The full-level actress is reborn as a poor little girl

Lian Youyou put down the diary, found the one closest to the date she came into this world, and turned to the last page.

On October 2020.10.26, [-], the cloudy weather turned sunny.They all said that the road they chose had to be walked on their knees, but I have already crawled, why am I still not tall?

I've been fighting my depression really hard, but it seems like I've reached my limit.My grandparents don’t know about my condition yet, I don’t want them to know, and I don’t want them to spend money to treat me, they have already done a lot for me.

I want to overcome this disease with my own efforts!
But if I do die, will anyone remember me?
Probably only grandma and grandpa.

If I die, I will be able to see my mother.I heard that my mother is a great beauty, I really want to see her with my own eyes.

Mom, I used to hate you very much. I hated why you gave birth to me and ignored me.Since you are leaving, why don't you take me with you and leave me to suffer in this world?

But now that I'm grown up, I don't hate you anymore, thank you for sacrificing your life to bring me into this world, even though it's not beautiful, there are many people who bully me.But at least I know that I have grandma and grandpa who love me.

Grandma and grandpa, if there is an afterlife, I would like to be your daughter, and have more time to be filial to you and accompany you two elders.

Now I will work hard to fight depression to the end!
The diary is very light, but it weighs a thousand catties in Lian Youyou's hands, making it hard for her to breathe.

Lian Yoyo closed the notebook in grief.

She can make up for and repay what she owes her parents.How should she pay the debt owed to her daughter, and where should she pay it?

My daughter suffers from depression, but she still works so hard to live.She didn't tell anyone who loved her about this illness, even though her heart was riddled with holes and needed company.She didn't want the people around her to worry, but chose to bear it alone.

Such a strong and brave daughter was given by Fan Chi and the others...

Lu Ming walked in with two paintings in his arms, and the cold air lingered with his clear breath.Seeing Lian Youyou's dazed look, he hastily put down the scroll in his hand, "Yoyo, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Lian Youyou hurriedly put the diary back into the drawer and pushed the drawer back, "I just read the diary and thought about the past."

Lu Ming asked in a low voice, "Are you all right?"

Looks like she's reluctant to tell him...

"What can it be?" Lian Youyou squeezed out a smile, "Don't you know that too? I hit my head when I fell from upstairs, and I don't remember much about the past, so I read the old diary... Feeling That's quite a lot."

Maybe she should confess to Lu Ming someday. Lu Ming treated her so well, she shouldn't hide it.

But if she confesses that she is Lian Meng and not Lian Yo, will Lu Ming still love her?
Lu Ming loves her daughter Yoyo, if Lu Ming knows the truth, will he be angry that she cheated him and choose to leave her?
Thinking of this, Lian Youyou became a little timid again.

Just wait a little longer.She also wanted to enjoy Lu Ming's doting on her for a while longer.I hope my daughter will not be angry, she has taken over the love that should belong to her daughter...

She is very selfish, right?How can this be...

Lian Youyou noticed the scroll that Lu Ming brought over, "Lu Lu, what are you holding?"

"Did you say this? You brought it from Fan Chi's house that day. It's useless to put it in our house. I see a lot of calligraphy and paintings hanging on the walls of grandma and grandpa. Let's give them."

Lian Yoyo's eyes lit up.

She heard correctly just now, Lu Ming said the word 'our family'.

"Yes, this belonged to my grandfather." Lian Youyou stroked the scroll carefully, "My grandfather is Mr. Qi Baishi's grandson. These two paintings are the original works of Mr. Qi Baishi. They were one of my mother's dowry when she got married. It is a priceless treasure.”

The reason why it is called one of the dowry is because her dowry also has a lot of calligraphy and paintings, including Mr. Qi Baishi's paintings, her father's calligraphy and traditional Chinese paintings, and Mr. Zhang Daqian's paintings.

Fan Chi is a rough man who only knows two things about women and money, and has no interest in traditional Chinese culture.Lian Meng's father had given him two new calligraphy works before, but they hadn't been framed yet, so he asked them to take them back, frame them and hang them on the wall.As a result, Fan Chi lost it to her after returning home, and did not cherish these calligraphy treasures at all.

Lian Youyou turned around and said to Lu Ming, "Another day you drive a bigger SUV or borrow a big truck, let's go to Fan Chi's house and bring back all my mother's dowry."

Shi Xuezhen pushed the door open and came in, "Yoyo, tidy up, it's time for us to visit your mother's grave."

The rule in this area of ​​Lianjia Village is to go to the grave in the morning, and only in the afternoon to invite ancestors to the grave on New Year's Eve.

In fact, usually only the first three years are enough to burn the anniversary, but Lian Changsheng and his wife still visit each other on their daughter's festival every year, but they don't burn as much paper money as they did in the first three years.

The location of Lian Meng's cemetery is the most expensive cemetery in Binhai City.

Lian Youyou walked towards her cemetery and asked, "I heard that this cemetery is the most expensive in Binhai. The starting price is more than 7 yuan. Does my mother have to pay nearly [-] yuan?"

