The paranoid boss always tries to trick me

How painful is the memory of the past? She is so painful that she doesn't want to think about it at all. It shouldn't be like this. Gu Wanran can't believe that she can avoid the memory of the past so much, and she doesn't feel like avoiding it much. Everything is still the same. That's great isn't it?
But why, Gu Wanran felt his heart was touched, it was the softest place.

Is it because I don't want to think about it?

She didn't know anything about the past memory, how painful it was, that's why she completely forgot the past.

To be honest, Gu Wanran felt that this kind of behavior was cowardly, but he didn't even know what to say.

She didn't know what happened in her past, and she was so evasive that she didn't want to remember some past things.

Does the pain make her feel that this world has no hope for her?
Gu Wanran didn't want to see such a situation, she still hoped that she would remember,

If it's pure fear, she just needs to overcome her fear, can everything be solved easily?
Gu Wanran doesn't know if all that will be solved easily, she just hopes that she can be happier now, and stop being unable to get out because of the past.

People's eyes still have to look forward. Gu Wanran doesn't like to indulge in the past. For her, to indulge in the past is a kind of cowardly behavior. She shouldn't do this kind of thing, and she shouldn't be afraid of the past and not face it. Everything happens for a reason, and I shouldn't be afraid, and Gu Wanran also feels that I shouldn't be afraid.

Fear is a meaningless thing.

Gu Wanran thanked Elton for his words.

Elton glanced at Alisa, and said with a serious expression: "Sister, I have something to say to Sister Gu Wanran alone, you should go out first."

Alisa pouted quite dissatisfied, and looked at him angrily, "You really, what are you talking about to let me out, okay, I won't bother you."

Alisa spoke dissatisfied words, but when it was time to go out, she went out obediently, without causing trouble to Elton at all.

Only he and Gu Wanran were left in the huge room.

He looked at Gu Wanran with heavy eyes, unprecedentedly cold.

Gu Wanran's heart skipped a beat, thinking how serious this is, it made his expression so serious.

"What happened, we are the only ones left now, if you have anything to say, you can tell me directly, I don't care."

"I want to ask you, did you take a medicine bowl when you lost your memory?"

Gu Wanran had no idea what Elton was talking about.

"I heard from my friend that my memory loss was due to an accident. What does it have to do with the pill?"

"Your amnesia may not be a mistake, but someone did it on purpose. This is one of the reasons why you don't want to remember it, because if you remember it, all the good things will be broken."

"Who do you think is the person close to you who can drug you?"

Gu Wanran was stunned when he heard these words, and completely lost his ability to think.

What the hell is this talking about?
She could not understand now what Elton's words meant.

'Gu Wanran, I should tell you more accurately, in fact, you don't have amnesia. '

"You lost your memory once due to an accident. After you were drugged, your body activated a protection mechanism. You recalled all your past memories, but your body protection mechanism is unwilling to remind you, because the forgotten memory is Memories you can't afford."

Gu Wanran was only shocked, what the hell was going on.

She suddenly remembered what Xie Weier said to herself.

When she couldn't accept Xie Weier's kindness to her, Xie Weier always said with a bitter face: "I actually did a lot of things wrong, especially for her."

"Is that right?"

Gu Wanran smiled wryly, was it because Xie Weier didn't take the medicine?

That's why he was so guilty and wanted to forgive.

Gu Wanran guessed it, but there was no disturbance in her heart, nor was she angry.

"In short, there are many reasons why I can't think of it, and these are my guesses."

'But maybe it's a good thing not to remember, don't you like it very much now?Except no memory of the past. '

"If you are dissatisfied with the status quo, you will remember,"

"Because everything is beautiful now, and everything you don't want to break, your subconscious mind thinks that breaking such memories will make your life fall apart again."

'Then how can I remember? '

Looking at Gu Wanran's calm expression, Elton guessed that she probably already knew who did it.

Sometimes people are really interesting creatures. They know everything, but they still pretend to know nothing and continue to live.

Elton sighed helplessly, this is human.

"The side effects of that drug are great, but because you have lost your memory once before, it is offset."

'You should be thankful that you have no side effects. Once you take this drug, you will have a splitting headache when you think about the past memories, and the more you think about it, the worse it will be. '

Gu Wanran's heart is all pulled up, it's strange to say, she obviously doesn't care about these things, why does she act as if she understands these things very well, why is it like this?

