It's not girl jiao'e

After staying in Suzhou for three days, Shen Xunchun continued to do things according to his own way of life, treating Shen Gu as air, even if he was standing beside him, Shen Xunchun pretended not to see it, oh no, he couldn't see it himself.

"Where's your cat? Isn't it very precious? Why didn't you bring it with you?" Shen Gu sat next to him that day, watching Shen Xunchun move his body slowly, like an old man.

"Give it away." Speaking of June, Shen Xunchun still felt a little uncomfortable.

He likes little June very much, but when he thinks that he is blind and has problems taking care of himself, let alone raising a cat, so before coming to Suzhou, he gave the cat to Xiaoxiao, and told her to take good care of her. Take care of cats.

When Xiao Xiao asked, he just said that he couldn't support it anymore.

"Tch, you're really willing, you don't want anything anymore." Shen Gu sneered, full of sarcasm.

Shen Xunchun didn't speak, but raised his hand sideways and bent his waist, moving his body around the waist.

In the past two days, Shen Gu has been like a follower, he will follow wherever he goes, even when Shen Xunchun goes out to perform, he will follow.

Forget it, the key is that he still has to make trouble nearby, which makes Shen Xunchun very helpless, and he has to come back after going out for a while.

On the third day, he didn't go out at all, and exercised at home to prevent himself from getting moldy.

"What about me?" Shen Gu suddenly asked after a moment of silence.

"What?" Shen Xunchun didn't know what he was talking about, and turned his head to look in the direction Shen Gu was speaking.

"I mean, what about me? You don't want it either?" Shen Gu stood up, walked in front of Shen Xunchun, and looked at him with burning eyes.

Shen Xunchun knew that he was coming, and also felt his breath was close at hand, he held his breath and stopped talking.

"." Shen Gu really wanted to catch this person and beat him up violently, the feeling of powerlessness when he punched the cotton made him terribly frustrated.

"You're like this every time. I don't know how to answer, so I just stop talking." Shen Gu smiled wryly, as if he was talking to him, or talking to himself.

The two were deadlocked like this, and neither of them took the initiative to break the tranquility.

For the past few nights, Shen Gu has been sleeping in another room of Shen Xunchun's house. It is rare for him, a pampered young master, to live in such a humid environment. The point is that he didn't clean it up. living.

Shen Xunchun couldn't drive him away, and he couldn't hold back his thick-skinned insistence on staying here, so he simply let him go.

Because Shen Xunchun was too silent, Shen Gu often felt that they were performing a pantomime.

But this kind of quietness did not make him uncomfortable, but rather enjoyed it.

Although Shen Xunchun turned a blind eye to him, she didn't quarrel with him.No one here knows them, and he doesn't have to worry about those worldly troubles or work, as if everything is so peaceful.

So comfortable, he even had an idea, let's just live here with Shen Xunchun all the time, don't want any broken company.

But it was just a thought, he couldn't let it go after all.

How can the Shen Group, which has worked hard for half a lifetime, give it away after finally holding it all in its hands?
A week later, Shen Gu returned to the capital.

During this period of time, he was testing whether Shen Xunchun would like to go back with him almost every day, but every time the answer was the same, that is, Shen Xunchun would rather starve to death here than go with him.

This made Shen Gu annoyed again, wishing he could just knock him out and take him back.

But this time when Shen Xunchun ran away from home, he felt that Shen Xunchun seemed to be different, he was no longer that Ah Chun who listened to him unconditionally, and you didn't know what was going on in his heart.

So he can't guarantee what the consequences will be if he takes it back forcibly, he's afraid he won't be able to bear it.

On the day before leaving, the two still had an unpleasant quarrel for no other reason. Shen Gu wanted him to go back, but Shen Xunchun didn't want him.

But Shen Gu left and right still had to go, he not only had to go back to look at the company, but also went back to find out what was going on with Shen Xunchun's eyes, he couldn't see for sure.

He is not a three-year-old child, how could he believe what Shen Xunchun said.

And judging by his appearance, it should be that he himself didn't want to tell Shen Gu.

Another thing that made him feel particularly uneasy was Xu Yan.

Why did Xu Yan just happen to have a cornea transplanted for him, why did Xu Yan's eyes go blind just when Shen Xunchun happened, why did he always have an inexplicable sense of familiarity when looking at Xu Yan's eyes.

He didn't think so much before, but now that he thinks about it carefully, he dare not think about it any further.
If so.
What should he do?
Shen Gu drove back to the capital with his mind full of doubts, these were things he had to find out, otherwise, even if he and Shen Xunchun could really live here quietly, no one would want them to be quiet.

