Give you heartbeat, return to hell

It's hard to tell who owes whom, maybe Fu Yunshen owes her more.As for herself, did she really do nothing wrong?
She can't remember what happened in the past, so she doesn't want to worry about anything, so let's forget it.

Fu Yunshen stared blankly at Tang Wanjun, and began to wonder what Tang Wanjun meant by his words.

Let the past be the past... What about the relationship between them, is that the way it is?
"What about us?"

Tang Wanjun was taken aback for a moment, and her heart suddenly emptied.

It's not that she hasn't thought about the things between them, but she has never thought about it.

Qiao Mo'an was right, she had the man in front of her in her heart, otherwise she wouldn't hesitate again and again.

But she couldn't pass the hurdle in her heart, and she couldn't stop thinking about what he had done before.

"I don't want to mention this now." She lowered her head and did not look at Fu Yunshen, as if as long as she didn't care, she could pretend that none of this had happened.

She also knew that if she could hide for a moment, she couldn't always hide.But right now, she really didn't want to think about it.

Fu Yunshen's thick eyelashes trembled violently for a while, and his eyes were dull.

The two just sat in the corridor for a long time...

"It's getting late, I'll take you back." Fu Yunshen's voice was hoarse.

"no need."

……

The closer it was to the surgery, the longer Tang Wanjun stayed in the hospital every day.

But Tang's mother is now in good health, and she can help Tang Wanjun take care of Xiaojun, and she can relax relatively.

"Mom, didn't I tell you not to come to the hospital today? You have just recovered, so what if you get tired?"

Tang's mother smiled, peeled half of the orange and stuffed it into Xiao Jun's mouth, "I'm mentally abnormal, not in poor health, so I won't be tired."

"Mom!" Tang Wanjun frowned in displeasure, "If you say that again in the future, I will really be angry." No one would talk about being mentally abnormal all day long.

"Okay, okay, I don't say it, I don't say it."

"By the way, how is Mr. Fu's health? Speaking of which, we should go and see him."

"Grandpa's health is fine, and he's always talking about you and Dad recently. If he has time, he should talk to you about the old days."

Hearing this, Mother Tang let out a long sigh, and shook her head with a little regret.

Even if she didn't speak, Tang Wanjun knew what she wanted to say, it was nothing more than a matter between her and Fu Yunshen.

"Xiao Wan, you and Fu..."

"Mom." Tang Wanjun immediately interrupted Mother Tang, and gestured to Xiaojun with her eyes. She didn't want to talk about Fu Yunshen in front of Xiaojun.

Tang's mother looked at it, and swallowed back the words that came to her lips.

But after holding back all morning, she still couldn't hold back, and asked again while Xiao Jun was taking a nap.

"Xiaowan, there are some things that you can't solve just by avoiding them all the time. Are you planning to drag on like this forever between you and Fu Yunshen?"

Tang Wanjun stopped what she was doing, and the expression on her face froze.

"Mom, don't you hate him? He did that to our family before."

"What about you, do you hate him in your heart?" 
"Hate." Tang Wanjun gave his answer almost without thinking. It was because of hatred that he was brooding over the things he had done in the past.

Hearing this, Mother Tang's face didn't change much, she just gave Tang Wanjun a meaningful look.

"If it's hate, it's better to say it's complaining, why he didn't choose to trust me and your father, and why he didn't choose to trust you, and even blamed you later." 
"But I am an elder after all, and the wrong things he did are not unforgivable. Although he imprisoned your father and me, he didn't do anything outrageous to us. He just made us admit the car accident that year. What happened was our own doing. In the end, he still gave us enough affection."

"After you disappeared, he asked someone to leak the news to your brother, and asked him to pick us up and leave. In the past few years, the Tang family has grown to where it is now. I know he must have helped a lot."

Tang Wanjun pursed her lips tightly, her long eyelashes trembling slightly.Everyone can choose to forgive generously, but she can't.

She could be relieved to Tang Rou, but why she couldn't do it to Fu Yunshen? Is it because Tang Rou has already left?She doesn't want to argue with someone who has left.

"Xiaowan, the reason you hate it is because you care too much. Because you have too much expectation mixed in, when the result is not what you expected, the disappointment in your heart will be minimized, so that you can't let go."

"You hate him why he didn't choose to believe you, and hate him even more why you love him so much, but he couldn't stand by your side, right?"

Two streams of heat suddenly gushed out in front of my eyes, like beads with a broken thread.

She never understood what was going on in her heart, but after hearing what she said just now, she immediately became enlightened.

It was because of expectations that it was so disappointing.

Everyone can choose to forgive, but she can't, let alone do it!

"I don't know what to do, I really don't know..." 
Mother Tang hugged Tang Wanjun gently, and patted her on the back comfortingly, "If you still don't know what to do, don't think about it so much. It's not too late to make a decision when you think it through. No matter what your final decision is, your parents will choose to support you."

Tang Wanjun broke down in tears and nodded desperately.

She had the illusion for a moment that she seemed to have returned to a long time ago. At that time, she was still a girl who was cared for everywhere and cried when she wanted to.

She couldn't remember how long she had cried so unscrupulously like now.

Venting out the emotions that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time, Tang Wanjun finally felt a lot.

She doesn't want to think about it anymore, she follows her heart in everything, and only does things that she won't regret.

Two days later.

Fu Yunshen dragged Tang Wanjun to make an appointment for the Tang family to meet today. At first, Tang Wanjun was somewhat resistant.After all, the things that happened in the past left a very bad impression on her.

But Fu Yunshen said that it was related to the car accident that year, and he could only explain clearly in person.

Helpless, she had no choice but to agree, and finally made an appointment to meet at the Tang family.

Sitting on the sofa in the living room, Fu Yunshen looked a little cramped, he had never felt this way before.

I thought the meeting after many years would be awkward, but the reality is far more harmonious than Tang Wanjun imagined.