She couldn't understand this point herself, everything that happened now was too strange.

Moreover, Gu Wanran still has an urge to cry now, maybe he really remembers everything in his subconscious,

Otherwise, she wouldn't react so strongly when she heard these words.

Gu Wanran felt that her chest was being torn by a force all the time. As for whose power it was, she didn't know, but that heart-piercing feeling was real.

She clutched her chest, tears welling from the corners of her eyes.

Elton noticed that Gu Wanran's complexion was not right, and his eyes became red like blood, so he couldn't help but took two steps forward, grabbed the spread on the sofa to wrap her body.

"Tell me what's on your mind, don't be afraid, don't think about who that person is."

'I, I didn't think about it, I just felt so uncomfortable. '

"Is it because I subconsciously know that person is taking the same drug as me?"

"You say that if he thinks of the past memories, he will be in pain, and I, I will be in pain."

As Gu Wanran spoke, her voice trembled, and tears fell down, but after a while, she was already crying into tears.

This feeling is really fatal, she can't stand this feeling at all.

Gu Wanran's tears kept falling down, wishing to swallow her whole body.

She closed her eyes, and now she felt a tearing feeling in her heart, this feeling of being torn was really bad, she felt like an out-and-out lunatic now.

How to do.

Gu Wanran twisted the clothes on her chest, feeling that she could no longer breathe, and if this continued, she would really go crazy.

The feeling of suffocation that burst into her was really going to swallow her up.

Obviously, she didn't think of anyone, but she was in pain, and that negative emotion flooded in like a tide, seeming to swallow her whole.

"Calm down, sister Gu Wanran, calm down, it's nothing, it's just a memory of the past."

"Don't think too much."

"That person is your lover, the person you love to the bone. You can feel how painful he is."

"A lover?"

Gu Wanran was in a daze, so seeing Jiang Jiu would always be like that?
Her emotions quickly calmed down under Elton's comfort, but her heart still seemed to be blocked by a stone, and she couldn't breathe.

This kind of life is really suffocating.

Gu Wanran took a deep breath, wiped away her tears, and pretended to look at her calmly, everything was so natural.

Alyssa also sensed that something was wrong, and ran in quickly. Seeing Gu Wanran with tears all over her face, her heart dropped completely.

"Are you OK."

"I am fine."

When Gu Wanran held her hand, Alisa was shocked, why it was so cold, it was as cold as ice.

She frowned at Elton, "What did you do?"

"Don't talk about him, this is all therapy, thanks to Elton, I finally know why I lost my memory,"

Alisa was obviously a little flustered, she first asked Gu Wanran to lie down and rest, and then called Elton out.

On the balcony, Elton narrowed his eyes and looked at Alisa, "Sister, you'd better tell me the truth, do you know why Gu Wanran lost his memory, and what he lost."

Alisa hummed lightly, she knew that she couldn't hide what she wanted to hide from him.

"Do you know why Gu Wanran took that medicine?"

'It's because of Seville, you know Seville too. ' She smiled jokingly, "Because of his own thoughts, in order to occupy Gu Wanran, that bastard put that drug in her meal, and Gu Wanran was lying in bed for a month as a result."

"You have seen Gu Wanran's situation up to now. Her situation is up and down, and Xie Weier is also very guilty, but that guy should live in self-blame for a lifetime."

"There was one other person, I also suspect he took the pills."

Alisa looked at Elton with deep eyes, "You know Reni, right?"

"There is a man next to Rui Ni. That man is Gu Wanran's boyfriend Jiang Yuechen. He also took medicine."

"I don't know what's going on now. Hey, the memories of the past may be too painful for Gu Wanran."

Compared with Gu Wanran, these painful memories are Alisa's only comfort.

Elton frowned, "Sister, this matter is very serious. That drug is a prohibited drug, and it is not allowed to be produced and sold at all."

'And that drug will directly damage the nerves, and the damage to people will be irreversible after a long time. '

"I also know that I'm already terrified just looking at Gu Wanran's situation. I can't imagine how cruel Rui Ni is to do such a crazy thing. Hehehe, that lunatic, I really want her to die. "