As deep as you are as hell

I could hear his breathing, but I didn't know what he was thinking, until a sentence that sounded like a joke suddenly came into my ears: "Sister Jiaojiao, I'm serious, otherwise the two of us can make do with each other." How about living? You know the true face of that hypocrite Chu Ting, so you can’t stay by his side anymore, right?”

And if Chu Ting knows that I have done these things, can he really let me go?
The purslane porridge was a little cold. Aunt Shen knew that I was addicted to sweetness, so I added more sugar, but now it tastes weird.

People are like this too.

"Jin Ye, although I haven't mentioned it, do you think I really forgot about Qin Lang?" For such a long life, I can't always make do with my life.

At the end of that meal, I forgot who hung up the phone first.

It's just that after finishing the porridge, I felt pain in my stomach, which was vague, not serious, and I didn't care.

I finally didn’t have to go to work. I was bored in the Akiyama villa, so I planned to go out for a stroll. I didn’t expect to pass by a mother and baby store, and I entered the store unconsciously and started picking up children’s clothes.

If the fetus in my womb can be born smoothly, then I will probably be in December when I give birth.And the baby's autumn and winter clothes in this store are really cute. Before I knew it, I had several sets of suits in my shopping basket.

"Hey, how can I meet Ms. Chen here? Should I say that it's not friends who don't get together, or should I boast that our fate is a coincidence?" Ji Jiarui held Chu Ting's arm, and the two of them walked together In this way, no defense broke into my sight.

My tone was blunt, but I think it was mainly because I met Chu Ting: "This store is not opened by Ms. Ji's family. I can come, Ms. Ji can come, anyone can come. So we are here It’s not unusual for this to happen.”

Ji Jiarui laughed again as if she thought my statement was fresh, but she didn't continue to quarrel with me on this topic.

She took out her mobile phone and showed me a new Weibo post she had recently posted—it was a fruit plate decorated with heart-shaped apple pieces.

The comment section was full of comments, all speculating that Chu Ting cut the apple for her, and even praised the two for their daily sugar intake exceeding the standard.

Ji Jiarui also seemed to have the intention to show off to me, but she just made a fuss: "What do you think of this fruit plate, Ms. Chen?"

I picked out my clothes and was about to go to the front desk to check out, but when I passed them, it was Ji Jiarui's shoulder that bumped into me first.

I stared at the photo carefully for several times, and finally said seriously: "Miss Ji must be very tired to peel the apples like this by herself? See, you have band-aids on your hands."

"Oh, and when I went shopping with Chu Ting in the past, he would take the initiative to hold my hand. Like Miss Ji, he took the initiative to take the man's arms, as if he was afraid of being robbed by others, I have rarely seen it before."

Chu Ting's expression changed somewhat, but when he heard me mention the word "before", he remained silent as usual.

When I walked to the front desk, my voice was not loud, but it was just enough for Chu Ting and the others to hear me. "Bill, please."

I know that Ji Jiarui is different from people like Tang Tinglu and Zhu Qianqian. She wanted to embarrass me, but she just thought it was fun like a cat teasing a mouse.

To put it bluntly, she just treats me as a pastime for her to relieve boredom in her boring life.

The main difference is that Ji Jiarui doesn't like Chu Ting.

I can see these relationships clearly.That's why I didn't expect that Ji Jiarui would chase after him at this time, and a wad of cash was thrown on the table at the same time.

"I settled her account for her." The next sentence was addressed to me, "Take it as my resignation gift to you. By the way, I still don't remember your name, You lost your job, and you have children...is it hard work alone?"

Why would I buy these baby and toddler clothes if I don't have kids?
It's just that Ji Jiarui doesn't know who the child in my belly belongs to.

"Why do you suddenly lose your eloquence? Or is what I said is the truth and you have nothing to say?" Her eyes were clearly filled with a warm smile like a spring day, but what bloomed was the winter breeze. Snow.

"I found someone to check on you these days, only to find out that you have been divorced a long time ago." She shook her head, as if she couldn't figure out why Chu Ting would fall in love with someone like me, and said mischievously : "Let's lose your job, let alone, I'm actually quite happy."

"Then according to what Miss Ji said, should I thank you?"

I only realized it later, I didn't plan to have this child for a long time, so why do I still have to buy these sets of clothes now?
Ji Jiarui was about to continue making fun of me, but suddenly Chu Ting pinched her wrist: "Three hours are up, I'll ask Cheng Xunsheng to take Miss Ji back."

Chu Ting treated Ji Jiarui with courtesy, but he never spoke to her in a discussive tone.

"I haven't said a few words yet, do you love her so much?" Ji Jiarui carried her bag, her eyes turned around me a few more times, and then her fingers tickled Chu Ting's heart, as if reluctant to part with her. .

