Past and Present: This CEO is too infatuated

The four words "she's back" touched all of Cang Yu's emotions, happiness, worry, love, and worry, instantly surged in his chest, full, almost overflowing.

Taking a few deep breaths, suppressing the surging emotions in my heart, I asked softly, "Can I see her?"

This year, he was 38 years old, half his life had passed, other people's children were already in their teens, but he was alone.

Mother Xu shook her head lightly, walked out the door, and whispered, "She took sleeping pills and fell asleep. I don't think she's in a good state of mind."

A strange thought flashed from the bottom of his heart, Cang Yu frowned lightly, "Only her and the child? Didn't Hua Fan come back?"

"No, with a nanny."

It's a little strange, Cang Yu's heart that was originally trying to be fulfilled suddenly sprouted again.

"How old is the child?"

"It doesn't look very old. I don't know if it's two years old. We didn't dare to ask. She said she was very tired. She didn't see anyone and fell asleep."

Cang Yu's brows frowned even tighter, two years old, pushing forward, it is very likely that it is his, but it is also possible that it is the child born with Hua Fan after she left.

Thinking that the child might be his own, Cang Yu's heart moved again.

"Can I see the baby? Quietly, without making a sound," he asked.

Xu's mother hesitated for a moment, then murmured: "The child looks like Ziruo, not like you."

She knew what he was thinking. The couple had discussed this topic quietly just now.

After all, the age of the child is too embarrassing, and the nanny only said that she is two years old, she may belong to Cang Yu, or Hua Fan, no one can say for sure.

"Can you let me have a look?" Cang Yu was slightly humbled.

Mother Xu finally nodded and led him to the guest room.

The nanny was a foreigner who looked like a Filipino maid and slept soundly with the child, and the two came in without realizing it.

Cang Yu approached with light steps, the girl was lying on her back, sleeping extremely soundly.

The long eyelashes fluttered slightly, the small nose and rosy lips came out like a mold of Xu Ziruo.

Sure enough, Xu Ziruo's strong genetics, like Chu Qiannan's, gave birth to children who looked exactly like him.

Cang Yu was fascinated by the fair skin and chubby hands and feet.

He has always been indifferent to children, but he suddenly wanted to have a child a few years ago, but a sudden change happened and the two separated.

Since then, he has returned to asceticism.

In the past, he was helpless due to hidden diseases, but this time it was different, he had no desire to try at all.

News will always become old news. Gradually, Cang Yu was rumored by some people to be fond of men. Almost all the men he works with are men. Anyone who has a bit of beauty is afraid that they will be forced to match CP by outsiders.

But he doesn't care, because this time is different from the last time, he knows that he is a normal person, just waiting for someone.

The little meatball twitched and twitched in his dream, as if he had eaten something delicious.

Cang Yu's heart melted in an instant, and he really wanted to reach out to touch her, but he was worried about disturbing her dream.

Reluctantly, Mother Xu dragged Cang Yu out, but Cang Yu stood still, looking at Xu Ziruo's door.

He and she finally met again, only separated by a thin door.

I still remember that in that door, the two were laughing and playing, and the two were affectionate.

I still remember that in the past few years, Cang Yu was lying alone on that girlish bed, hugging the plush toy she had hugged, like a boy infatuated with love.

"Let's go..." Mother Xu tugged at his arm.

"En." Cang Yu responded lightly.

She's back, and it's been a long time, and it's not difficult to meet each other.

In the living room, the three of them were sleepless, quiet, and talking quietly.

Cang Yu couldn't help but asked: "Look at what it means, isn't she and Huafan on good terms?"

Father Xu touched the cigarette, but looked at the room where the child was sleeping, and put it down again, "I don't know, she's not the same as before, she rarely talks."

I still remember that at first she was withdrawn and dull, but in the following years, she became cheerful and optimistic.

After three years of separation, her temperament has changed drastically. It seems that she is not living well.

"Dad! Mom! Tomorrow, let me meet her, okay?" Changed the previous title, and changed it back again.

"I have to ask her what she means. I just said that I don't want to see strangers, I just want to have a good rest." Mother Xu looked embarrassed.

Cang Yu was silent, the person she once loved to the core, now became a stranger to her.

Seeing through his loneliness, Xu's father said, "Cang Yu, we know that you have been waiting for her these past few years, but even if she and Huafan have problems, she is now a person with children, which is different from before."

"If she can accept me, I can also accept the child." Cang Yu raised his eyes, his gaze was firm.

"It's not the same as before. In the past, as long as you liked her, she liked you. But now, even if the two of them break up and have a child, it's hard to say whether the child can accept you." Xu Mother sighed softly.

"I know, I know." Cang Yu looked out of the window.

The night is silent, the stars and the moon are sparse.

Under the moonlight, the slender figure looked very lonely, wandering back and forth downstairs, refusing to leave for a long time.

Looking at Xu Ziruo's window, imagining her current appearance and the image she saw in the promotional video came to mind.

The corners of the slightly raised lips are not warm, and the almond eyes are full of indifference. It seems that she used to be her, but it seems that she has changed her soul.

The heart is stuffy, accompanied by dull pain, the window is dark, and there is no movement.

Facing the window, the man who always pays attention to his image sat casually on the ground, his trousers were pleated and his tie was loose.

