Past and Present: This CEO is too infatuated

"It's a boundless darkness. You seem to have a body, and you seem to be able to move around, but there is no end. There, you can't make a sound, you can't see anything, you can't feel the temperature, and you can only hear outside sounds. Lonely, lonely, Helpless, even a calm and steady person like him can't help losing control of his emotions at times."

Looking at the drizzle outside the car, Xu Ziruo murmured.

"How can I leave him alone at a time like this? What's more, I really don't want to get involved in your circle anymore."

Gu Jiangyuan was silent for a few seconds, looked at her focused and persistent expression, and then slowly said: "If he never wakes up, will you stay with him like this for the rest of his life?"

"Maybe, who knows what will happen next?" Xu Ziruo said with a faint smile.

"But have you thought about it? Does he want you to do this?" Gu Jiangyuan asked seriously again.

"He wants me to be with you, but... I don't want to." Xu Ziruo said frankly.

"why?"

"I'm not his toy, he can deal with me as he wants!" Xu Ziruo said with a slight frown.

"We didn't mean that. I meant it seriously. I've never been so serious when I grow up!" Gu Jiangyuan swore, but Xu Ziruo looked a little funny, like a child swearing.

"Okay, it's late, my parents are still waiting for me!" Xu Ziruo said with a chuckle.

Ruo Jiangyuan unlocked the car unwillingly, he knew that this matter would not be accomplished in a day, but this time he had enough patience, because Xu Ziruo was indeed different from other girls he had seen.

"Thank you for sending me back." The education of her parents made her say this politely to Gu Jiangyuan, and then walked home without looking back.

Gu Jiangyuan didn't get out of the car, but sat in the car silently watching her back, that lonely and desolate back, very similar to when he saw Cang Yu leave in this body today.

The drizzle wet her hair, Xu Ziruo opened the door and walked in, the lights in the house were dark, she thought maybe it was too late and her parents had already gone to bed, so she walked in lightly.

When he arrived at the living room, the light suddenly turned on. Xu Ziruo turned around and saw his mother sitting on the sofa, his father standing in front of the French window, and a table of untouched food was still placed in the living room.

"Dad, Mom, why didn't you eat?" Xu Ziruo asked.

"Zi Ruo, didn't we agree to cook for you?" Father said, looking outside the courtyard.

Following his line of sight, Xu Ziruo saw that the bright yellow sports car was still parked in place, and he couldn't see clearly what the people in the car were doing in the drizzle.

"I forgot for a while, I'm sorry, I'm going to heat up the dishes, you should eat and sleep quickly." Xu Ziruo turned and walked towards the restaurant.

"Zi Ruo, who is that person?" Father Xu asked slowly, his eyes were always on the car in the yard.

"It's a friend." Xu Ziruo replied while putting the dishes in the microwave.

Mother Xu stood up, walked to the dining table and stood still, and asked with a sullen face, "Friend? Will your friend not leave after sending you back? If we weren't here, he might have already come in!"

Xu Ziruo suddenly raised his head to look at his mother, and said in a panic: "Mom, why do you think so, in your eyes, I am that kind of person?"

Xu's mother's face was even more gloomy, "We didn't think you would be willing to be someone else's mistress before. You have changed a long time ago. You just entered the hospital. You immediately found a new home. Tell me! What kind of big shot is this time?" ?”

"I told you, they're just friends!" Xu Ziruo replied stubbornly.

For a moment, the mother and daughter were at war with each other, and the air was full of tension.

But Xu's father didn't say a word, turned around and walked back to the bedroom silently, only the sound of the door closing heavily expressed his dissatisfaction.

Xu Ziruo's heart slammed with the sound of closing the door, and an unprecedented sense of loneliness hit her. Cang Yu was not there, Nie An was not there, and her parents' suspicions made her feel like she was on an isolated island, only surrounded by a sense of powerlessness.

"After so long, the backlog of emotions broke out at this moment, Xu Ziruo cried: "I only love him alone, even if he lies there unable to move, I will not leave him!" "

After all, my mother loves her, and with her crying, Mother Xu also shed tears. She walked over and hugged her daughter, sobbing, and said, "Zi Ruo, my parents are afraid that you will learn to be bad. You know, we have always We treat you like a treasure in our hands, we don't want you to marry into such a rich family, we just hope that you can find someone who loves you and holds you in the same palm..."

Xu Ziruo hugged her mother tightly, and could no longer restrain the sadness in her heart. For so many days, she pretended to be strong and calm, but only her heart knew how much she hoped that all this was a nightmare. When she woke up in the morning, that person still By the pillow.

"Why? Why him? Why does he want me to suffer all this now, lying there alone?"

Xu Ziruo cried and cried without a trace of concealment.

