Yu Sheng fights wits and courage with the president of Zhuma
Chapter 28 Sheng Yanxiao's Pain
It had to be said that he was very grateful to Jing Che, whether it was because she protected Jing Xia or because she helped them speak, Sheng Yanxiao was grateful for all these things.
Jing Che can be regarded as he watched him grow up. The little girl is kind and simple, and she is very principled. At her age, she will definitely stick to what she thinks is right, and she is not afraid of anything.
However, Sheng Yanxiao himself no longer had such courage and determination.
Facing the arrangement and oppression of his family, he seemed powerless to resist.
He is no longer the youthful and fearless age he was ten years ago, and he has experienced too many things in these years, and he seems to have lost the drive he had before.
And, most importantly, the source of his courage, his Jingxia... Maybe this time, they are really over...
In other words, Sheng Yanxiao himself was also tired, he was always overcoming all difficulties and walking towards her, but she was always afraid and always retreated, he moved forward, and she retreated.How could they get together like this...
Perhaps, they are destined to have nothing to do with each other...
Sheng Yanxiao was already at the door of Jing Che's ward, and wanted to knock on the door to enter, but he didn't move.
He was in a mess now, and finally, he took two steps back slowly, turned and left.
He was supposed to go back to Jingxia's ward, but Sheng Yanxiao didn't. Panting heavily, he walked to the end of the corridor and pressed the elevator to go downstairs.
He needs to take a break now, to take a breath.
In the ward, through the small window on the door, Feng Yi had already seen Sheng Yanxiao's figure. He has always been very keen, and he could see him even when it was not obvious, and he discovered him almost instantly. Something is wrong.
"Xiao Che, I'll go out for a while, and I'll be right back." Feng Yi was worried and wanted to take a look.
Although Jing Che didn't know what he was going for, he still didn't ask any further questions and just nodded.
Feng Yi knew that Sheng Yanxiao must not have returned to Jing Xia's ward, and he could even probably think of where he went.
Feng Yi took the elevator downstairs with a clear goal, and soon saw Sheng Yanxiao in the outdoor smoking area in the courtyard.
In a small open-air yard surrounded by wood in the backyard, there is only one figure inside, and that person is puffing.
Feng Yi stood still in the distance, paused for a moment, and finally walked forward slowly.
Sheng Yanxiao sensed that someone had also entered the smoking area, he turned around, a little surprised, he didn't expect to see Feng Yi here.He froze for a moment, then realized something, and handed him the cigarette.
Feng Yi didn't refuse either, took it, lit a cigarette, and smoked it too.
The two didn't speak for a while, they just put their arms on the fence, half bent, and smoked quietly.
They seldom indulged themselves in this way, smoked so intensively and heavily, but at the moment, there was really nothing to relieve their sorrow and pain.
Especially Sheng Yanxiao, who had just smoked the cigarette butts in the ashtray on the table.
Feng Yi had seen it a long time ago, and didn't say anything to persuade him, instead, he vented with him.
Soon, after smoking the cigarette in his hand, Feng Yi took out his own cigarette and handed it to Sheng Yanxiao. Naturally, the two of them have never been polite to each other, and they will not be so clear about this kind of matter.
After the second cigarette was lit, Feng Yi calmly took a puff, and then exhaled the smoke naturally from his nose and mouth. For a moment, there was a cloud of smoke between the two, and the eyes and expressions of each other were not very clear.
Taking advantage of this gap, Feng Yi really turned his gaze to look at Sheng Yanxiao, but the other party just stared into the distance indifferently, as if he didn't notice his gaze, or, he noticed it, but didn't respond.
"Just now, in the ward, I saw you outside the door." Feng Yi said slowly, he understood Sheng Yanxiao's pain, even if he didn't look at him, he could understand, after all, he was a brother for so many years.
Sheng Yanxiao gasped weakly, and exhaled the smoke for a long time, as if his sorrow was like the smoke, which could not be exhausted nor erased.
"You guessed that I would be here?" He finally just opened his mouth slowly, knowing that the main point of Feng Yi's words was not these, but he still couldn't face it directly.
"Well," Feng Yi nodded: "You can only be in this place." Based on the understanding they have been brothers for so many years, Feng Yi's intuition guided him to come here.
Sheng Yanxiao didn't answer, and just continued to smoke the cigarette in his hand.
"Next, what do you plan to do?" Feng Yi finally opened his mouth. Those who do big things will not be so entangled in the past, he is more concerned about what to do in the future.
Sheng Yanxiao wringed out the cigarette in his hand, exhaled the last puff of smoke, and said slowly: "I will still marry Jingxia. If something like this happens, it is even more impossible for me to let her go. As long as she is willing, I will take good care of her lifetime."
