Give you heartbeat, return to hell

Meng Yichen kept staring at that face, as if he could never get enough of it.It's just that this face doesn't look the same as before.

"Since you're alive, why didn't you contact us?"

Tang Wanjun looked around and always felt that it was inappropriate for them to stand here and talk.Moreover, it would be bad if it was seen by others. "Get in the car. It's not convenient to chat here."

Meng Yichen nodded and followed Tang Wanjun into the car.

……

The car drove at a constant speed, and no one spoke first.The peripheral vision of Meng Yichen's eyes was always on Tang Wanjun's body and he was unwilling to leave. Until now, he felt that everything in front of him was like a dream.

If you don't show mercy, everything will disappear.

Tang Wanjun drove the car to where she lived, and she could tell Meng Yichen everything without reservation. "Go up and tell me, I don't want others to know that I'm still alive for the time being."

Meng Yichen nodded, although he didn't know why Tang Wanjun did this.But as long as it is something she said, he will try his best to cooperate.

The furnishings in the room are simple and the floors are spotless and shiny.

"Sit down, I'll get you a glass of water."

But the moment Tang Wanjun turned around, Meng Yichen grabbed her.

With a hoarse voice, "I'm not thirsty."

Tang Wanjun breathed a sigh of relief, and sat down opposite Meng Yichen.She knew that he must have a lot of questions to ask herself.

"You've been abroad all this time?" Meng Yichen said cautiously.

Tang Wanjun nodded. 
No wonder, no wonder he hasn't found any clues about her after searching for so long.If a person sincerely wants to hide it, how can you find it.

"Then when did you return home?"

Tang Wanjun hesitated for a few seconds, recalling seriously. "Almost a month."

"Since you are alive, why have you refused to show up all this time? Also, what happened back then, and why did you suddenly disappear?" These questions have been circling in his mind for too long, and no one except Tang Wanjun can answer them. These.

The light in Tang Wanjun's eyes dimmed a bit, and her long eyelashes drooped unconsciously.Over the years, she has carefully covered up her scars, not wanting anyone to see them.

But she knew better than anyone else that all of this would be made public sooner or later.

"I was sick and hospitalized. I was trapped in that small ward every day and night. I was not even allowed to go for a walk. But even so, I wanted to live a good life, because I was still full of hope for the future. I just hope, and I always feel that God will not be so cruel to me." Her eyes were calm, and there was no abnormality in her tone, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her.

After a pause, she raised her head and looked at Meng Yichen, "Do you know why I want to live?" Even if life is worse than death, she still wants to live a good life.

Meng Yichen half-closed his eyes, before he could speak, Tang Wanjun said to himself.

"Because of that child, I don't want him to be born without a mother. Since I brought him into this world, I should be responsible for him in the future."

The tip of his nose suddenly felt sour, and his vision gradually blurred.

"But suddenly one night, Tang Rou came to the hospital to look for me. She told me that my child died as early as birth. Otherwise, Fu Yunshen would not have kept me from seeing him. The reason why he lied to me was that the child It's still there because he wants to continue to control me and play me like a fool."

At that moment, she felt that life was dark.I can't see the light ahead, and I don't know why I am alive.

When he heard this, Meng Yichen felt that his heart was being pulled by a force, and he was so painful that he could hardly breathe.

He couldn't imagine how desperate Tang Wanjun must have been at that time.If he had cared more about her back then, or had been more prepared against Tang Rou, wouldn't everything have happened later on.

"and then……"

Tang Wanjun took a deep breath, organized her thoughts to talk about the next thing. "Then I ran out of the hospital. I ran crazily along the way. I don't know how long I ran before I stopped. Later, I wanted to die. I..."

Before she finished speaking, Tang Xiurui hugged her again.

He didn't know how much courage Tang Wanjun needed to say this, but he didn't have the courage to continue listening.

He couldn't bear to face it, couldn't bear to face everything she had experienced. "I'm sorry Xiaowan, I'm sorry..." 
Apart from these three words, he didn't know what else he could say.

He only hates now, why he didn't protect her well back then!
Tang Wanjun remained expressionless and let Meng Yichen hold her, feeling the hard-won warmth.

In the past few years, she has always pretended to be strong.No matter what happened, she never relied on others and was always protected by others. She never thought that one day she would be able to be alone.

"You don't have to tell me you're sorry, you didn't do anything wrong, so you don't have to apologize for something you didn't do."

Meng Yichen realized that he was agitated, and slowly let go of Tang Wanjun.

For him, time seemed to have stopped at the night when Tang Wanjun disappeared.But for Tang Wanjun, she has lived a complete life for three years.

He can't make up for the lost time, but he doesn't want to miss out on her in the future.

"Xiao Wan, what do you want to do, let me help you?"

Tang Wanjun's eyes flickered slightly, and she slowly shook her head. "Some things can only be done by myself." Only in this way can the hatred in her heart be eliminated. "Also, I hope you don't let anyone know that I'm still alive, including my brother."

Meng Yichen frowned, and nodded hesitantly. "Brother Xiu Rui has never given up looking for you in the past few years."

Tang Wanjun's heart tightened, she couldn't hear these things. "I will find a suitable opportunity to confess to my brother that I am alive, but not now. In addition, I also hope that you can persuade him to accept the investment into Tang Corporation so that he will not have any worries."

It was Tang Xiurui's dream to revive the Tang Corporation, and it was even hers.

"Xiaowan, can I leave your contact information?"

Hearing this, Tang Wanjun nodded and dialed Meng Yichen's cell phone number.

"If you have anything to do, you can call me on this number. Also, you have taken care of my brother and the Tang family over the past few years."

What Meng Yichen did, she knew better than anyone else.

"Xiao Wan, there is no need to say these two words between us."