Lord Xiao's little goblin ran away again

I thought a lot that night, I don't know what hope is there in my life, I just feel endless sadness with no end in sight.

I took my sleeping pills out of my backpack, since I've been getting a good night's sleep since my divorce.

I shivered and put half a bottle of sleeping pills in the palm of my hand. I couldn't sleep at all. If I could sleep, maybe I wouldn't be in such pain, but my brain was spinning rapidly. Something got me already blurry.

I happened to see my daughter turning over, my ignorant daughter.

At that moment, I suddenly realized that I was so selfish, I still had my daughter, what would my daughter do if I really died?Who else can love and take care of her like I do?

I immediately threw the sleeping pills out the window.

I sat on the floor, biting my hands tightly, blood was all over my hands.

It started that night.

I'm not going to take any sleeping pills anymore, I let myself sit on the ground completely insane, and I cried a lot.

But when it was dawn, I still cheered up, I tried my best to make myself more brilliant, I showed the sweetest smile to my daughter, "Ma'am, today is the best weather, we are going to school, Mommy, I'll make you a cake tonight."

In fact, I don't know why I can do it.

After returning to the company.

When Ouyang Xue finally found out about my divorce, she was very surprised.

"Gu Jiujiu, you are too crazy, don't you have any room to think about this matter? I thought you must have room."

In fact, he might not have thought that how could I find a lawyer through my friends. If this was the case before, I might have consulted with Ouyang Xue at the first time, but I don’t know why, recently I was very afraid to tell her, I'm terrified that she's going to overthink things.

Or I deliberately blocked myself, Ouyang Xue and Si Nanjin within my range.

I don't want to have any more association with them.

Later, I didn't want to tell everyone about the divorce, but somehow some people knew about it, and the news of my divorce spread quickly.

There is no shortage of people who love to gossip in the company.

In particular, the company's technical department still had contact with Chen Feng.

　In this society, sometimes that kind of gossip spreads very fast, and soon everyone in the company looked at me in a wrong way.

I just pretended not to know, and I calmly did what I should do.

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Later, unconsciously, Si Nanjin had been on a business trip for nearly three months.

During these three months, if there was any phone contact, it would be as if it had disappeared.

The new CEO has come up again, and everyone is spreading the word that it is very likely that Si Nanjin will not come again.

This is a family business, and the current chairman of the board is Si Nanjin's uncle.

This silk factory has also gone through a hundred years of history. Later, it was just because of the poor management of Xiao Susu of Si Nanjin that there was a big financial crisis.It is said that Si Nanjin was ordered to take over when he was still in college, and rushed back from abroad to take over this company.

Si Nanjin didn't specialize in this industry before, and he joined the family business when he was close to 28 years old. It was said that his methods were very spicy, and he was extremely talented in business. Through the operation of capital, he quickly brought the company back to life. .

And it will grow at a high rate of 20% profit every year.

It is said that the personnel adjustment this time is because of Si Nanjin's sixth uncle, Si Nange. It is said that he plans to quit when he is old, and later he heard that Si Nanjin plays an important role in it.

It is also said that Si Nanjin has been emptied of the authority of the entire board of directors.

After hearing these gossips, it was difficult for me to calm down. I felt so desolate. For no reason, I was really worried about Si Nanjin.

Ouyang Xue couldn't sit still anymore. Ever since Si Nanjin left, she began to look for various opportunities to go to the head office to find Si Nanjin.

But opportunities are always arranged for those who are prepared, not to mention that a woman like Ouyang Xue goes all out in the process of pursuing her.

last week.

In particular, Ouyang Xue went to City S, and just happened to see Si Nanjin at work. I heard that there was a very important European client, and Ouyang Xue accompanied her. She was generous and dealt with clients very well. Earned the respect of customers.

I heard they drank a lot that night.

At that time, Ouyang Xue was drinking coffee in my room while talking to me about these methods. I thought I didn't care at all, but I felt a slight pain.

Now I am very nervous and ask: "Then you drank a lot of wine, is the relationship better?"

