what medicine she was taking, so she stammered and made a fool of herself.

Shen Yan looked up, just in time to see that Qin Shuangshuang was sweating profusely, his pupils were dilated, it was obvious that he couldn't concentrate well, there must be something wrong, so he wanted to know more and more what it was medicine.

"Tell me, what kind of medicine are you taking? What's the effect?"

Shen Yan made a guess in his heart, basically he had already figured out what kind of medicine it was, but he couldn't believe that she would take this kind of medicine.

"No, just, expired!"

Qin Shuangshuang didn't dare to tell Shen Yan what kind of medicine it was, so she threw it into the trash can after rambling, and then forcibly calmed down.

The side effects of my medicine are very serious, if he finds out, the consequences will be disastrous.

"It's too messy here. It looks like you haven't eaten yet, right? That's good. I'll stay and take care of the child. In your current state, you probably can't take care of him well."

Shen Yan made the request, not because he insisted on finding an excuse to stay, but because Qin Shuangshuang's state made him a little worried.

If this has always been the case, Shen Yan probably hasn't been well taken care of. It's not easy for a single mother to take care of her children, and she is prone to emotional anxiety and other situations. This is unavoidable, but...

Qin Shuangshuang looked at Shen Yan, and then at Shen Yan. She didn't want him to stay and take care of the child at all, but it was embarrassing that she really couldn't take good care of the child in her current state.

"Well, you can take care of Shen Yan here, but you can't do excessive things."

Qin Shuangshuang thought about it, and agreed to Shen Yan's request. After all, if he couldn't take good care of the child, he was obviously a good choice as a father.

In this way, Shen Yan logically stayed to take care of the children, looked at Qin Shuangshuang who was in a state of anxiety, and Shen Yan who was cautious, frowned displeased, but still didn't say anything.

Every morning, the two of them would drive Shen Yan to the nursery.

Because he was familiar with the problem, Yan Shu waited for Shen Yan to come over at the school gate every day. He knew the child's true feelings, but as an outsider, he couldn't make any changes.

"Uncle, where are you here?"

As soon as Shen Yan saw Yan Shu, he jumped out of the car door, ran to Yan Shu's side, and hugged his thigh.

Obviously not as alienated as when they were with Shen Yan, and the intimacy between the two is obviously higher than that of father and son.

Although Shen Yan was unhappy, but he was ashamed of Shen Yan, so he didn't say anything.

"Mr. Yan, we sent the child here, what time can we pick him up today?"

Qin Shuangshuang didn't notice the emotional change between the two of them, but simply felt that Shen Yan might not be quite used to it yet.

"It's all right, but some people still don't want to come."

Yan Shu directly frowned, not wanting to give Shen Yan any good looks at all.

Originally, as a teacher and as the director of the nursery school, he looked down on such an irresponsible father very much. After giving birth, he did not take care of the child, and devoted himself to his career.

After the child really has a problem, he starts to blame the mother again, or blame himself, expressing how guilty he is, and never thinking about his own reasons again.

"Are you Shen Yan's teacher?"

Shen Yan felt the other party's hostility, but he didn't show any rudeness. Instead, he took the initiative to shake hands with the other party, intending to get along peacefully.

"Sorry, I don't want to deal with outsiders. Besides, the time here is almost up, and I'm going back to teach."

Yan Shu didn't like Shen Yan in his heart, so he didn't intend to shake hands with him. He just turned around and hugged Shen Yan, and the two went to the classroom together for class.

Shen Yan was a little embarrassed, he didn't know why the other party was targeting him so much, but seeing the scene where the other party was intimate with the child, he felt uncomfortable.

It's not that Qin Shuangshuang didn't notice something wrong with Shen Yan, it's just that she has no plans to talk to him now, she has been taking medicine secretly during this time, and her condition is still not very good.

Seeing that she didn't want to talk to him, Shen Yan didn't take the initiative to speak, turned around and left, intending to go home. He knew that Qin Shuangshuang had a job and didn't want to disturb her.

"By the way, you've been quite tired during this period of time. Otherwise, why don't you go to the studio and take a rest for a while, so how about the rest?"

