Meng Shao divorced his wife and kept loving him

Chapter 189 Completely bid farewell to the past

Looking at Lan Qing, whom he once loved so much, apart from being thinner, Lan Qing still looks as quiet and sweet as he remembered.

It's just that the past is over, today he came to bid farewell to the past!He thought he would never forget her!Even after he fell in love with Ouyang Muya and was with her later, he would still remember Lan Qing in his mind.He thought he still had a place for her deep in his heart, so he was afraid that he couldn't love Ouyang Muya with all his heart.

It wasn't until Lan Qing appeared suddenly that he realized that the memory of Lan Qing that he couldn't erase from his memory was not because he still loved her, let alone because of Lan Qing, but the harm Lan Qing left him!

Human memory is sometimes a very successful liar, it can deceive you so that you can't tell the truth from the false.

That's why he always thought that after he broke up with Lan Qing, he really didn't understand his lover anymore.

But in fact, he just couldn't escape Lan Qing's unilateral accusation. He was afraid that if he loved someone again, someone would accuse him of not knowing what love was, and he was afraid that the person he loved would leave him again!
He had imagined countless times that if he saw Lan Qing again, he would definitely ask her seriously, what did he not understand about his lover?

However, when he actually faced her now, he found that the question he wanted to ask was meaningless.Because he doesn't need to find answers from her, any answers from her are not important to him anymore!

Therefore, the degree raised his usual gentle smile, looked at Lan Qing and said flatly:
"Lan Qing, I don't think it's necessary to say too much. I loved you once, very much! But, as you know, I love someone else now. I have a past with you, but no future!"

After listening to the degree, Lan Qing held the coffee cup in both hands and was silent for a while. She raised her sad and unwilling eyes to look at the degree and asked hypothetically:

"I know you and Miss Ouyang have only been together for a short time. If I came to you earlier, wouldn't we miss each other?"

When she first came to find him, he had already told her that he was already in love with someone else, and it was impossible for him to be with her.She thought he was just still angry, deliberately telling lies to anger her.

Although nothing happened that day, she did not give up the idea of ​​​​recovering the degree.Because she has not changed, she still loves him!
Afterwards, she went to the hospital to look for Degree, but accidentally saw Degree and Ouyang Muya's intimate kiss goodbye, and she believed that Degree really had a lover.

But she was out of curiosity, maybe out of reconciliation, so she stopped Ouyang Muya at the gate of the hospital, and told Ouyang Muya that she and the degree used to be lovers who loved each other deeply.At the same time, she also made it clear that she came back to save the love between He and Xie.

Of course, she did this out of base selfishness, and also hoped that she could stand in front of Ouyang Muya fairly as a competitor.Because she thinks that she loves the degree no less than Ouyang Muya, not to mention that the past between her and the degree is so real and beautiful.If it wasn't for her physical problems, maybe today she would already be Xie's wife, maybe even the mother of his child!
She never let go of the level, so she has the current hypothetical question.And she hoped that the degree would give her the response she wanted, but it was a pity that although the degree was still gentle, there was no love in his eyes, and some were just a little more familiar than strangers!

Just as Lan Qing saw, she smiled at her very friendly and replied:
"Lan Qing, in fact, we have missed each other a long time ago. When you chose to face difficulties alone and pushed me away, our ending was fixed on the day we broke up. However, I am very happy that you are healthy now, Thank you very much for appearing in front of me again and telling me that you still love me!"

"You thank me for appearing, but you don't accept my love?" Lan Qing's eyes were very lonely!
After all, she was someone she loved deeply, so she could understand Lan Qing, but she didn't feel any distress!The only thing that can be said about her grief is his true attitude:

"A sorry may be very pale, but like I told you at the beginning, we can't."

"Why? I had no choice but to let go of you. I thought I would never regain my health. My only belief in gritting my teeth and trying to survive was to return to you. Then I came back, but you didn't love me anymore!" Lan Qing As she spoke, two tears slid down her sad cheeks. Before she could speak, she wiped away her own tears and said with a forced smile:
"Du, I have always believed that between you and me, you are the one who loves more. I even believe that even if I leave, as long as I can come back alive and tell you the truth that I pushed you away, you will love me , will definitely accept me again unconditionally, and then we will go back to the past together. But, I was wrong, and only now I know that I am the one who loves more. And you have despised my love, I actually... ...very unwilling!"

