Shen Lin could feel the indifference and patience in Yan Jingzhe's deep voice through the phone.

Hearing this, Shen Lin held back a silent wry smile.

Of course she knew that Yan Jingzhe didn't need comfort, she even knew what Yan Jingzhe needed most, but those three gentle words stuck in Shen Lin's throat, and she couldn't say anything.

Not unwilling to give, but unable to give.

The lips opened and closed, the throat trembled, and the whole person was suffocated.It took Shen Lin a long time to say two words: "Jingzhe"

Then there was a long whimper and longing.

She likes Yan Jingzhe.Moreover, Yan Jingzhe has almost become an inseparable part of Shen Lin's life.

He is always in Shen Lin's eyes and heart, because of his concern and tolerance for her, and all the compromises he made for her.

All of these were unbelievable to the former Shen Lin.She always fixes her life cycle on the verge of death.Over the years, few people could really touch her heart.

Therefore, Shen Lin cherishes Yan Jingzhe very much, but most of the time, Yan Jingzhe's request comes too suddenly, which catches her off guard.

"It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I'm slow to adapt. Accepting you as a part of my life has exhausted all my strength." Once I got used to this feeling, a very serious topic suddenly came up—marriage. "

Having said this, the beautiful face wrinkled into a ball.

She didn't know what words to use to express her feelings now.Shen Lin was afraid of using inappropriate words, which would cause Yan Jingzhe to misunderstand and hurt him.

After hesitating for a long time, Shen Lin finally said again:
"I love you, but many things need to be done step by step, and I need time to adapt."

Yan Jingzhe on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time.

I don't know what consequences my words will bring, and I don't know what he is thinking.Because of the long silence, a heart was instantly lifted into the throat.She could even hear the beating of her own heart and pulse clearly.

"Okay, I see, I'll give you time."

Yan Jingzhe's voice was very calm, so there was no emotion at all.Shen Lin's hanging heart instantly became empty, and her whole body was icy cold, as if all the blood in her body had been sucked away.

"Thank you, Jingzhe."

Shen Lin, when she said this, she was very fragile, and the hand holding the pen trembled because she couldn't control it.

She really wanted to thank Yan Jingzhe for her tolerance and patience, but the more she explained, the more guilty she felt, so when she opened her mouth to speak, only thank you was left.

"Don't work too late, go to bed early."

"it is good."

Shen Lin hung up the phone and looked at the dark screen, feeling extremely sad and guilty, more of an indescribable sadness.

Yan Jingzhe did not accept her thanks.Does this mean that Yan Jingzhe can't understand her so-called difficulties?Shen Lin still doesn't know.

Yan Jingzhe's thoughts are hidden deeply.If he doesn't want to say it, it's hard for anyone to guess what he's thinking.

Shen Lin didn't dare to speculate.She was worried that if she guessed wrong, the whole person would fall into an emotional vortex.

Putting down the phone, Shen Lin clenched her pen again, looked at the design drawing on the table, tried to focus on the design drawing, but found that no matter how she tried to divert her attention, it seemed futile, and her mind was still full of A conversation with Yan Jingzhe.

In the end, Shen Lin gave up the mental traction, put down her pen, finished her day's work, and chose to go to the bar.

She knew that even if she went home now, her mind would only be filled with the words Yan Jingzhe.

An infinitely forgiving peace, and a tone stiffened by disappointment.

If you had to find a place in your head where Yan Jingzhe's voice wouldn't be squeezed out, it would be a loud bar with music that was always loud.

Once there, she still has the option to numb herself with alcohol, even if the music doesn't help.

Although Shen Lin didn't like this place full of desires, in order to alleviate the pain in her heart, she found the biggest bar in the city through the software and followed the guidance of the navigation.

The reason why Dream Bar can become the largest bar in this city not only depends on its forward-looking decoration style and rich service types, but also depends on the powerful resources behind it.

It is said that Boss Dream is just a young man who just graduated from university, but he has the support of Huo Dashao, a well-known figure in the city.

Therefore, although the dream night is chaotic, few people dare to make trouble here.Shen Lin also took a fancy to this and dared to dream alone.

Shen Lin chose to sit alone at the bar, ordered a glass of tequila, and let the deafening music fall on her eardrums, drinking without any scruples under the dim light.

After all, a pub is a pub, and no matter how good law and order is, it's also built ahead of time so that all who come here can enjoy themselves.

Most people come to the bar just to hunt for beauty and indulge.

Crowds are matched with hordes, and those who fight alone are like wandering fish throughout the fantasy, almost all of them old activists.So sharper than a hawk's eye when they see a single girl.

