As deep as you are as hell

"If it's not unhappy, then it's being bullied?"

The first thing he saw of me was my scarlet eyes, standing like a statue in the crowd.

There were people coming and going on the street, and Chu Ting and I sat side by side in the driver's seat and the co-pilot, which made me feel like we were an ordinary couple in the vast world.

I shook my head hastily, and drove away all these charming and unrealistic thoughts.

His deep eyes still fell on me, and his gaze was very complicated, at least I couldn't guess it.

I opened my mouth and finally said nothing.

Chu Ting tacitly didn't ask anything.

On Tuesday, I quietly went back to the suburbs.

A long distance away, I also held up a black umbrella standing in the rain curtain.

The mother was wearing a long black dress with a white rose pinned in front of her, but her face was expressionless.

The raindrops bounced on the umbrella surface, and finally condensed into scratches and slipped off the tombstone.

The three characters "Chen Qilian" are strong and strong, and the name on the stone tablet erected in the adjacent tomb is exactly my father Chen Zemin.

I couldn't tell how sad I was, but I bent down and pinched my throat fiercely, trying to vomit out the inexplicable emotion that was choked in my neck.

A pair of big hands supported my soft waist from behind, and the warmth was transmitted through the thin fabric.

He wanted to break the hand that was pinching my throat, but I pinched harder and harder. It seemed that my slender and fragile neck could be broken by me in an instant.

I was taken into a warm and broad embrace by force, but my eyes were unfocused, and my tears fell drop by drop like broken beads.

No matter what emotions tell me, I really need this hug.

Smelling that familiar yet unfamiliar smell, I knew it was Chu Ting. I didn't know why he appeared here, and I didn't want to ask.

Because I just need a hug and a hug.

After I calmed down, I pulled away from his embrace, looked at the dark cloth on Chu Ting's shoulder guiltily, and said anxiously, "Mr. Chu, otherwise I'll wash it for you." This dress? Or am I paying you money?"

He seemed unconvinced: "Do you know the price of this suit?"

I shook my head.

"5 yuan, do you think you can afford it?"

Five, 5 yuan for a piece of clothing? I tried my best to retract my jaw and suppress my surprise.

I shook my head again honestly, don’t say I have so much money, but my mother needs money, and the house needs money to go to court, [-] is already a huge amount of money for me!

Especially since I don't have a job right now.

I rubbed my hands together and looked down.

"Let's go. They're coming this way." For some reason, Chu Ting's words also contained an overwhelming sadness.

From a distance, I glanced at my mother and left Chu Ting full of nostalgia and reluctance.

That night, I cried my eyes into walnuts. The tears all night wet the end of my eyes and never dried up.

The next day, Aunt Shen was shocked when she saw my pale face, huge eye bags and eye circles.

"Miss, what happened? You still have a child in your stomach. No matter what, you can't abuse your body for the sake of the child."

I nodded casually, looked at the four words "Engagement Ceremony" in the note on the phone calendar, and went to wash my face resignedly.

The venue was set at Qingmao Building. Pure white roses covered the entire venue, matching the green grass.

Balloons and garlands are clustered, and the photos of Chu Ting and Tang Tinglu cuddling together are conspicuous and eye-catching.

I found a seat at random and sat down. In fact, due to the large number of people, it was divided into two venues.One venue is a real-time venue, and all the guests are relatives and friends of the Chu and Tang families.

The other venue is a live broadcast venue, where the entire ceremony is played on a huge screen.

Desserts on the table are dripping, but more people drink from wine.

I can't drink, so I had a blast eating dessert.

I coveted a piece of Magnum Vanilla Ice Cream, and I was stretching out my hand, but I didn't expect another hand with knuckles to hold the side of the plate at the same time as I did.

My gaze moved up, but I didn't expect the other party to greet me first.

"Miss Chen, long time no see." He let go of his hand in a gentlemanly manner.

I haven't seen him for a while, but Hou Han's hair has grown a bit longer, making his eyebrows and eyes more profound.

I greeted him with a smile: "Mr. Hou, long time no see."

I suddenly remembered that I can't eat ice, and I can't take away things that people love, so I pushed the plate over, and Hou Han didn't refuse.

"Miss Chen didn't rest well last night?"

Although I put on makeup, it still couldn't completely cover my eye circles and red and swollen eyes.

"I have encountered some troubles recently."

Hou Han and I were chatting casually, and his words were advanced and retreated in a proper manner, and it was very comfortable to chat with him.

The topic somehow came to Jin Ye.

"Ono seems to like you, but in fact, you two are a good match when you stand together."

I seem to have heard a joke: "Boss Hou is joking, we are really friends. And I have a child in my stomach, don't you rich families be willing to let me bring my baby and marry into a rich family?"

Regarding family face issues, the younger generation has never been allowed to decide for themselves, so I feel ridiculous at this moment.

"The Jin family is different." Hou Han frowned slightly: "Back then, the daughter of the Ye family... Forget it, Ms. Chen will just treat me as a slip of the tongue after drinking."

While speaking, he really punished himself with a cup.

In the blink of an eye, the night fell, and the distant sky was covered with thick black.

Most of the guests at the first venue dispersed, and the live broadcast venue said that Mr. Chu would reward all the staff and invite us to dinner.

