Little drama maid

Fu Jun's injury is serious, the doctor has to change the medicine twice a day, CoCo's injury is recovering very well, Secretary Zhang does his best to him, Ji Yan used excuses to go to CoCo's ward several times, and saw Secretary Zhang leaning against CoCo's bedside , the two laughed very sweetly.

From this incident, Secretary Zhang looked away from Fu Juan completely, and his attitude towards Ji Yan was much better than before. Finally, Ji Yan didn't have to worry, Secretary Zhang would rob her of her husband.

The sky was getting dark, and the early winter season was extremely cold. Although there was an air conditioner in the ward, it would inevitably be dry if it was turned on too much. Ji Yan turned off the air conditioner. Fu Jun just changed his medicine and lay on the bed, and Ji Yan was lying beside him. Resting his head on his arm, holding his hand to play with, Fu Jun looked at her dotingly.

Time seemed to stand still. After this life-and-death struggle, Ji Yan seemed to have a new understanding of life, "What do you think is past life and present life?"

Fu Jun was puzzled, "Do you believe this?"

Ji Yan shook her head, she looked up at Fu Jun, and said with a smile: "I didn't believe it before, but now I believe it a little bit. I read an article, which probably said that our entanglement in this life will be the anger left by the previous life or previous lives. , It may also be an unforgettable memory, because reincarnation and reincarnation cannot dissipate this kind of thought, so we will meet again in the new life."

"Many people say that they want to calmly let go of the emotional entanglements of this life when they die, and change their way of life in the new life. I really feel that if I live a good and happy life in this life, I hope we can still be together in the next life, no matter whether I remember the previous things or not, I don't want to give up this relationship."

Fu Juan put his arms around Ji Yan's body, and kissed her on the forehead sideways, "All appearances are false, if you see that there are no appearances, you will see the Tathagata, you have an appearance."

Ji Yan was a little puzzled, "What am I doing wrong? Isn't reincarnation and reincarnation also a word in Buddhist words, and most of us have to reincarnate. Many people say that they had a bad life in the previous life, and they can't forget the past. It's even worse, so I have to enter reincarnation from generation to generation and suffer from torture. But I think that a person's entanglement still can't let go of it in his heart. If he lets it go, he will naturally not be entangled. But you and I, I hope to be entangled from generation to generation. Is the idea wrong?"

"What you are talking about is the existence of effects. Everything that has effects has a cause. There are a few words in the Buddha's words: All conditioned dharmas are all caused by the combination of causes and conditions. The conditions arise from time to time, and the conditions are exhausted. It is nothing more than this. It means It is said that fate is due to the existence of effect, and there is a cause in the causal relationship, and there is no cause in the absence of effect."

"We are together because of the existence of the fruit, and the life after life that allows you to be born according to the existence of the fruit does not exist, just like all conditioned dharmas, like dreams and bubbles, these are unrealistic."

Ji Yan blinked her eyes and stared at Fu Jun, "What do you mean, I have vain illusions about this result, so may I ask if you don't want to be with me in the next life?"

Women are like this. They always ask whether the person they love will be together for life to life, thinking about the reincarnation of several lives, and being entangled in several lives. Even if they experience the pain of reincarnation, they will never forget the love in their hearts.

"A sage seeks his heart but not the Buddha, a fool seeks the Buddha but not his heart, I have you in my heart, even if we are separated, I will not forget it. What you said is false words. Buddhism still pays attention to the world of bliss. That is the direction of forgetting the sweetheart. Pursue the world of ultimate bliss, and don't demand the afterlife. I only want this life. I have your cause in my heart. It will definitely cause the effect of meeting in the next life, not the result of meeting. I decide to have your cause in my heart, understand?"

Ji Yan lay in his arms foolishly, staring at the ceiling for a long time before she suddenly realized that she thought she had already thought about living with Fu Jun forever, but she never thought about it, her thoughts were too superficial.

For a while, her face was a little hot, Ji Yan turned her head away, and said angrily: "How do I know, you even know Buddhism, you are so busy with work, how do you still have time to read these?"

I thought that Fu Jun didn't know this, and Ji Yan wanted to show off in front of him, but she would have to react for a long time to understand what Fu Jun said, it was really embarrassing.

Fu Juan rubbed her face with his fingertips, the flushed face looked really cute in Fu Juan's eyes.

"I watched it when I was a child. I need these spiritual pillars to tell me that everything I have experienced is a disaster, and I also need spiritual victory."

Ji Yan smiled, "So the spiritual victory method is not necessarily exclusive to Ah Q, but also what we ordinary people need. When I was in the orphanage, sometimes I would fantasize, where are my biological parents? I will live in a very rich place, I want to live well, and when they come to me in the future, they will apologize to me with a lot of property, and I will become a rich woman."

Ji Yan bit her lower lip and put one leg on Fu Jun's body. She smiled like a flower, and her brows were full of joy, "If I become a rich woman, I will marry you as the first thing. Carrying the big sedan chair, Feng Guanxia will marry you, you don't need red makeup, and you don't need to bring anything, I will guarantee you a lifetime of prosperity, wealth, and dazzling eyes."

The corners of Fu Juan's lips were raised, and he put one hand on her back, stroking slowly, "Then I can also give you Fengguanxiapei now, and you can carry a big sedan chair eight times. You don't need ten miles of red makeup, just let me give it to you." , why don't you marry me?"

Ji Yan raised her eyebrows and thought for a long time, and she slowly said: "Because in my fantasy, there are also ten miles of red makeup. I don't want you to be ridiculed, and I don't want me to be ridiculed. Although other people's evaluations cannot stop any of our actions, but It's a bunch of toads, it makes people look sick, but I'm a vulgar person, I want people to look up, even if it's a cloud of the past, I hope that when I stand by your side, I can hold my chest up and never fall behind. under you."

Just as Fu Jun was about to speak, Ji Yan put her finger on his lips, "I know you want to say that I'm overthinking, that I'm good looking, but I'm not a person with a big heart that can accommodate Baichuan, so why bother?" Say things to me that don't have to be, just stand by me, support me, encourage me, that's enough."

The two looked at each other for a long time, Fu Juan quickly raised his head and kissed her, "Okay, someday you are willing to accept me, I formally propose to you, I just hope you don't make me wait too long, I want to see you in a wedding dress look."

Ji Yan smiled and said: "Don't worry, if I make you wait too long, it will only prove that I am too bad, and I can't even pass this level."

Fu Jun pressed her under him with his backhand, and Ji Yan hurriedly said: "Your wound cannot be pressed."

"I can not wait anymore."

Seeing that the buttons of her clothes had been unbuttoned, Ji Yan half-pushed, and suddenly there was a violent knock on the door, and Ji Yan was furious, "Who doesn't have eyes to see what time it is?"