Begonia sleepless tonight

When the nanny walked into the conservatory, she saw Yan Ruyi was holding a small stone in her hand, and blood was dripping from between her clenched fingers. She first screamed, and rushed over immediately, snatching Yan Ruyi Although the little stone in Ruyi's hand was flustered, she treated Yan Ruyi's wound in an orderly manner.

After the dressing was finished, the nanny turned pale and said, "Miss Yan, what is there to worry about? In this world, there is really no one who makes himself pay for other people's bitterness."

"It's nothing." Yan Ruyi said numbly. She waved her bandaged hand that looked like the little fist of the jingle cat, and said to the nanny, "You go to work, let me sit by myself for a while."

How dare the nanny let Yan Ruyi rest on her own, she obediently waited aside with her hands tied, and at the same time did not forget to send a message to Jiang Jiucheng about Yan Ruyi's situation.

It's a matter of wishful thinking, no matter how big or small, Jiang Jiucheng will come back as soon as possible.

Hearing the sound of the engine outside the door, Yan Ruyi sighed, and sighed: "It's not a big deal, there's really no need to mobilize people."

But having said that, the nanny didn't say anything else. After Jiang Jiucheng walked in, she obediently walked out, made way, and went to the bedroom to prepare dinner.

Jiang Jiucheng walked up to Yan Ruyi's side, squatted down, grabbed her injured hand, treated her as usual, didn't say anything unnecessary, just stared into her eyes, and said softly, "Are you unhappy?"

Yes, not happy.

very unhappy.

Yan Ruyi lowered her eyebrows, and said softly, "Ah Cheng, either you lock me up, or you lose me."

Jiang Jiucheng only felt a pain in his heart, and when he spoke, his voice trembled a little: "Why? Why are you thinking about this all of a sudden? Didn't you agree to stop talking about unhappy things?"
"I don't know, it's clear that life is going very smoothly, and there's nothing wrong with it." Yan Ruyi's eyes were dull, without any emotion in them, and his expression was numb, "It's just... when I think of Jiang Yuan, I feel that I have nothing to do with it." I am qualified to live in this world, and I am not qualified to bear your kindness to me. Ah Cheng, how can you be so kind to me? You can’t, Jiang Yuan will be angry, really.”

Jiang Jiucheng closed his eyes, and pressed her head against his chest. He was so painful that he almost wanted to dig out his heart to show her: "A Yan, look at me, open your eyes and look at me. I will Here, I should be nice to you. Ah Yan, don't do this, don't do this again."

"I'm sorry." Yan Ruyi choked up.

Jiang Jiucheng only felt his chest was moist, and Yan Ruyi cried.

It would be nice if he could cry, Jiang Jiucheng was really worried about being so preoccupied every day.

But Ruyi started to sleep again groggyly after crying, Jiang Jiucheng frowned, feeling that her condition was abnormal, but she was neither sick nor uncomfortable, just slept a lot.

I've been lazy all day, don't eat much, and feel sleepy.

Jiang Jiucheng carried Yan Ruyi back to his room, and before going back to his study, he asked, "Ma'am, have you felt a lot lately?"

The nanny's expression was a little subtle: "I slept a lot during the day, and I slept almost all day today." After a pause, she suddenly said meaningfully, "Jiuye, it's time to check it out, the first three months are the most important."

first trimester?

It was only when Jiang Jiucheng returned to the study that he realized what the nanny said. He smiled lightly and laughed at himself, "I thought Ah Yan was pregnant. It would be great if she was really pregnant."

Yan Ruyi made it clear that she didn't want to have a child at this time. The two of them were very careful in normal times. Unless someone deliberately punctured the condom, otherwise, Yan Ruyi shouldn't be pregnant.

It's not pregnancy, I sleep a lot, and I always cry for no reason, and I feel depressed all day long.

I'm afraid...

Jiang Jiucheng frowned tightly, and finally called the doctor. After hearing him describe Yan Ruyi's condition this time, the doctor didn't dare to delay, so he came to chat with Yan Ruyi that day.

The results were less than ideal.

"If Master Jiu wants to make sure as soon as possible, he will take his wife to the hospital for an examination. After a series of detailed examinations, he will definitely be able to find out whether he is depressed. But if Master Jiu doesn't want to disturb Madam, then I will come a few more times. We still need to talk a few more times."

Jiang Jiucheng pursed his lips, a faint shadow shrouded his brows: "Can I prescribe some medicine?"

"Not yet." The doctor also frowned, he paused, and finally said, "Master Jiu, in fact, he knows the patient's condition far better than us. My suggestion is to try to Take her to the hospital for an examination, maybe...after the results come out, the situation will be a little better."

"I see." Jiang Jiucheng sent the doctor away, returned to the study, and stood on the desk for a while.

The nanny who was preparing supper in the kitchen heard a crackling sound from the study upstairs. She was so frightened that her hands shook, she sighed, and turned around to put all the supper she had prepared into the refrigerator.

Early the next morning, Jiang Jiucheng took Yan Ruyi straight to the hospital.

The two of them didn't say a word along the way, and Yan Ruyi didn't even ask Jiang Jiucheng what he was going to do.

After arriving at the hospital, it was a series of examinations. Although he knew what the results were, Jiang Jiucheng couldn't help pinching Yan Ruyi's wrist and began to tremble a little.

"Ah Cheng." Yan Ruyi took his hand instead, and smiled slightly, "Don't worry, don't worry."

In short, the result will not be too good.

Soon the results came out, the initial stage of depression.

Jiang Jiucheng frowned, squeezed the list, took a deep breath and said, "She has already committed self-harm, is she still in the early stages of depression?"

"Under normal circumstances, when there is depression, some people will also have self-harm behavior." The doctor said patiently, "Her condition is not serious, and it is better not to prescribe medicine if possible. The most important thing is to find the crux of the problem , During this period of time, try to accompany her as much as possible, take her out for a walk, and change the environment, and you will be much happier."

Jiang Jiucheng nodded in response, but on the way back with Ruyi, he was exceptionally silent.

In the small carriage, the long silence made Yan Ruyi a little out of breath. She glanced at Jiang Jiucheng cautiously, pressed her lips together and asked, "Ah Cheng, did I... make you unhappy?"

"No." Jiang Jiucheng smiled bitterly, and squeezed out a smile, "Ayan, I was thinking that it was because of me that made you unhappy, right? Back then I shouldn't have left you alone , I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."