Wellington Steak, Michelin Beef Bowl, Italian Salmon Set...It looks like a lot of money has been spent.

And Tang Tinglu and Chu Ting toasted table by table, thanking the staff for accompanying him in these years.

When I came to our table, I wanted to replace the wine with water, but Tang Tinglu stuffed a glass of brandy in my hand.

"Miss Chen is a little dishonest." Tang Tinglu said meaningfully.

Well, I thought that if I chose to sit in a remote corner, no one would notice me, but it turned out that in the eyes of some people, no matter what, I seemed to automatically bring a two-hundred-watt light bulb.

I sighed: "Did Miss Tang know that I was pregnant?"

It is not advisable to drink alcohol during pregnancy, Tang Tinglu was pushed to a slightly delicate situation by my words.

Tonight she is as proud as a peacock with its tail open, covered in jewels, high-profile and luxurious Chanel white suit, outlining a pair of slender white legs.

She insisted on giving me the brandy. As we struggled, the liquid in the cup swirled out and poured all over Tang Tinglu's body.

"what--"

Large patches of flowers dripped down her collarbone.

in the locker room.

Tang Tinglu's voice seemed bewitching: "Brother Chu Ting, do you want to help Lulu change her clothes?"

"Brother Chu Ting, don't be shy. We will get married within a year at the latest. Isn't it justifiable for this kind of thing to happen?"

I stood at the door with my clothes in my hands, wondering if I should open the door and go in.

The glass of brandy that was accidentally spilled while struggling just now made Tang Tinglu unable to get off the stage in public. Her face turned from white to red, and she looked so aggrieved that she could not get angry.

I don't know what she suddenly thought of, her complexion turned from cloudy to sunny again, and she politely asked me if I could find a set of clothes for her to change into.

Now that the clothes are found, I don't know whether people want to wear them or not.

There was a low meimei laugh suddenly in the locker room, Tang Tinglu was hugged by Chu Ting and fell on the bed.

Tang Tinglu took the initiative to put her hands around Chu Ting's neck, with a sweet look on her face.

Next, I could also think about the direction of the matter, but I really didn't want to hear their private affairs, so I put down my clothes and left.

At the end of every meal, it will become a reception, where the toasts are mixed and the wine is full of wind.

I just watched the grotesque scene quietly, thinking about when I could get out and leave.

Looking at the bustling crowd, I suddenly felt lonely. My mother acted like she could understand my divorce that day, but after my stepfather got angry and had a heart attack, my mother treated me like a stranger.

In a bad mood, I ordered a few low-alcohol cocktails and sipped them in small sips.

The alcohol hadn't anesthetized the cranial nerves, and the first thing to wet the end of the eyes was the big tear.

I just thought that my stepfather died because of me, and my heart felt as if a big hand had firmly grasped it, and I couldn't breathe.

I drank until I didn't know what night it was, and I stood up staggeringly, my eyes were blurred, and I couldn't figure out where I was going.

A colleague offered to take me home, but I shook my head and refused straightforwardly: "No, it's not easy to take a taxi where I live, and it's also remote."

The colleague smiled and shook his head, and asked the waiter to bring me a glass of hangover soup.

I was exhausted and fell back on the sofa.

I can feel the silence around me, many people are laughing and laughing and saying see you tomorrow, but what I feel more clearly is the cold smell of pine wood around me.

"Who told you to drink? Huh?" The man's words suppressed the faint anger.

I patted his hand impatiently, his fingertips were icy cold, and when he wiped the corner of his lips for me, I shivered for a moment.

"Drink as much as you want." Jiu Zhuang was cowardly, if it was different, how would I dare to say such things to my boss?
"I'll take you back." Chu Ting lowered his brows, and his long eyelashes cast a shadow.

I pushed him away, stood up unsteadily, and walked outside: "Thank you, Mr. Chu, but no need, I can go back by myself."

Chu Ting followed me step by step.

He is so good-looking, like a character who seems to have stepped out of the TV, and the night is spreading behind him.

I staggered, staggered and fell forward: "Ah——"

He tried to hold me, but I pushed him away.Alcohol numbs the nerves, causing a splitting headache.

Being supported by him, I raised my head, stared at him with red eyes, and said in an aggrieved tone: "Mr. Chu, I have no home."

Although I didn't often go back to accompany my mother and stepfather before, their life was smooth after all.

If I could hold back a bit and act more in front of my mother, wouldn't this result be the same?

Salty tears ran across my cheeks, falling brightly.

Chu Ting's tone carried a bit of coaxing meaning of unknown origin: "Let's talk about it when we go back."

I shook my head: "I don't want to go back, the villa is so big, I'm the only one."

After a pause, I continued: "I feel like a canary trapped in a cage, but I don't know who that caged bird is."

If I leave Qiushan Villa, I will probably be arrested as well.I still need to do regular inspections, but I don't know who will send the documents.

I remembered that I had put on makeup, and after crying embarrassingly now, my makeup must be very scary, so I hurriedly searched for the makeup remover cotton in my bag.

One thing fell out with my movements, it was the string of black prayer beads stained with blood!
Chu Ting's eyes suddenly darkened, but I didn't notice his strangeness.