After he left, Shen Xunchun really wanted to tell himself that he was just living the same life as before two days ago, but he couldn't help but feel lonely.

If you've been living in the dark and never seen the light, then you're used to the dark.But one day the sun appeared and then disappeared, how can we not feel uncomfortable.

Before, he spent so much mental construction to get used to the life that one can't see, and let himself forget the life of Shen Gu.

But the appearance of Shen Gu made him afraid, yes, he was afraid that he would not be able to forget him at all, he just suppressed it with that powerful sadness.

This time when Shen Gu came and lived with him for a few days, he even felt that it was fine even if it was like this, everyone should not think about the mess outside.

But it's actually impossible, just like Xiang Ji Ming, he also has to return to the city to be busy with his work.

At that time, whether Consultant Shen wanted to go with him, God knows how much courage it took him to control the little man in his heart who said he wanted to go with him.

If this is the case, then the suffering I have suffered during this period is nothing, wouldn't it be a failure.

So he held back.

Now that you're gone, don't come back
Shen Xunchun recalled the words Shen Gu said when he left, "If you don't come back now, I don't believe you can never come back!"

He was actually asking himself, could he never go back?
The answer is that he doesn't know, let's take a step to see, at least right now he doesn't want to, it's a place of right and wrong.

I don’t know what’s going on, but it began to rain lightly outside the house again. It was a little noise at first, and then it turned into a torrential downpour. I heard a very noisy sound outside. I guess it must be those who didn’t have time to bring umbrellas Tourists take shelter from the rain for the time being.

If it was Shen Xunchun in the past, he would definitely open the door and ask them to come in and take shelter in the yard, but now he can't protect himself, how can he have so much compassion.

Shen Xunchun closed his eyes, pretending that he couldn't see because he closed his eyes.

But the feeling of not being able to see anything in front of him still made him very uneasy. Even after so long, he couldn't get used to it. I don't know how those people who have been blind for decades live.

Shen Xunchun walked along the wall, groped into the room, and climbed onto the bed.

He suddenly remembered, did Shen Gu come by car or by car?If he drives by himself, in such a heavy rain, his driving will affect his vision, right?

Ugh.
Look, no matter what he does so much.

Shen Xunchun lay on the bed thinking about things, and slowly fell asleep, probably because of the rain and the humidity in the room, he felt a little cold, even if he wrapped the quilt tightly, he still shrank into a ball.

Under such circumstances, he slowly fell asleep.

Shen Xunchun had a dream. In the dream, he followed Shen Gu back to the capital. On the way, Shen Gu told him a lot of sweet words. He thought that his life back in the capital would be very good.

But when he arrived in the capital, he actually saw Xu Yan at their home, and he had already prepared meals for Shen Gu to come back. When he saw Shen Xunchun, his face immediately fell, and he asked Shen Xunchun sharply, "Why did you come back?" It's gone! Didn't you leave? Why don't you die!!!"

"Huh!" Shen Xunchun woke up suddenly, sat up from the bed, his body was covered with sweat.

it's a dream
That's right, if he went back with Shen Gu, maybe this would be the end.

Shen Xunchun sighed silently. He listened to the outside and it seemed that it was no longer raining, so he simply went out with his erhu.

But before going out, I thought about taking a shower, after all, sweating all over my body was uncomfortable.

He accidentally knocked his forehead again while taking a bath, and the pain caused him to burst into tears. It seems that he should listen to Xiang Ji Ming and make some changes inside.

When he knocked it for the first time, Xiang Jiming said that he would dismantle the inside and make it fit for his life, but Shen Xunchun felt that he couldn't tell how long he would live here, so why spend that money to remodel it? ?

Xiang Jiming couldn't hold back him, so he could only let him go.

It's all right, hit it again.
Shen Xunchun rubbed his forehead while putting hot water on it, he told himself that it would be fine if he got used to it, life is the same, and so is Shen Gu.

There is nothing scarier than habit in the world. It can make you forget the person you have been with for more than 20 years, and it can also make you enjoy loneliness.

After Shen Xunchun took a shower, he changed into clean and refreshing clothes and went out with the erhu in his arms. He went to the place he often went to perform in a familiar way.

He doesn't play the erhu very well, but it may be good in the eyes of these tourists. They are laymen, so naturally they can't tell what is good or bad.

As long as he gets by, he's good.

Fortunately, no one came to drive him away these days. I don’t know if it is now allowed to perform here, or for some other reason. Generally speaking, it is a good thing that no one came to let him go, otherwise he would have Really can only stay at home all day doing nothing.

It would be nice if he could read books and play with his mobile phone, but he can't see now, the world in front of him is pitch black, he doesn't know anything, he doesn't even know whether it's day or night.