When Sheng Yanxiao said this, he was very firm, maybe he was tired, maybe he was in pain, but nothing could change his love for Jingxia, nor his determination to marry her.
Feng Yi nodded, also screwed out the cigarette in his hand, and patted Sheng Yanxiao on the shoulder: "Yes, since the matter has already happened, we should find a way to make up for it in time. I believe Jingxia will understand your difficulty, and also Will understand you. We are still waiting for the wedding."
As a good brother, Feng Yi certainly hopes that Sheng Yanxiao can reap happiness and stop suffering like now.
But even after hearing such comfort, he didn't feel any joy. Instead, his gaze deepened: "You don't understand Jingxia... Over the years, she has endured a lot of pressure from my family, which has caused her to be afraid. You know Is it? That day, she obviously backed down from our relationship, and even wanted to give up. If I hadn't stopped her, she might have left and left me completely..."
Every time Sheng Yanxiao thought of what happened that night, he was in great pain.
"So much so that I said harsh things to her later. The first time I said those things to her, I was also emotional for a while. In fact, I didn't blame her in my heart. I am a man, and I can do anything for her..." Said At this point, Sheng Yanxiao's emotions were already very agitated, his voice choked up, and he was even a little speechless.
He took two deep breaths, and waited for a long time before he spoke again: "Actually, I regretted it after I said those words, I... Then Jing Xia left, and I didn't dare to look back at her back..."
Sheng Yanxiao's eye sockets were already wet, and it seemed that he was holding back the tears so that he could not let the tears fall: "Later, she fell on the road before taking two steps, and then our child was gone..."
Unable to bear it any longer, tears slowly rolled down Sheng Yanxiao's cheeks: "Is it... it's all my fault... I killed the child... I'm sorry for Jing Xia."
Speaking of this, he couldn't say a word anymore, his whole body was trembling, his forehead was stretched out with blue veins, his whole face was flushed from holding back, he leaned against the fence and gasped deeply.
No one else can empathize with his pain.
Feng Yi moved his lips and wanted to say something, but found that his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
At this moment, he felt that everything he said was too weak.I have no emotional experience, so naturally I can't understand his mood.But seeing him like this, Feng Yi felt unspeakably uncomfortable.
In the end, he just patted Sheng Yanxiao on the shoulder behind him: "It will be fine, it will be fine, it will be fine..." In the end, he could only say these words.
Sheng Yanxiao didn't say anything else, he just panted deeply on the spot like that, unable to recover for a long time.
If it is said that they are fighting against the family on behalf of the children born in a wealthy family, then obviously, at this stage, they have failed.
And it failed completely.
Not only were they injured, but their children were also sacrificed.
Sheng Yanxiao couldn't imagine what his life would be like without Jingxia, but he couldn't help thinking, what would it be like if Jingxia hadn't met him...
Wouldn't she have a miscarriage, wouldn't hurt her body, wouldn't be so sad, wouldn't cry like that...
He was even thinking that all Jing Xia's pain seemed to come from himself.And all his pain came from this feeling.
However, all happiness and happiness also come from each other.
If separated, he doesn't know how his future life will continue.
Thinking of this, Sheng Yanxiao's body trembled unconsciously, as if he had lost his whole world, the panic and pain could not be described in words.
Just when he was losing control of his emotions, the phone rang. Sheng Yanxiao saw that it was the landline of the ward.
"Mr. Sheng, Miss Jingxia is awake." It was the nurse's voice.
Upon hearing this, Sheng Yanxiao quickly reacted, turned around and ran towards the VIP building.
Realizing something, Feng Yi followed closely behind.
The two took the elevator upstairs together.
He almost rushed into the ward at the fastest speed, the moment he saw Jing Xia, Sheng Yanxiao froze in place.
He took a few breaths, trying to pull his thoughts back from the confession just now, and took two steps forward, but he didn't dare to get too close, just moving his steps not too far or too close, looking flustered.
"Jingxia..." Sheng Yanxiao called softly, his tone was very gentle, even full of caution.
He realized that he smelled of smoke all over his body, and even his mouth felt bitter, and he didn't dare to get too close because he was afraid that Jing Xia would be smoked.
"Where's our child..." Jing Xia's voice was very calm, but the all-seeing sadness in her eyes meant that she already knew.
Or, she felt... As a mother, no one knows better than her whether the child is still in her body.
"Child..." Sheng Yanxiao's voice was hoarse, and he was even more speechless when he met Shang Jingxia's gaze.
The nurse backed out with a wink. Although Feng Yi was worried about the situation of the two of them, it was their private matter after all. Only his absence could allow them to talk better.
