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Jiang Jiucheng looked at Yan Ruyi standing in front of the stove, and found out many things in a daze, but none of them were used to prepare dinner.

Slowing down, Jiang Jiucheng said bitterly: "Ruyi, I haven't been able to fall asleep for a long time."

Yan Ruyi's back froze, although she still didn't turn her head, her voice softened: "Why don't you sleep?"

"Insomnia." Jiang Jiucheng's voice was vague and hoarse, very sexy.

But when she thought about the reason for the sound, Yan Ruyi couldn't calm down anymore. She took a deep breath, turned around, her eyes were red, and there was a bit of hatred in her words: "You Are you so inseparable from women? If I'm not by your side, you can't even sleep?"

Jiang Jiucheng looked straight at Yan Ruyi, nodded quietly, and accepted his incompetence frankly: "Yes."

He walked towards Yan Ruyi step by step, and said every word with extra solemnity: "You are my fatal weakness. Without you, I am as if dead. Yan Ruyi, do you still have the heart to leave me now? I will die. During this period of time, life is worse than death, living in pain."

Yan Ruyi's breathing stopped, and she couldn't respond to Jiang Jiucheng's naked confession.

Can't refuse.

Can not accept.

It's like being hung in the air neither high nor low, and you can't search up and down.

Yan Ruyi finally couldn't bear it any longer. She looked at Jiang Jiucheng in dismay, her body trembling slightly, and her suppressed cry was full of her questioning and resentment that had nowhere to vent: "Jiang Jiucheng, do I have a happy life? Between you and me , the ties of more than ten years, can I let go of it if I want to?"

Jiang Jiucheng's breath paused, he turned his head, the setting sun outside the window fell on his body, outlining his figure was extraordinarily lonely. 
Between the two, there was silence.

Trapped, is each other.

They are each other's cage, and they can't break free.

However, it is themselves who trap themselves.

Jiang Jiucheng lowered his head, he understood that Yan Ruyi was not ready yet, all kinds of past events have now become a blunt knife, slowly, bit by bit, cutting off all the connections between the two.

He tried to grab the knife, but Yan Ruyi pulled it out, polished it, polished it, and put the only shallow and fragile money on the two of them, which accelerated the process of their separation.

"Ruyi, is it impossible for us anymore?" Jiang Jiucheng struggled and issued the last torture. He felt that he was exhausted and couldn't catch up anymore.

Time lay between the two of them, so many years had passed, and it seemed like there was no past.

The problem at the beginning is still lying between them, and it has not been resolved.

Yan Ruyi couldn't answer this question. It was too difficult and too painful to say that it was impossible. Her eyes were red, she shook her head, tears poured down her face, and she lowered herself into the dust, pleading: "Jiang Jiucheng, don't force me, okay? Don't force me."

This answer made Jiang Jiucheng more heartbroken than Yan Ruyi saying it himself.

It is clear that Ruyi still has him in her heart, but she is so ruthless, forcing her to give up, how cruel is it to do this?
After a long time, Jiang Jiucheng closed his eyes, his voice was so hoarse and rough that he could hardly hear his original voice.

"it is good."

Neither light nor heavy.

But it seems as light as a dream, and as heavy as life.

Yan Ruyi turned her back and stopped looking at Jiang Jiucheng. It was not until she heard the door slamming heavily that her tense back gradually relaxed, and finally curled up on the ground, tears silently shed.

The relationship between people is amazing. Except for the blood relationship, once they are no longer in contact, it is difficult to meet again.

On the day when Yan Ruyi went to work, the whole world was discussing about the latest combination, Guofeng Youth Qingyuan Ci, these five teenagers were bullied by the Internet for going to KTV some time ago, and many fans lost their fans.

Originally, everyone would have guessed that Qing Yuanci would stand up and apologize, but they didn't expect that they were very hardcore, direct and tough, and personally posted on a certain blog: Thank you everyone for liking us, and thank you for your support.About a while ago, when we were singing in KTV and playing in the bar, someone secretly filmed and spread rumors, saying that we invited a lady.We have posted all the expenses for the day, and absolutely did not invite so-called ladies or hostesses.Furthermore, we have just grown up and understand our mission.

In addition, the five of us make a special statement here: We are all modern people, boys who have just grown up, go to KTV and bars, but any adult has the right and freedom, even as an adult Our fans also have no right to interfere too much.

The last point, let me say something irreverent, if you like our character design of a young man with a national style, and you have to do things that ancient people would do, sorry, we can't do it, and we are not ancient people who really traveled through time.If you lose your fans because of this, we can only say that we have no chance. I wish you a bright future.In the future, we will still go our own way and do what we like.The reason why we focused on the national style youth at the beginning was because we were willing and very active in spreading positive energy.

The five of us chose to be trainees, but it doesn't mean we will choose to be idols. We are serious about making songs and things we like.I hope that the fans who like us can also like us, love us and love their own lives even more.We are willing to be your positive pursuit. If you go astray on this road, you will always supervise us.

Life is good, move on, don't worry about us.

After this statement came out, the popularity of the Guofeng Youth Qingyuanci group immediately rushed out, and the young people felt hardcore.

Some fans thought that it violated their original intentions, so they simply broke down.

Some people think that these five people have enjoyed the benefits given by fans, but they are not willing to fulfill the self-consciousness of idols.And some netizens think that Qing Yuanci has already said very kindly and understands that they will not be idols, and no matter what the future road is, they will work hard to carry it on and go on together.

Because it has a wide range of influence, it even shocked the TV station. The TV station's boss said to Yan Ruyi, who just joined the job: "You must keep up with the thoughts of young people, not to mention that this time the Qingyuanci combination is also very typical. For the entertainment industry Instead, it has played a certain leading role. You go to interview the five of them, which is what the TV station means."

Yan Ruyi nodded, and took a camera teacher to the media company. Because he was a reporter from a TV station, he received preferential treatment. Among the many reporters, he was the first to be admitted.