"He was the first person I fell in love with. I gave him everything, but why is it not me who is by his side? Even such a motionless person, someone wants to fight for it!"

The crying alarmed Xu's father. Seeing his daughter's collapse, the old father could only silently wipe away his tears. He thought that such a day would come, but he did not expect it to end like this.

Gu Jiangyuan was sitting in the car. In the dark night, the lit living room was like a movie screen, and the people in the room were performing heartbroken mimes. He saw it, and felt like a big stone was pressing on him.

The girl was heartbroken, but it wasn't because of him, but it was her persistence that made him feel that she was different from others.

His emotions wanted him to go down and knock on the door now, and then hug that girl into his arms, but his reason knew that she would never accept him now.

Her calmness along the way turned out to be a disguise, so she would break down and cry like this, it turned out that she also had unbearable pain...

Having vented enough, Xu Ziruo wiped away his tears and turned to get the hot food in the microwave oven, but he was caught off guard and scalded.

"Wear gloves when taking things out of the microwave!" Cang Yu's previous exhortation suddenly rang in his ears.

Xu Ziruo raised his hand to wipe away his tears, simply stopped eating, and walked to the bedroom with his head down.

"I'm tired, I'm going to bed first." Her voice was hoarse and she sounded exhausted.

The big bed was filled with the fragrance of laundry detergent, and Xu Ziruo could no longer smell him at all.

She got up and went to the bathroom, took out his favorite tea-scented cologne, and sprayed it vigorously on the quilt. At first, the smell was condensed and pungent, and then it faded away, just like the fragrance on his body in the past Same.

Xu Ziruo lay on the bed, as if her whole body fell into his arms, she bent her arms and hugged herself, pretending to be in his arms.

Tears flowed quietly, just like every lovelorn girl, Xu Ziruo lay quietly on the bed and drank his tears.

Ayu, it's all a dream, right?When you wake up tomorrow, you will open your eyes, tell me that everything is just a dream, tell me that you only love me, this time I will tell you that I love you without hesitation, and I will never joke with you again...

This time, I will believe everything you say, I believe that you are only me, and you only love me, even if you have to marry her, I will not cry, and will obediently wait for you to come back...

The smell of tea was savory, Xu Ziruo hugged herself and gradually fell asleep, but in the dream, she frowned, as if she was muttering something uneasily...

The people in the bright yellow sports car started the car and drove away after seeing the lights of the whole room turned off and it fell silent in the dark night.

In the second half of the night, the city is still brightly lit. Every light that is on is waiting for the person who returns late. How many people are crying, how many people are laughing, and how many people know that the person who once lived in the admiration of everyone The people in the middle of the night are now lying in the darkness, and even moving a finger is an extravagant hope.

In the city where every inch of land is very expensive, he does not know how many luxurious resting places, the whole floor, no matter which one is worth the money that ordinary people can't earn in a lifetime.

But now, his belonging is only on the hospital bed that is one meter wide and two meters long. During the long night, those women who tried to approach him slept beside someone, and the only one who accompanied him was It was dark.

In life, extreme joy begets sorrow, and extreme sorrow begets joy. He used to be secretly troubled by his hidden illness, but one day, he discovered that he was not sick, but only fell in love with one person.

She once tried to escape from him, but in the end she fell under his tenderness. He thought that when he came back, he could try to convince Ma You and his mother, even if he couldn't, at least they could still be together.

However, before he had a chance to persuade, he fell into the deep darkness, so powerless, he could only look at the world through the eyes of the girl he loved deeply, and couldn't even give her a hug.

Even when she was being provoked by Mrs. Ma, neither he nor his people could show up and reveal their identities. This was the helplessness he had never experienced in the first half of his life, even worse than when he broke up with Vivian back then.

All the jobs that he can't let go of will be replaced by someone, and all the people who can't let go will be taken care of by him. Only Xu Ziruo, he can't let go, can't let go, looking forward to her appearance, but afraid to take her with him Into this deep darkness together.

For Cang Yu, night is a terrifying existence, there is no movement, only the beeping of the instrument, letting him know that the body that traps him is still alive.

But this kind of life may not be better than death. At least after death, you can cross the Naihe bridge, drink Mengpo soup, forget the world, become a human being again, have a body again, and see the fragrance of birds and flowers.But... Many domestic and international experts have come to the conclusion that his body has no reaction to external stimuli, except that the electric shock can speed up the heartbeat, his body is no different from death.

Even unlike some vegetative people, when people say something that touches emotions, the electrocardiogram can also draw curves.

He knows many languages, which is not good at this time, because he can understand all the languages ​​​​of experts, even if he doesn't understand the technical terms, but he can hear the phrase "There is no hope" clearly.