"That's right, even at the time of drinking that night, the gallant man directly confessed his love," Ouyang Xue said cheerfully, "Think about it, there are very few such men. If you beat Wang Lao Wu to death, now give him I had such good luck, I must be caught. I used to want to watch slowly, and then follow up slowly. Now we are separated in two places, separated by such a distance, there is no way I can control the hope, no matter what, I will express my feelings first, and then I will ask, do you love me?"

"Did he say love?" I asked casually, but I was in a manic mood.

"He didn't say these three words to me face to face, but he had to nod his head. I think this kind of man is really boring." Ouyang Xue's mouth curled up slightly, "I asked again later, would you like to?" Want to fall in love with me? And don't be afraid of having any responsibility to me, and don't worry about whether I will marry you, I just want to try whether we have this chance? "

"Are you really willing to try it?" I somehow remembered what Si Nanjin once said to me.

My heart is even more confused.

"Oh, he looked at me alone and laughed," Ouyang Xue said happily, "I think it should be the default, anyway, on the second day, when we went to have dinner with the client, he didn't treat me Introduced as an employee of the company, just saying yes, my friend should be regarded as acquiescing, right?"

My head went blank all of a sudden, and sure enough they were really together, and they finally started dating.

I should be very happy, I should bless them.

For some reason, I feel like I'm not happy at all.

Looking at Ouyang Xue who is full of happiness, it is almost winter. She is wearing a white dress and a black windbreaker today. Her hair is very long and does not need to be curled. She has an indescribably feminine taste.

I look at myself in the mirror again, my face is pale and relatively clean, which is very haggard, and the appearance of wearing home clothes is even more like a yellow-faced woman.

Although I am only a few years older than Ouyang Xue, she and I are not in the same world at all. After all, I have children and I was once married.

If I were Si Nanjin, maybe I would also like Ouyang Xue who is a hot girl, they are both talented and beautiful.

I was taken aback by myself in the mirror, I was not 25 years old, but I saw that I was really old.

Maybe it was after talking with Ouyang Xue that I decided to dress myself up well. Every day I try to put on a little light makeup, and try to wear some dark clothes, with high heels and professional attire.

One day, Ye Jingbei asked me that I was going to the head office for a meeting, and a European and American client asked me if I wanted to go to see it together.

I really wanted to go with them at the time, but I hesitated for a long time, because I heard from Ouyang Xue that they had already started dating, so I didn't think it was necessary.

So I found a reason and couldn't give up, "Thank you, forget it, he will take care of my daughter at home."

Ye Jingbei looked at me and hesitated, and finally asked: "I'm sorry, I don't want to gossip, but I don't know how to ask, is there any accident in your house, I also heard you say it two days ago , I don't know if I can help you?"

I smiled lightly.

"Those are not special. I am indeed divorced. I really don't need any help now. I just want to work hard and it will be OK."

Ye Jingbei just hummed, and didn't say anything else.

Later, Ye Jingbei brought colleagues from the technical department over.

After they came back, everyone had already seen the president because Xiao Zhang from the technical department said he had seen the boss, and they even went to play a round of golf with the customer.

Everyone began to smile meaningfully again, "Tell me, where did you go happy? Did you go to KTV again? Did you call the lady?"

Xiao Zhang was speechless.

"How is that possible? How could I be with the leaders? But at dinner that day, everyone had a good time. Later, I asked how our former colleagues were doing. Anyway, it was just a polite way of caring for everyone. I don’t know how I heard it later. After the director said a few words to him, it seemed that the whole appearance of the president had changed. That night I saw the president drink so much wine for the first time, and he even took a few of us to Played on the Qinhuai River once."

"You guys really went to the Qinghuai River to play. What's so interesting about that? It's just fabricated. It's not good at all to go to the scene." Another technology smiled.

"Of course, do you know? It's so cold. We blow the cold wind after drinking, and our head is very dizzy. When you see the president sitting there, you don't know what you are thinking. It seems that you like the Qinhuai River." Xiao Zhang.

As I listened, I was inexplicable, and I felt very painful in my heart.

The scenery is still the same, it is no longer you and me back then.

The ancients didn't know today's month, but tonight once took care of the old man.

"The president likes to visit mountains and rivers very much. Last time, didn't we all go to climb Huangshan for the rest of our life? We didn't talk all the way, just walked forward," Xiao Zhang, "I remember that you also went, and Ouyang The snow has gone too."