Past and Present: This CEO is too infatuated

"The person who spoke was my father. I don't know why he was there at that time that day, but those were the last words he said to me." Chu Qiannan's eyes darkened, "The only thing I regret is The thing is that he didn't get into the car directly at that time, if he hadn't seen it, maybe he wouldn't have died."

Nie Shuzhi stopped, and Chu Qiannan's father ran over from a distance. She clearly remembered that at the intersection where the trains passed, when the red light was already on, her father stepped over a railing like a hurdler. Just before he raised his leg to cross the second track, the train roared by.

A train is no better than a car. It is possible to survive after being hit by a car, and you will get huge compensation, but it is a train.

Immediately, she felt something warm flowing down her legs, and her stomach throbbed with pain.

"Perhaps the old bastard felt that he couldn't keep the baby without inducing labor. He left me and ran away. I had a severe stomachache and ran towards the woods. The child? Seven months, can he live? He must have died early !" Chu Qiannan's face showed a trace of regret.

Later, Chu Qiannan became an orphan, and the school didn't expel her, but she played truant to hang out with a bunch of ruffians, just to find a place to sleep at night, and she could go home with whoever she wanted.

Because she had no money to pay the rent, she was kicked out by the landlord, and her relatives didn't come and go frequently. She didn't know where they lived, and she had no one to turn to for help.

It wasn't until she met a man who said she was willing to marry her and took her to Thailand that she officially started this kind of life. At first she raised that man, then...

"Later he disappeared. Who knows whether he died from taking drugs or ran away with some woman. Anyway, I don't have to support him anymore. It's easy to live alone." Chu Qiannan stubbed out the cigarette and smiled, "One thought Becoming a Buddha, becoming a demon with one thought, but I don’t regret it, this kind of life is free.”

"I just feel very guilty about my father's death. The last time I saw him was in the morgue. It was horrible. In fact, I couldn't recognize who it was, but I went over and held his hand..." Speaking of this, Chu Qian Nan actually cried.

She raised her head, but the tears couldn't stop slipping out. She hurriedly wiped them with her hands, but they wiped more and more.

Cang Yu stretched out his hand to take a few tissues and handed them over, his eyes were full of pain, "My condolences."

Chu Qiannan took it with her hand, wiped away her tears, then forced a smile, and continued: "I know, everyone will think I'm too cheap, but people like you won't know, we have been doing it all year round. I can't eat fruit, and I always buy the cheapest vegetables. My dad has no skills and strength. He does odd jobs during the day and stays at night, so he doesn't make much money."

"Some people often laugh at my clothes that are too big, and some people think that I have a smell, but they don't know that we all wash with soap. I have never used any shampoo or shower gel. What they smell is that. It smells like the cheapest soap, and a lot of people don't want to use it for laundry."

"I love my dad, of course I do, but I also hate him at the same time. He lives so poorly, and he still drinks! He always blames everyone, blames my mother for running away, and blames God for being unfair, but he never thinks about it. Who is it, who can live this kind of life?"

"Do you think people like me are dirty? But I don't think so. I dare to admit what I do. I'm not like some people who appear to be sanctimonious on the surface, but actually do some shady things!"

"I also thought about it, if it wasn't for that old bastard, maybe I would study hard, get into a good high school, a good university, and then what? Then I would be like those migrant workers now, sitting in the office and getting tired, and every month Make such a pitiful amount of money."

"Thinking of this, I feel that my choice is still correct. Money is the most practical thing in this world. In my life, I never want to live in poverty again!"

"But I still hate that old bastard! I can't say why, but I really hate him!"

"I don't want to get married, I don't plan to get married, and I can't get married. I have had two surgeries, and both fallopian tubes have been cut off, so I can't have children at all. I often think, if I give birth to that child smoothly, What will he look like? Whose house will he be in? What kind of life will he live?"

"I also thought about it, I tried my best to save more money, and if he was still alive, I would silently give him a sum of money without saying anything. But sometimes I thought, I gave birth to him, wouldn't he be filial to me? It should be that he makes a lot of money for me to enjoy, and then I will find a boyfriend and stop doing this job."

"However, I changed my mind again. How is it possible? A seven-month-old child is thrown outside so bloody. The weather in September is not cold but not warm. It only takes one night. His little life Definitely can't keep it."

"So, I'm just thinking wildly, my fate is to be alone!" Tears blurred her makeup, Chu Qiannan was no longer as bright as before, but looked a bit haggard.

But as she herself said, she is considered to be a natural beauty. Generally speaking, she is still several years younger than her peers, so it seems that she is only a little older than Cang Yu.

Cang Yu looked at the direction of the camera, he didn't know what would happen if Xu Zi collapsed at this moment, as she said, her birth came from a dirty deal, or from Chu Qiannan taking the initiative to find Nie Shuzhi for the second time.

The reality is cruel, but... Cang Yu doesn't care how she got here, he only cares that she is her, it doesn't matter if she is Xu Ziruo, Nie Ziruo, Chu Ziruo, it doesn't matter if she is called a cat or a dog, anyway, he loves her.

After a long silence, Cang Yu said, "Okay, thank you, Zhou Sen will arrange your return trip next."

But Chu Qiannan said with a leisurely smile: "I haven't been back for a long time, I want to go back to Lancheng to see, can the fee be discounted?"

That smile should have been as indifferent and graceful as Xu Ziruo's, but when it appeared on her face, it looked so philistine.

Who can blame whose life?Everyone falls into their own hell because of a single thought, but that hell is the hell in the eyes of others.

"Okay, you can do whatever you want!" Cang Yu stood up and walked out without looking back.

Only Chu Qiannan and Zhou Sen were left to settle the payables. The half-life stories were exchanged for a series of numbers that filled her with joy. Say it a few more times, after all, the money came easier than before.

Seeing her philistine face, Xu Ziruo's hands trembled slightly, she couldn't help closing her eyes, not wanting to look at Chu Qiannan's face anymore.

"Turn it off! Turn it off!" Xu Ziruo shouted angrily.

The computer was turned off by Huafan. He stared at Xu Ziruo who was obviously suppressing his anger, and said softly: "Her words are half true and false, you can't believe it or..."

"Stop talking about it!" Xu Ziruo shouted angrily, "Who would deliberately discredit himself?!"