The side face is still handsome, as if the years have not traced, but on the other half of the face, the three-inch long scar is hideous, telling the thrilling and soul-stirring back then.

She forgot, but he couldn't forget.

The moon gradually sinks to the west, and the east turns pale.

The man with his face buried in his hands had cigarette butts all over his side.

Suddenly raised his head, he looked at the window, as if he had sensed it, the person inside opened the curtain.

The four eyes met, Cang Yu's heart was beating fast, if she was right in front of him, he would hug her and kiss her desperately.

But the people in the window, just glanced at it, then looked away, with a cold expression.

From what that means, I really don't know him.

Resisting the urge to go up and knock on the door, Cang Yu waited, waiting for a call from Xu's parents.

It was agreed last night that if she was willing to meet someone, let him do so.

For the first sight, I stayed up all night.

The call didn't come, but Xu's father who went downstairs to throw out the trash came.

"Dad!" Cang Yu hurriedly got up and went to greet him, feeling anxious.

Father Xu looked at him sympathetically, and his tone was full of regret, "She said she didn't want to see anyone, she just wanted to stay at home quietly for a while."

The floating heart sank, and the eyes darkened.

"What happened to her?" Cang Yu murmured.

Xu's father sighed softly, "Since we are back, we will have a long time to come, let's ask slowly. Don't be too impatient, take a good rest!"

"Then I'll temporarily stay in a nearby hotel for the next few days. If she wants to meet, please call me." The deep and hoarse voice was the result of a sleepless night and cigarettes.

"Okay." Father Xu patted him on the shoulder, "There are some things that need to be resolved."

Cang Yu lightly raised the corners of his lips, but remained silent.

Want to open?If you can think about it, those who want to marry him these years, those who want to climb into his bed, whatever, let him choose.

But in the past and present, how could they easily forget, if Hua Fan hadn't been a hindrance, their child would have grown up this big.

Turning around and leaving, the back is desolate.

Xu's father also sighed lightly. From birth to now, Xu Ziruo's life like a drama has long been out of their control.

Turning around and going upstairs, Xu Ziruo and the child were already sitting firmly at the dining table.

She babbled to the child, but Xu's parents didn't understand.

The small child blinked, climbed off the chair and walked towards the bathroom.

"Zi Ruo, where have you been all these years?" Mother Xu asked.

"Bremen." Xu Ziruo said concisely, without any surprise on his face.

No wonder, she should have spoken German to the child just now.

"Why didn't you contact us before? Your father and I were so worried." Mother Xu said, wiping away tears.

Xu Ziruo raised his eyes and looked at his mother's gray hair, his eyes softened a little, "It's because I'm not in good spirits, and I've been receiving treatment. After seeing the curative effect during this period, he said that I can live independently in my condition."

"Him? Huafan?" Mother Xu asked.

"Hmm." Xu Ziruo, who came back again, seemed to be a different person. From yesterday to now, no one has seen the corners of her lips twitch, even to the child.

"Why didn't he come together?" Mother Xu asked again.

"He has something to do." Still indifferent, no waves could be heard.

The child returned soon, and the nanny behind her said to her in English: "Juice, come and eat!"

The little girl named Juice reluctantly climbed onto the chair but couldn't use chopsticks.

Xu Ziruo gave her a spoon, and it was another string of German. The child looked displeased, but took the spoon and started eating clumsily.

Some are eaten into the mouth, some are spilled on the table, and some are spilled on the body.

Xu's mother was used to seeing Huaguo's children, she couldn't stand it anymore, she stood up and said, "Let me feed her."

"Mom, no need, let her eat by herself." Xu Ziruo glanced at Juice lightly, "I have been raised like this since I was a child."

From yesterday to eating this morning, Juice basically didn't speak, at most he called "mama".

Xu's mother was a little worried, and asked, "This child doesn't know how to speak? How old is it?"

"More than two years old," Xu Ziruo replied, "probably because the language environment is too complicated, it will get better slowly."

But no, the few exchanges she had with Hua Fan were in Mandarin, English with the nanny, and German with the neighbors, Juice probably had a confusing concept of language in her mind.

Can understand the three languages, but can't speak, only "papa" and "mama".

More than two years old, Xu's mother and Xu's father looked at each other, thinking silently in their hearts, it's really hard to say who this child belongs to.

It's not easy to ask.

"How did you and Hua Fan go to Germany?" Xu's mother began to insinuate.

Xu Ziruo paused with the chopsticks in his hand, hesitation flashed in his eyes, and he lowered his eyes and replied, "I don't know either. For a long time, I was in a trance..."

No wonder, looking at it, I feel that something is wrong.

Xu's parents recalled that incident back then, and thought to themselves that their daughter must have been a little stimulated at that time.

Quickly changing the subject, Xu's mother asked again: "I heard you made a movie?"

"Well, Huafan said that I'm much better and I can go out to work." Xu Ziruo still looked calm.

After a meal, Juice made porridge all over his body, and the nanny took it to wash, Xu's mother cleaned up the dining table, and Xu Ziruo walked to the piano in the living room.

Gently rubbing, watching slowly, but not sitting down, nor opening the piano cover.

"Zi Ruo," Father Xu stood behind her, "Dad hasn't heard you play the piano for a long time."

The slender fingers with scars slowly moved away, with a low voice, "Dad, I can no longer play the piano."