Mrs. Fu's strength is overwhelming

It's already three o'clock in the morning, Gu Qingchen plans to go back and see how Si Chen is doing.

She pushed open the door and found that Si Chen was lying on the sofa and fell asleep, so she asked the waiter for a blanket and walked over to cover Si Chen gently. 
Unexpectedly, this move woke up Si Chen, he opened his hazy eyes and saw a blurry figure, he stretched out his hand to hold her: "Feifei, don't leave me again."

Si Chen was surprised that Bei Feifei didn't leave heartily this time, maybe she understood Si Chen's good intentions for her over the years. 
Si Chen pulled her closer and asked softly, "Why are you back again?"

"I'm not relieved, I'll leave after seeing you." Gu Qingchen said lightly, seeing that Si Chen had stopped drinking, she could go home with peace of mind.

"I know you actually have feelings for me, but you just suppressed yourself not to say it. I'm very happy that you will come back. I thought you would be angry with me. I'm sorry."

Si Chen knew that he lost his composure in front of Feifei tonight, and always selfishly forced her to ask her some embarrassing questions.He wanted to apologize to Feifei and beg her forgiveness. "It's okay, I'm not angry now, so I don't need to say I'm sorry."

When Gu Qingchen heard Si Chen sincerely apologized to her, her mind became more peaceful. She adjusted to a relaxed state and said, "Seeing that you are fine, I will go home."

When Si Chen heard that Bei Feifei was going home, he pulled her by forcefully.He couldn't accept that Bei Feifei and Mu Jinyan were together, and he would never allow them to get engaged!

"Don't go back with him, do you know that I love you, you know that I love you..." 
Si Chen mistook Gu Qingchen for Bei Feifei and pulled him into his arms, wanting to show her his heart full of passion and to prove his sincerity to her.He wanted Bei Feifei to know that he had already taken over his whole world, and that he could give up everything for her.
At this moment, Si Chen no longer knows what language to use to express the strong love in his heart.He didn't allow anyone to take Bei Feifei away from him, nor did he allow Bei Feifei to pretend to be someone else. He wanted to completely drive Mu Jinyan away from Bei Feifei's heart.
So he hugged the warm and soft woman in his arms tightly, trying to melt her frozen heart with the scorching heat.Si Chen caught her lips with a hint of fragrance, and kissed her firmly by holding the back of her neck.
Si Chen loves her stubborn and stubborn thoughts, her kind and straightforward heart, her gentle appearance, and her free and beautiful soul... He wants her to know how much he loves her!Clothes fell to the ground, Gu Qingchen was tearfully drunk in Si Chen's arms, stealing other people's feelings like a despicable thief, but she was so innocent and heartbroken.
Gu Qingchen didn't intend to deceive Si Chen, she just couldn't break free, and she didn't want to break free from an equally broken heart.Gu Qingchen imagined countless times that one day she could hold hands with Si Chen and stroll through the beautiful dawn, afternoon and dusk, and then kiss the cotton in the melting moonlight, everything is as soft and dreamy as velvet.

But she never thought that she had kept her body clean for 26 years. In fact, under such absurd circumstances, she gave her first liquid, and she was also a stand-in for her best best friend.Gu Qingchen originally thought that God took pity on her, and she had never been hurt by a scumbag in her life, and she was looking forward to a lifetime of love between two people.She has been living in her own fairy tale, until one day she finds that she has not been loved by anyone, what a sad and ridiculous person.
"Don't marry him, live with me in a place that only we know, don't leave me..." Si Chen muttered, the passionate kiss mark was branded on Gu Qingchen's bear mouth, her humble love was as fragile as crystal Trembling at the tip of my heart.
Pain, from body to soul, Gu Qingchen bit her lower lip tightly and refused to say anything, the tears from the corners of her eyes slipped into her hair and she didn't want Si Chen to see it.
Gu Qingchen turned her head away, the world was a little blurry.She warned herself not to think about it, and closed her eyes lightly, trying to get back to her original self.But when she looked back, the road behind her was pitch black, and she lost herself and didn't know where to go.
Si Chen held up the man he was thinking about deeply in his arms. On the one hand, he was afraid of damaging this warm and fragile body, but on the other hand, he wanted to squeeze out the love in her heart for other men, so he kept rushing passionately, trying to express all the things in his heart. Complicated and entangled emotions. 
"Feifei, promise me... come and fly away with me..." Si Chen didn't know what he was talking about anymore, he uttered all the scattered thoughts in his mind to Bei Feifei in his imagination.

