Begonia sleepless tonight

He moved his body carefully, wanting to get closer, but he was afraid of being discovered by Yan Ruyi.

It was hard to get the chance for the two of them to sit quietly together.

Surrounded by the sound of frogs.

Tranquil.

At that moment, at that moment.

Jiang Jiucheng admitted that he had also thought in his heart that if he could just be with her like this, it would be fine even in this isolated place.

The moonlight is shining, and the gentleness around me is what I love in my heart.

Even in such an environment, he still couldn't hide his love for her.

When did you have such strong feelings?

Jiang Jiucheng couldn't answer it himself, maybe as early as the first time he saw her, he was already destined to have such an encounter.

The mosquitoes in this countryside became more aggressive at night, Yan Ruyi raised her hand and waved it in front of her eyes twice to drive the mosquitoes away.

While shaking her wrist, Jiang Jiucheng saw that the crabapple string in her hand tended to loosen, and when she let her hand down, Jiang Jiucheng suddenly went to help her fasten it.

At that touch, like a small silver needle, Yan Ruyi's body trembled subconsciously.

But the exhaustion of her body made her completely unable to push Jiang Jiucheng away.

She lay on the ground, just opened her eyes, staring at the sky like a black cloth.

Just as Jiang Jiucheng withdrew his hand, Yan Ruyi pressed it behind his back with the last of his strength.

This small action was noticed by Jiang Jiucheng: "You don't have to avoid me like this, and I won't do anything to you."

"You're still the same as when you were a child, you don't like to move, and you can't do it with just a little exercise." Jiang Jiucheng talked about some light-hearted topics, trying to open up the quarrel between the two of them.

But Yan Ruyi just looked at the stars in the sky from the beginning to the end, not knowing what to say.

Jiang Jiucheng simply lay down too.

He said quietly: "I have never used you as a substitute, you are you, and you are my only girl."

Yan Ruyi's heart skipped a beat, but her delicate face did not lose any expression, she just stared at the stars in the sky in a daze: "Master Jiu, why is it me? If there is no Jiang Yuan between us, we would never have met."

For so many years, this was the first time she said this name so frankly in front of Jiang Jiucheng.

In memory, the name was accompanied by insults and humiliation.

But now, she can already speak easily.

Jiang Jiucheng's heart didn't fluctuate at all: "Perhaps she appeared so that I could meet you. Sometimes I still think of her, but I always understand that you are you and she is her."

Everything between them has changed.

The corners of Yan Ruyi's mouth trembled slightly, and she pursed the corners of her lips, not wanting to let sobs burst out of her mouth.

One will no longer be afraid because of the name Jiang Yuan, and the other will never change his temperament because of Jiang Yuan.

You see, time really does change everything.

Jiang Jiucheng's feelings for him are just that the time has not yet come.

"When you left, I sent people everywhere to look for you. I already knew you were here." Jiang Jiucheng confessed without reservation, "But at that time, Tang Yun's health had some problems, and I actually wanted to come to you of."

"Hmm." Yan Ruyi just responded lightly.

Her innocence made Jiang Jiucheng's eyes stained with a layer of gray.

"She and I used to be very good friends, during the days when you left." Jiang Jiucheng's voice choked up when talking about those unsatisfactory times.

That time was what he considered the darkest time.

Yan Ruyi left and closed the last window for him.

"We are often together, and the topics of discussion are all about you."

This seemingly unintentional emphasis made Yan Ruyi's heart sink a lot.

about me.
Every memory between them is full of pain. What can they talk about?
At that moment, Yan Ruyi was a little envious of Tang Yun. She and Master Jiu had never had a single quiet conversation.

And they have had so many days and nights.

Yan Ruyi suddenly felt that she had become greedy, fearful and anticipating at the same time.

"Later when I returned to China, she had a car accident on the way to chase me, and she lost both legs since then." This was Jiang Jiucheng's deepest guilt towards Tang Yun.

For years, he never mentioned it to anyone.

"So that's how it is." After listening to this part of the self-report, Yan Ruyi could only come up with the summary of these four words.

Jiang Jiucheng always felt that his heart was wandering, unable to land: "Do you understand?"

"I understand." Yan Ruyi let out a long sigh of relief, stood up while supporting the ground, and wiped off all the dirty dust on her body.

She turned her head and smiled brightly at Jiang Jiucheng: "Master Jiu, I understand everything."

How could someone as proud as Jiang Jiucheng admit that he had done something wrong.

His guilt towards Tang Yun is Tang Yin's sharpest weapon, and the entanglement between them cannot be ended so easily.

And she is different from Master Jiu.

She didn't want to have anything to do with him.

"Maybe it's Master Jiu who doesn't understand." Yan Ruyi lowered her head.

If it is not used, it is not a substitute.

Jiang Jiucheng felt guilty towards Tang Yun, or maybe he felt guilty towards himself for many years.

Yan Ruyi laughed.

At this moment, her heart ached.

It was as if someone had pulled it and kneaded it hard, making her eyes sore from the pain.

But she couldn't cry: "Master Jiu, you have to be nice to Tang Yun."

Jiang Jiucheng became anxious, so he stood up, and the cold wind blew the corners of his clothes.

Those hands are so cold: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

"I've never been more sober than I am now." Yan Ruyi didn't avoid his hand, "Master Jiu, you have to admit that you have always had her place in your heart, and Tang Yun can't get rid of it from you."

These words hit Jiang Jiucheng's weakness.

He was speechless.

"If you are together, I will come to bless the wedding." A person who is full of Jiuye is always better than her, "I am duckweed. After losing my parents, I have no home, and I will not love anyone." .”

Jiang Jiucheng let go of his hand all of a sudden, his whole body was weak.

"You are so cruel." He said softly, "You said you can't love, you blocked my way, and you said such things in order to get rid of me."

The person who argued and fought with herself because of Li Shengxian, now said that she couldn't love.

Will not love, or do not love him.

"We have been together for ten years. No matter what kind of entanglement it is, how many people in this world can have these ten years. Have you never felt that we had warmth during those days?" Jiang Jiucheng was not reconciled, How could the relationship between them be so clear in a few words.

"No."