Lu Ming nodded, "Fans raised money to buy this cemetery for Aunt Lian Meng. The prices were different 20 years ago from what they are now. Now Aunt Lian Meng's cemetery costs 70 yuan."

"..." Lian Youyou took a breath.

It's just a cemetery. As for buying such an expensive one?Is this buying a cemetery or buying a house?

Behind her tombstone is a statue of the same height as her before, which is very vivid and lifelike.

It was really strange to see my own grave.

Don't look at the age of parents, they walk faster than her young man.When Lian Youyou and Lu Ming walked over, Lian Changsheng and his wife had already packed up the melons and fruits they had brought and placed them on plates.

Lian Youyou opened the birthday cake she was carrying and put it in front of the tombstone.

"Hey, why did you bring your birthday cake too?" Shi Xuezhen frowned, "This is a birthday cake specially bought for you by Professor Lu, besides, it's not your mother's birthday today..."

"It's the child's birthday, or the mother's good day." Lian Youyou was the first to kneel down, "Mom, I've come to see you. It's been so many years, how are you doing?"

What is buried here is Lian Meng, who was young and ignorant in the past.

Scenes from 22 years ago appeared in front of her.

On the first night of the 22-year distance from this day, a blizzard hit the city overnight.

Under the attack of the blizzard, Binhai City is almost like the doomsday in a disaster movie, with white everywhere.

On this morning 22 years ago, last night’s snowfall continued, dense snowflakes fell vertically like rain, and the snow was almost knee-deep.

At that time, the taxi industry was not as developed as it is now. Lian Changsheng and Shi Xuezhen brought new quilts, new clothes, and new shoes for their granddaughter who was about to be born, and put them in cloth bags. Couldn't get a taxi.

On the white road, there are almost no shadows of cars.Finally, a snail-like bus moved over, but it was not on the route to the hospital where Lian Youyou was.

And just the night before this day, the day when the blizzard began to fall.

That night, Lian Meng began to have labor pains from 10 o'clock in the evening. Fan Chi, who was standing by, called the nurse on duty. The nurse said to Fan Chi, "You go outside first, I want to check the parturient."

After closing the curtain, the nurse put on disposable gloves, dipped in a little special grease, and performed an external inspection on her.

Because the cervix has not been dilated to a certain extent, only external inspections are carried out, and internal inspections are not carried out.

"Well, it's almost one finger open." The nurse withdrew her hand, "Do you wear a watch or a clock?"

"Have."

"Now you start to count the time of each labor pain and the time interval between each labor pain. Ask your family members to help you write down these times. Wait until each time lasts for more than 30 seconds, and the interval is about 10 minutes, or it is really painful. If you can't take it anymore, just call me, understand?"

"Okay." Lian Meng nodded.

After the nurse left, Fan Chi returned to the bed and sat down, held her hand and asked, "What's the matter, can you bear the pain?"

Lian Meng said pessimistically, "What should I do if I can't bear it? I really want to have a caesarean section directly."

"No caesarean section, Xiaomeng!" Fan Chi stood up suddenly, "How can you have the idea of ​​caesarean section? My mother said that caesarean section is not good for children, so caesarean section is not allowed. And you are an actor, and you have scars on your stomach , the play path will be limited in the future."

"Yes, yes, yes, your mother is a doctor, and your mother is an authority, so you can just believe what your mother says." Lian Meng didn't want to comment on this mother boy.

Seeing that Lian Meng's face was not good-looking, Fan Chi sat back and said with a smile on his face, "Xiaomeng, it's not that I don't want you to have a caesarean section. I love you so much because you hurt me so much. But which woman doesn't come here to give birth like this?" Do you mean it? Besides, the doctor told me that the baby in your belly looks like a boy. This is the first boy in our Fan family. He is the eldest son. You know that this baby has a lot to us How important is it?"

Lian Meng closed her eyes in disgust.

Having said so much, it is all to pave the way for the last ones.

She and her parents don't want a boy, she just wants to have a little princess, and she doesn't even think about the girl's name, not the boy's name.

Time ticked away, and even the time of dream labor pains became longer and longer, and the intervals became shorter and shorter.The pain level, which was bearable at the beginning, gradually became unbearable, and the whole body broke out in cold sweat when it hurt.

"It hurts, it hurts..."

The pain from the last wave of labor pains has not completely disappeared, and Lianmeng ushered in a new wave of labor pains.

She bit her lower lip tightly with her teeth, clutched the sheet with her hands, and beads of sweat slipped from her smooth forehead and dripped onto the pillow.

Fan Chi called the nurse again. The nurse yawned and came to the ward slowly. After putting on gloves for inspection, she said, "It's only two fingers opened. It's early. Just keep going. Wait until eight fingers are opened before entering the delivery room." .”

The nurse yawned again, returned to the duty room and continued to sleep.

"It hurts so much, I can't take it anymore," Lian Meng has never been a hypocritical person, but this time she really couldn't bear the pain. She tugged on Fan Chi's cuff and begged, "Husband, you can go to the doctor for help." I'll have a caesarean section, I'm going to die of pain..."