This includes the memories they had together, including the first time they met, the first time they achieved success in their careers together, the first time they went horseback riding and playing golf... There are so many details of life that people can't forget that period A beautiful and serene day.
"No, I'm not." Gu Qingchen shook his head desperately, and gradually lost consciousness in the messy breathing and movement... At five o'clock in the morning, there seemed to be footsteps approaching their door and knocked lightly a few times: "Hello, we will clean the room at six o'clock in the morning, please turn off the music and take your belongings and prepare to leave."
Gu Qingchen was standing in the bathroom staring blankly at himself in the mirror, combing his disheveled hair like a marionette, and tied a low ponytail as usual. 
She splashed cold water on her cheeks. To be honest, she didn't like the look of herself in the mirror, which was empty and painfully lost.Gu Qingchen took out a bright lipstick and tried to concentrate on carefully applying the lipstick on her lips. 
Si Chen sat decadently on the carpet between the sofa and the coffee table, the whole space was filled with the turbid smell of ambiguity and spirits.There were scattered empty wine bottles on the coffee table, and the whiskey dripping from the door on the table had gradually dried up.
Si Chen inserted his palm deeply into his hair, but he didn't feel the slightest pain in his palm.It was the bathroom door that opened, Gu Qingchen opened the door and left without saying a word or looking back, leaving behind Si Chen who was full of guilt.
This was an absurd event that he himself could hardly accept.After waking up, Si Chen realized that he had made a big mistake and there was no room for recovery.
From then on, he was really going to be a stranger to Bei Feifei.
After Gu Qingchen left the restaurant of the St. Louis cruise ship at Fisherman's Wharf, she lingered on the deserted streets in the early morning. The desolation was as bleak as her mood at this time.Gu Qingchen walked feebly to a breakfast shop, she didn't want to eat, she just didn't want to go home, she wanted to find a quiet place where there were no people.

"Beauty, what do you want to eat, buns, noodles, wontons, milk, soy milk, hot coffee?" It seems that the owner of this shop is still full of energy for work every day, and declaring breakfast is like saying a jingle.

Let's have a cup of soy milk. " Gu Qingchen said without any emotion, she has no appetite at all, she can't swallow anything she sees. 
"What do you want for the staple food?" the shop owner asked casually, he was wiping the table with a rag, "Steam buns, corn cakes, date cake?"
"Whatever." Gu Qingchen couldn't cheer up. If she didn't have extra work tasks, she would usually go to bed on time. This was Gu Qingchen's first all-nighter in her life.
"Okay, the homemade jujube cake in our store is a signature breakfast, I'll give it to the beauties later." The owner of the store is alone in the store, and there is someone to chat with when customers come, "You are my store." The first customer who opened this morning, where does he have to get up so early for work?"
When Gu Qingchen heard this question from the shop owner, he felt even more uncomfortable.The red eye sockets were filled with tears, and the image of being with Si Chen always appeared in her mind, and this oppressive feeling made her breathless.

"Beauty, you have soy milk and jujube cake." The shop owner directly brought the breakfast and put it in front of Gu Qingchen with a smile on his face. He accidentally noticed that the beauty seemed to be in a bad mood.The shop owner didn't know what was on the mind of this beautiful woman, but most of the young people nowadays are in a bad mood because they have lost their love.

"Hey, in life, no one has met a few scumbags. It's useless to worry, just turn over this article and it's over." The shop owner said to himself in a normal volume, as if he deliberately wanted Gu Qingchen to hear like.

Gu Qingchen looked at the jujube cake on the plate in front of her, took a small bite and put it in her mouth. The shop owner's words made her fall into thinking. 
Si Chen is not a scumbag, he is an upright, modest, infatuated and principled gentleman.But why did Gu Qingchen's heart hurt so much after what happened that night?Is it really over after turning over this article?Gu Qingchen couldn't calm down, this was not the story and ending she wanted.She is not reconciled, is this the rest of her life?
Gu Qingchen's tears dripped down on the jujube cake and the back of her hand, the warm tears slid down her cheeks and into her mouth, the bad sweetness was mixed with the saltiness of the tears, after all she ate it I can't swallow anymore.

The more Gu Qingchen thought about it, the sadder she became, and the more she thought about it, the more desperate she became...Suddenly, she burst into tears in the quiet breakfast shop, it was a hysterical cry!Gu Qingchen sat helplessly on the ground by the wall, crushed the jujube cake in his hand, leaving food crumbs all over his body.
"Yo, beauty, what's wrong with you?" The shop owner burst into tears when he saw Gu Qingchen, and walked in front of her at a loss.She wanted to comfort her but didn't know what to persuade her, and she would be even more sad if she said the wrong thing in a while.
From then on, he was really going to be a stranger to Bei Feifei.After Gu Qingchen left the restaurant of the St. Louis cruise ship at Fisherman's Wharf, she lingered on the deserted streets in the early morning. The desolation was as bleak as her mood at this time.Gu Qingchen walked feebly to a breakfast shop, she didn't want to eat, she just didn't want to go home, she wanted to find a quiet place where there were no people.
Si Chen is not a scumbag, he is an upright, modest, infatuated and principled gentleman.

But why did Gu Qingchen's heart hurt so much after what happened that night?Is it really over after turning over this article?Gu Qingchen couldn't calm down, this was not the story and ending she wanted.

She is not reconciled, is this the rest of her life?