It is undeniable that after listening to Lan Qing's words, some ripples still flashed to a certain extent.If Lan Qing appeared before Ouyang Muya, would he still accept Lan Qing?

But this assumption does not exist, the reality is that Ouyang Muya is already in his life.And he also really fell in love with Ouyang Muya, and Lan Qing was completely a thing of the past.

Although it was cruel, she still said to Lan Qing with certainty:
"Lan Qing, I won't disdain your love, but that's all. The good things we had have existed, and I may never forget them. But I'm sorry, I won't bring those pasts into my future life. Because every day of my future belongs to the woman I love now, she is my future! I hope you...!"

"That's enough, you've said it clearly enough, I understand it!"

Lan Qing's face was pale, she interrupted the degree, she felt that listening to it would only make her look more sad.

She never dreamed that when she came back to him again, it would be such an ending.She looked seriously into the eyes of the degree, and she wanted to see from his eyes that even if he had a little memory of her, she might have the cheek to pester him until the end.

But it's a pity that she doesn't seem to have her in everything in the degree's eyes!I don't know how much he loves the person he loves now?She really wanted to know his answer, even though she had guessed the result in her heart, she still asked:

"Do you love that Miss Ouyang so much? Do you love me more than you did at the beginning?"

"When I loved you, I only loved you! Now I love her, and I only love her!"

As he spoke, he picked up the cup of Americano coffee that he had only taken a sip of, took another sip and continued:
"Lan Qing, you know that I only drank Americano coffee in the past, but you don't know that cappuccino with added sugar is my only choice now."

"Because of Miss Ouyang, you fell in love with cappuccino?"

The last time she spent half an hour alone with Ouyang Muya, Ouyang Muya ordered two cappuccinos.

I don't know how Lan Qing knew that he fell in love with cappuccino because of Ouyang Muya.But when mentioning Ouyang Muya's preferences, he unconsciously smiled and said without any hesitation:
"That's right, because she likes it, so I also like what she likes without knowing it."

After Ouyang Muya lived in the apartment, except for the time when he deliberately pushed her away, he had to help her prepare a cup of cappuccino almost every morning.Then he didn't know whether it was because he didn't want to prepare his own Americano because he didn't want to be bothered, or because he saw Ouyang Muya's smiling face satisfied with a cup of cappuccino.In short, he also drank cappuccino later, and now he is used to enjoying cappuccino with sugar with Ouyang Muya.As for Americano, he doesn't care if he drinks it or not!

"Is it true that you no longer have any affection for me?" Lan Qing held on to her last hope.

"I wish you happiness for the rest of your life! And I will bless you!" This is the answer of degree.

"What if I say that only you can give me my happiness?"

"That's a pity, all my present and future feelings belong to Ouyang Muya alone."

After blurting out such a creed, the degree smiled.Because he finally got rid of the unknown confusion deep in his heart, he can finally promise to Ouyang Muya that he can only love her with all his heart!

Lan Qing looked at the degree, now she could clearly see who the smile in his eyes was for.She was very uncomfortable because his affection no longer belonged to her, and she didn't want to just give up.

But if she doesn't give up, what else can she do?He didn't love her anymore, and she understood this when she appeared in front of him full of hope.

When the degree saw her, she didn't see any other emotions in him except accident.At first she thought that she would have different ideas about how clearly she explained.But when she made it clear, although there were different emotional ups and downs, the result was that they could not go back to the past.

With helpless heartache, Lan Qing apologized with self-deprecating sobs:

"Extent, I'm sorry, I said everything to Miss Ouyang without thinking about it. I hope my selfishness did not cause conflicts between you. Although I have a little selfishness, I have no malice towards Miss Ouyang. I just thought I still had a little There is room to compete fairly with her."

Seeing Lan Qing's uncomfortable but relieved expression, he thanked her for apologizing instead:

"Lan Qing, you don't need to apologize, but I want to thank you instead. Because you said those words to Mu Ya and made her go away, I fully realized how important she is to me."

"Uh...she left?"

Lan Qing was a little surprised, she almost felt guilty, but then she smiled and said to the degree:
"Do you know what Miss Ouyang said to me after she listened to what I said that day?"

"What did she say?"

"She said she didn't bother to participate in the past between me and you, but she didn't allow me to participate in your future! She is so confident, I don't think Miss Ouyang left because of what I said. "

Duo Le laughed out loud, that was indeed what Ouyang Mu Ya would say.But he was puzzled again. If she didn't leave because she was angry with him, why would she leave without saying a word?

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