Compared with the red men and women in the bar, Shen Lin still wears formal clothes after get off work, but she can't hide her good figure at all.Under the loose coat, the beautiful curves are still faintly visible.

that's all.Shen Lin sat alone in the bar, so she quickly attracted the attention of several old activists.

Those people observed Shen Lin for a long time.After confirming that Shen Lin was acting alone, they started their operations almost simultaneously.So, three or four people surrounded Shen Lin alone.

At that time, Shen Lin had just finished her third glass of tequila, and the new tequila handed over by the bartender was taken away directly.A delicate white face began to gradually turn red.

Surrounded by a few scruffy men, they smiled vaguely and wretchedly.

Several people looked at each other, and let the one who looked like the eldest brother speak first.

"Beauty, are you alone?"

Shen Lin, who was a little drunk, turned her head, glanced at that person, then turned and continued to drink her own wine.

The rest of the people saw the person ignored by Shen Lin, and they couldn't help booing and laughing at him.

The man who was ridiculed by everyone was stimulated and became more clingy.

The man stretched out a hand, put it gently on Shen Lin's shoulder, put it close to Shen Lin's ear, and said in a low voice, "How lonely drinking alone is, why don't you drink two glasses with your brother?"

The man had already drank a lot of alcohol before approaching Shen Lin, and he smelled of alcohol all over his body, and his mouth still smelled of cigarettes all year round.

Turning her head, Shen Lin instinctively shrank her neck back a lot, frowning and looking at the smiling man in front of her.

The man looked to be about 30 years old, but his smile was full of fine lines, his face was very pale, and the dark circles under the eyes were obviously the indulgence of night life.At first glance, he looks like a guy who lives in nightclubs and bars year-round.This kind of person Shen Lin is not common, but Shen Lin who is difficult to get along with in business is often encountered.

Shen Lin laughed loudly, and instead of pushing away the man's arm on her shoulder, she said slowly:
"Yeah, but it doesn't seem like fun just the two of us."

Shen Lin turned her head and looked at the other men who were still beside her.

"Why don't you join in?"

As she spoke, Shen Lin suddenly showed a gentle and provocative smile at the people around her.Seeing several men who were already very interested in her, they couldn't help swallowing and nodded quickly.

Several men sat in a row on the left and right sides of Shen Lin.They all stayed away from Shen Lin, but kept their eyes on Shen Lin.

They each ordered a glass of the same wine as Shen Lin, and then squeezed forward one by one, wanting to toast to Shen Lin.

With a wine glass in her hand, Shen Lin looked at the crowds flocking to her left and right.The clear voice said, "If you all drink with me like this, then I will definitely go to the hospital drunk. But although I am a woman, I don't ask everyone to let me."

After a pause, Shen Lin held her breath and looked at several people, and said with a smile:

"That's it, let's drink together and see who drinks more in the end."
The man heard it just now, and was immediately interested, and shouted: "Is there any reward for drinking too much?"

After he finished speaking, he turned his head and looked at the friends around him.Several men also joined in and asked Shen Lin what reward she would get in the end, whether it was a kiss or a one-night stand.

But Shen Lin didn't say anything, just to see who can drink to the end.

A few people heard that although they were a little reluctant, they all came uninvited. If they went, they might get some prizes. If they didn't go, they would lose them all.
"Mystery is the best."

Shen Lin smiled and drank the wine in her glass.When those men saw this, they naturally wouldn't show weakness, and drank all the wine in their cups in one gulp.

Seeing several people finish their cups, Shen Lin nodded with satisfaction and asked the bartender to refill them.

Although these people are old wine barrels in the wine shop, Shen Lin has also learned the skill of staying drunk for a thousand glasses in the wine shop.

The reason why she turned red after drinking two glasses of wine was just a physical problem.It is easier to develop color after drinking.

Shen Lin was not good at drinking before.Back then, she was just a simple drinker.

But when she went to England, she had to solve a lot of things by herself, especially after returning to China to open a studio.

Although Yan Jingzhe always took care of her and protected her from participating in the cruel fights in the mall

But as stubborn as Shen Lin, she felt that her career should be started by herself.Therefore, most of the time, the business she talked about was won by herself behind Yan Jingzhe's back.

After a few rounds, some of them were already staggering.Although Shen Lin was a little dizzy, she seemed much more awake than the rest of them.

After a few rounds, the men still couldn't drink Shen Lin, and gradually began to get angry under the urging of alcohol.

The man from before was once again the leader.With a bang, he smashed the glass full of amber liquid that the bartender had just handed over to the table.

"TMD, are you kidding us!"

He has drank with many women, and he has never seen anyone who can drink like Shen Lin.

Drink until she is dreaming.After drinking for an hour, the woman never left her seat, let alone went to the bathroom.It's like not giving anyone a chance to get those drinks, drink after drink, better than water.

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