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Looking at Xiao Yang's nervous face, it is impossible for Sun Yun not to agree to him, especially... looking at that look.

"Of course I will go, don't worry so much, okay? I will definitely cooperate with the treatment next time, don't worry!" Sun Yun chuckled.

For a long time, I knew that Xiaoyang was really worried about him, but I never knew that Xiaoyang was so worried about him, which made Sun Yun feel a little uncomfortable. After all, for more than a year, for Sun Yun, he felt It's more like I have been giving from No. [-] Middle School, and I have never received such a satisfying love from Xiaoyang.

"I'm sorry for worrying you before. I thought too...too extreme. I always felt that you would not need me after you woke up. I always felt that everything about you was caused by me."

As long as Sun Yun thinks about those things at the beginning, he will feel anxious. The most important thing is that he was not there at the moment when it happened. Up to now, Sun Yun has no idea what happened that day, even until now Sun Yun didn't dare to open his mouth to ask.

But Xiaoyang knew that the reason why Sun Yun had been so careful with him was precisely because of what he owed her all these years.

"Actually, I know you've always wanted to ask, didn't you?" Xiao Yang simply hugged Sun Yun, and then said softly, "The thing happened really suddenly at that time, and I was also taken aback. Actually, it’s not as scary as you think, I didn’t even feel any pain, I just passed out, and during the more than a year lying in bed, I lived in a carefree dream.”

Knowing where Sun Yun's heart knot is, Xiaoyang planned to talk to him indiscriminately, he grabbed her hand, interlocked his fingers and said: "In the dream, I am really very carefree , I still say that this family, including you, has not changed, but there is no such pain, and even my experience from childhood to adulthood has changed."

Sun Yun looked at Xiaoyang quietly, without thinking too much, just listening to her talk like this made her feel very comfortable.

"Then, are we married?"

Xiaoyang nodded and said: "Yes, we are married, but when we were about to get married, you woke me up, even though everything in the dream was carefree, I didn't feel pain, and I didn't feel any pain. Sad, even a bit too happy, but, you know? I always feel that there is something missing in my heart, and I feel that I must find something. "

Sun Yun seemed a little unable to understand Xiao Yang's thoughts, looked at her suspiciously and said, "Isn't happiness bad? Why do you want to think so much?"

"Maybe it's because I'm really happy, so I always feel that something is missing. The moment I woke up, I saw that you were standing in front of me, and it seemed that I could understand it all at once. It turned out that it was because of the lack of A very real person."

"Only when you stood in front of me, did I realize that I love you so much, and I like you so much, and I hope to be with you forever. When I woke up, I realized that you You have done so many things for me, so... I also hope that I can give back to you."

Xiao Yang kissed Sun Yun's face lightly, and then said softly: "I know how difficult it is to open yourself in front of strangers if you go to psychotherapy, and I also know that you don't want to flirt The original process, but we all need to be healed, don't we?"

All the dark moments are quagmire and abyss. Although it has passed, although it seems to have climbed out of the upper mire, but in fact?

We still have mud on our bodies, and we still feel frightened when we are watched by the abyss.

We still haven't been able to completely save ourselves from this abyss. Only after we have completely reconciled with ourselves can we get to know our real self.

Sun Yun hugged Xiaoyang tightly, nodded, and said softly: "Okay, I promise you, as long as you are here, no matter how difficult or painful, I will definitely work hard and persevere."

"Since this is the case, then don't forget. You must promise me to continue walking. If you feel uncomfortable, you must work hard to persevere, okay? If you really feel uncomfortable, you can refuse, no need Reluctantly do this for me."

Sun Yun nodded, of course he agreed with certainty.

The process of psychotherapy is not bad, although Sun Yun seems to be somewhat resistant, and every time he walks out of the psychological treatment room, his complexion is pale and there is a layer of sweat on his forehead, but he can feel it. The tense feeling in front of Xiaoyang disappeared little by little, and the relationship between them seemed to return to the original relaxed atmosphere.

Just after Xiaoyang thought that Sun Yun's condition had improved, he never thought that at this time, the psychiatrist came to the door again.

"Look, this is his psychological evaluation, none of which passed the test, so the so-called relaxation and joy are just shown in front of you." The psychiatrist said with a deep sigh.

Xiao Yang was at a loss, wondering why things turned out like this in the end?Looking nervously at his heart, the doctor said: "But I can feel that his treatment is still very good during this period of time, and when he gets along with me in private, he is not as good as before..."

"As I said, it's just his disguise. Maybe it's because he thinks you're too worried about him, so he doesn't want you to worry about him, so he's trying to show that he's getting better. In fact, he's not getting better at all. It might even be worse than before."

Hearing this, Xiao Yang was really anxious, looking anxiously at his heart, the doctor asked: "If this is really the case, what can I do to help him? I really want him to get better , but I never thought about forcing her into hell."

"If you want her to get better, you have to calm down your own mentality and let it go smoothly. It's just the two of you getting along. Say it in your daily life. You don't pay so much attention to his condition. After that, his Things will get better." 0
Although Xiaoyang didn't understand it very well, he probably understood a little bit, and he focused on asking some things to pay attention to. In the process of getting along afterwards, he made some deliberate changes.

The effect at the beginning was really good, and Sun Yun could clearly tell that he was in a much better mood.

But one night.