In the end, Feng Yi also left the ward, leaving them enough space to get along.
For a while, there were only Sheng Yanxiao and Jing Xia in the huge ward.
Jing Che can be regarded as he watched him grow up. The little girl is kind and simple, and she is very principled. At her age, she will definitely stick to what she thinks is right, and she is not afraid of anything.
However, Sheng Yanxiao himself no longer had such courage and determination.
Facing the arrangement and oppression of his family, he seemed powerless to resist.
He is no longer the youthful and fearless age he was ten years ago, and he has experienced too many things in these years, and he seems to have lost the drive he had before.
And, most importantly, the source of his courage, his Jingxia... Maybe this time, they are really over...
In other words, Sheng Yanxiao himself was also tired, he was always overcoming all difficulties and walking towards her, but she was always afraid and always retreated, he moved forward, and she retreated.How could they get together like this...
Perhaps, they are destined to have nothing to do with each other...
Sheng Yanxiao was already at the door of Jing Che's ward, and wanted to knock on the door to enter, but he didn't move.
He was in a mess now, and finally, he took two steps back slowly, turned and left.
He was supposed to go back to Jingxia's ward, but Sheng Yanxiao didn't. Panting heavily, he walked to the end of the corridor and pressed the elevator to go downstairs.
He needs to take a break now, to take a breath.
In the ward, through the small window on the door, Feng Yi had already seen Sheng Yanxiao's figure. He has always been very keen, and he could see him even when it was not obvious, and he discovered him almost instantly. Something is wrong.
"Xiao Che, I'll go out for a while, and I'll be right back." Feng Yi was worried and wanted to take a look.
Although Jing Che didn't know what he was going for, he still didn't ask any further questions and just nodded.
Feng Yi knew that Sheng Yanxiao must not have returned to Jing Xia's ward, and he could even probably think of where he went.
Feng Yi took the elevator downstairs with a clear goal, and soon saw Sheng Yanxiao in the outdoor smoking area in the courtyard.
In a small open-air yard surrounded by wood in the backyard, there is only one figure inside, and that person is puffing.
Feng Yi stood still in the distance, paused for a moment, and finally walked forward slowly.
Sheng Yanxiao sensed that someone had also entered the smoking area, he turned around, a little surprised, he didn't expect to see Feng Yi here.He froze for a moment, then realized something, and handed him the cigarette.
Feng Yi didn't refuse either, took it, lit a cigarette, and smoked it too.
The two didn't speak for a while, they just put their arms on the fence, half bent, and smoked quietly.
They seldom indulged themselves in this way, smoked so intensively and heavily, but at the moment, there was really nothing to relieve their sorrow and pain.
Especially Sheng Yanxiao, who had just smoked the cigarette butts in the ashtray on the table.
Feng Yi had seen it a long time ago, and didn't say anything to persuade him, instead, he vented with him.
Soon, after smoking the cigarette in his hand, Feng Yi took out his own cigarette and handed it to Sheng Yanxiao. Naturally, the two of them have never been polite to each other, and they will not be so clear about this kind of matter.
After the second cigarette was lit, Feng Yi calmly took a puff, and then exhaled the smoke naturally from his nose and mouth. For a moment, there was a cloud of smoke between the two, and the eyes and expressions of each other were not very clear.
Taking advantage of this gap, Feng Yi really turned his gaze to look at Sheng Yanxiao, but the other party just stared into the distance indifferently, as if he didn't notice his gaze, or, he noticed it, but didn't respond.
"Just now, in the ward, I saw you outside the door." Feng Yi said slowly, he understood Sheng Yanxiao's pain, even if he didn't look at him, he could understand, after all, he was a brother for so many years.
Sheng Yanxiao gasped weakly, and exhaled the smoke for a long time, as if his sorrow was like the smoke, which could not be exhausted nor erased.
"You guessed that I would be here?" He finally just opened his mouth slowly, knowing that the main point of Feng Yi's words was not these, but he still couldn't face it directly.
"Well," Feng Yi nodded: "You can only be in this place." Based on the understanding they have been brothers for so many years, Feng Yi's intuition guided him to come here.
Sheng Yanxiao didn't answer, and just continued to smoke the cigarette in his hand.
"Next, what do you plan to do?" Feng Yi finally opened his mouth. Those who do big things will not be so entangled in the past, he is more concerned about what to do in the future.
Sheng Yanxiao wringed out the cigarette in his hand, exhaled the last puff of smoke, and said slowly: "I will still marry Jingxia. If something like this happens, it is even more impossible for me to let her go. As long as she is willing, I will take good care of her lifetime."
When Sheng Yanxiao said this, he was very firm, maybe he was tired, maybe he was in pain, but nothing could change his love for Jingxia, nor his determination to marry her.