Shen Yan put forward an idea, he didn't want Qin Shuangshuang to be so tired all the time.

The child is not close to me, and the only one who can take good care of him is Qin Shuangshuang. If her condition is not good, she probably won't be able to...

"I have resigned from the company. I plan to concentrate on learning painting. If you can, send me to the studio. If not, I'll take a taxi there."

Qin Shuangshuang ignored Shen Yan's suggestion, the only job she could do to calm herself down now was painting.

If she stayed at home all the time, facing Shen Yan, she might feel even more anxious, so she didn't want to agree to his proposal.

"That's fine, then I'll take you to the studio, you don't feel at ease alone."

For the first time, Shen Yan did not refuse Qin Shuangshuang's request, but instead agreed to drive her to the studio.

This surprised Qin Shuangshuang, who didn't know what he was thinking in his heart.

Shen Yan's thinking was also very simple, he was really worried about the medicine Qin Shuangshuang was taking, so he planned to send her to the studio, dig it out in the trash can, and take her to the hospital to ask.

"Thank you."

When getting out of the car, Qin Shuangshuang still had the feeling of dreaming, but the feeling of anxiety before was reduced a little.

After Shen Yan left here, he went straight home to find the medicine bottle, and drove to the hospital.

"Hello, doctor, I would like to inquire about what this medicine is for and whether it has any side effects on the body."

Shen Yan handed the medicine bottle to the doctor and asked what the medicine was for.

"Ah? Let me see."

The doctor took the medicine bottle over, and after looking at it twice, he was stunned. This is a medicine for treating anxiety. It suppresses emotions forcibly. If it is taken for a long time, it will indeed have many side effects.

"That's right, this kind of medicine is likely to produce drowsiness, dizziness, fatigue, lethargy, and constipation. Large doses can cause tremors, blurred vision, agitation, and insomnia..."

The doctor introduced the side effects of anti-anxiety drugs in detail, and made it clear that they should not be overly dependent on drugs.

After hearing this, Shen Yan frowned. He didn't expect the medicine to cause such serious side effects, so he planned to stop the medicine completely for Qin Shuangshuang.

Thank the doctor and go home later.

"In the future, this kind of medicine is not allowed to be taken. Did you hear that, you dare to take this kind of medicine? Can't you just tell me if there is anything?"

Shen Yan waited until Qin Shuangshuang got off work, directly put the medicine bottle on the table, and told her not to take this kind of medicine in the future, if something really happened, he would be very unbearable.

What's more, Shen Yan is still young, so he still needs to be taken care of by his mother, and what he needs is a normal mother, not one made by drugs.

"Shen Yan, that's enough for you. Why don't you take care of everything? If I'm not in a good state of mind, will you take care of the child? When I was anxious, when did you pay attention to it? Don't you think it's ridiculous to talk about it now!"

Qin Shuangshuang roared directly. Originally, her current emotional state was maintained by drugs. Without drugs, she didn't know if she would do something disqualified.

"No matter what you say, you won't be able to take this medicine anyway. I'm already planning to throw away all these things. You must find a reasonable way to vent, instead of just relying on medicine to maintain it"

Shen Yan didn't want to talk nonsense with her, and endured her temper, Fang Zheng absolutely couldn't take these medicines anymore, no matter whether she wanted to or not, she just couldn't take them!
"Shen Yan, who do you think you are? Why don't you let me take the medicine? When did you pay the responsibility!"

Qin Shuangshuang began to lose her temper with Shen Yan. She really only relied on these medicines to maintain her normal mood. Without these medicines...

Shen Yan didn't say anything anymore, and silently endured Qin Shuangshuang's temper, she needed to vent it too much.

Qin Shuangshuang stood there, cursing for more than an hour, and finally got really tired of cursing, so she leaned on the window sill and began to sort out her emotions.

After recovering, he began to regret everything he had done to Shen Yan.

"I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose just now, I just can't control my temper, and I'm also afraid of doing this in front of Shen Yan, I want to try to be a good mother."

Qin Shuangshuang couldn't help crying, apologizing while crying, originally Shen Yan was doing it for his own good, and he didn't do anything wrong, but he lost his temper at him in various ways...