"Remember, the real crisis in Yuanshui has not been resolved yet. If scandals continue to spread, even if Gu Peicheng begs me, I will not come to help you."

Chu Ting didn't speak, and didn't propose to send Ji Jiarui off, but followed me step by step.

"Where do you want to go next?" Chu Ting spoke first, easing the atmosphere.

We clearly walk side by side, but like two strangers.My words were also cold: "Go to the company, I left something there."

"You wait at the door, and I'll send someone to help you out."

"Could it be that Mr. Chu is avoiding suspicion to this extent now? It's just taking one thing." I sneered.

I can't understand Chu Ting's expression, but I have rarely seen a smile on his face recently: "You don't have a work permit, so you can't get in with your face. If I take you in, it's inevitable that people will gossip again."

"Anyway, Mr. Chu is afraid that I will tarnish your reputation. If more rumors spread to Ji's family, won't it really stop Mr. Chu's progress?"

The things I want to take are not expensive, just the notes I made during the days of work, so I don't want to borrow someone else's hands.

Chu Ting sighed, and didn't explain to me again this time, he won't be engaged to Ji Jiarui, and he won't have any affair with other women.

The car slowly stopped at the gate of Yuanshui, before getting out of the car door, Chu Ting suddenly leaned over.

I unknowingly froze when I unbuttoned my seat belt, and my breathing felt like I was suffocating.

But Chu Ting just put a mask on me, covering most of my face.Then he asked me to wait in his office for a while, and he went to fetch the notebook for me himself.

I have already resigned, and everyone in the company knows that I was forced to leave by Ji Jiarui. If I reappear in the office at this time, I will feel a little embarrassed about myself.

So I accepted Chu Ting's suggestion.

The heights are extremely cold, and when looking out from the bay window, the pedestrians on the street are only as big as rice grains.And Chu Ting didn't know how many days and nights he just stood here, watching the ordinary and unattainable warmth with cold eyes.

I sat where Chu Ting usually sits, and when I looked up, I saw the wallpaper on the computer screen, it was actually a photo of me and Chu Ting together, I never saved a photo of the two of us in the same frame in my phone.

How could he have?

There is also a notebook on the edge of the table. On the page sandwiched by the bookmark, there is only one sentence in strong pen, and it is also a love sentence.

"My life has been bumpy, but only when I met you, like a bird throwing itself into the woods and a whale facing the sea, I finally found a place to stay."

I recognized it was Chu Ting's handwriting, and my heart seemed to be strangled by thin threads. It turns out that Chu Ting fell in love with Ji Jiarui so quickly?

He also prepared this love story for Ji Jiarui?
But what I can't get after spending so much effort and thought, it turns out that someone got it so easily.

Open the small cabinet under the table, the black prayer beads and various materials are still stored in it, and there is no trace of movement.

I took a big mouthful of breath, only to feel the pain in my heart that forced the tears out of the corners of my eyes, and as soon as I let go, the string of black Buddhist beads fell to the ground, and the beads scattered.

One of the beads rolled to the side of the door and was picked up again by a pair of bony hands.

The sunset spreads the sky, and the setting sun is like blood.

I straightened up, bumped into Chu Ting's dark and deep eyes, and felt a coolness from my back.

"Do you have anything to say?"

Obviously I gave him many chances to confess, didn't I?

"Take me for a fool, is it fun?"

So much affectionate drama, it turns out they were all staged!
"When did you start counting on me? Was it my birthday on February [-]th, or earlier? There were so many people at the reception that day, why did you choose me impartially?!"

"Because of this incident, I lost my job, and I always thought that I was ashamed of Qin Lang." My words began to choke, "I have been ridiculed by my colleagues in the company for being indiscreet in my private life. My former mother-in-law also spoke ill of me Xiang Xiang, repeatedly publicized the family ugliness to everyone, and made me make a fool of myself in front of everyone."

"Everyone said that in this marriage, I was the first to make mistakes, and I was the first to cuckold Qin Lang..." I beat my lower abdomen hard, crying until I couldn't make a sound.

Chu Ting grabbed my hands in time and forced me to calm down: "Chen Jiao! The past is not important, and I am already making up for you in my own way."

make up?

I seem to have heard some big joke: "So you didn't deny that the man in the hotel was you, right? Then you arranged me to work in Yuanshui and let me be your regular female companion, all because of You're guilty of me, aren't you?"

It was as if there was an invisible sharp knife stabbing my heart one knife at a time.

My heart is riddled with holes, and the wind blows in from the outside world, passing over the boundless wilderness in my heart.

I broke free from Chu Ting's shackles and kept stepping back, looking at Chu Ting with guarded and vigilant eyes.

And in my mind, there is only one conclusion repeating. It turns out that from the beginning to the end, Chu Ting has never really been interested in me. The days he stayed by my side and everything he did for me were all because of him. Ashamed of me.