Feng Yi nodded, also screwed out the cigarette in his hand, and patted Sheng Yanxiao on the shoulder: "Yes, since the matter has already happened, we should find a way to make up for it in time. I believe Jingxia will understand your difficulty, and also Will understand you. We are still waiting for the wedding."
As a good brother, Feng Yi certainly hopes that Sheng Yanxiao can reap happiness and stop suffering like now.
But even after hearing such comfort, he didn't feel any joy. Instead, his gaze deepened: "You don't understand Jingxia... Over the years, she has endured a lot of pressure from my family, which has caused her to be afraid. You know Is it? That day, she obviously backed down from our relationship, and even wanted to give up. If I hadn't stopped her, she might have left and left me completely..."
Every time Sheng Yanxiao thought of what happened that night, he was in great pain.
"So much so that I said harsh things to her later. The first time I said those things to her, I was also emotional for a while. In fact, I didn't blame her in my heart. I am a man, and I can do anything for her..." Said At this point, Sheng Yanxiao's emotions were already very agitated, his voice choked up, and he was even a little speechless.
He took two deep breaths, and waited for a long time before he spoke again: "Actually, I regretted it after I said those words, I... Then Jing Xia left, and I didn't dare to look back at her back..."
Sheng Yanxiao's eye sockets were already wet, and it seemed that he was holding back the tears so that he could not let the tears fall: "Later, she fell on the road before taking two steps, and then our child was gone..."
Unable to bear it any longer, tears slowly rolled down Sheng Yanxiao's cheeks: "Is it... it's all my fault... I killed the child... I'm sorry for Jing Xia."
Speaking of this, he couldn't say a word anymore, his whole body was trembling, his forehead was stretched out with blue veins, his whole face was flushed from holding back, he leaned against the fence and gasped deeply.
No one else can empathize with his pain.
Feng Yi moved his lips and wanted to say something, but found that his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
At this moment, he felt that everything he said was too weak.I have no emotional experience, so naturally I can't understand his mood.But seeing him like this, Feng Yi felt unspeakably uncomfortable.
In the end, he just patted Sheng Yanxiao on the shoulder behind him: "It will be fine, it will be fine, it will be fine..." In the end, he could only say these words.
Sheng Yanxiao didn't say anything else, he just panted deeply on the spot like that, unable to recover for a long time.
If it is said that they are fighting against the family on behalf of the children born in a wealthy family, then obviously, at this stage, they have failed.
And it failed completely.
Not only were they injured, but their children were also sacrificed.
Sheng Yanxiao couldn't imagine what his life would be like without Jingxia, but he couldn't help thinking, what would it be like if Jingxia hadn't met him...
Wouldn't she have a miscarriage, wouldn't hurt her body, wouldn't be so sad, wouldn't cry like that...
He was even thinking that all Jing Xia's pain seemed to come from himself.And all his pain came from this feeling.
However, all happiness and happiness also come from each other.
If separated, he doesn't know how his future life will continue.
Thinking of this, Sheng Yanxiao's body trembled unconsciously, as if he had lost his whole world, the panic and pain could not be described in words.
Just when he was losing control of his emotions, the phone rang. Sheng Yanxiao saw that it was the landline of the ward.
"Mr. Sheng, Miss Jingxia is awake." It was the nurse's voice.
Upon hearing this, Sheng Yanxiao quickly reacted, turned around and ran towards the VIP building.
Realizing something, Feng Yi followed closely behind.
The two took the elevator upstairs together.
He almost rushed into the ward at the fastest speed, the moment he saw Jing Xia, Sheng Yanxiao froze in place.
He took a few breaths, trying to pull his thoughts back from the confession just now, and took two steps forward, but he didn't dare to get too close, just moving his steps not too far or too close, looking flustered.
"Jingxia..." Sheng Yanxiao called softly, his tone was very gentle, even full of caution.
He realized that he smelled of smoke all over his body, and even his mouth felt bitter, and he didn't dare to get too close because he was afraid that Jing Xia would be smoked.
"Where's our child..." Jing Xia's voice was very calm, but the all-seeing sadness in her eyes meant that she already knew.
Or, she felt... As a mother, no one knows better than her whether the child is still in her body.
"Child..." Sheng Yanxiao's voice was hoarse, and he was even more speechless when he met Shang Jingxia's gaze.
The nurse backed out with a wink. Although Feng Yi was worried about the situation of the two of them, it was their private matter after all. Only his absence could allow them to talk better.
In the end, Feng Yi also left the ward, leaving them enough space to get along.
For a while, there were only Sheng Yanxiao and Jing Xia in the huge ward.
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