President Fu's double ex-wife

"Kiss with me?" Shu Xin's words stopped Yu Shuangyan from asking, she thought about it suspiciously, and finally shook her head and replied: "Not necessarily, the child is still very clingy to his father."

"I don't think so." Shu Xin smiled mysteriously, and began to enlighten Yu Shuangyan, "Anyway, it's impossible for the two of you in the future, so the child must choose a follower. I know you must be reluctant, so find a way to let the child I choose to be with you!"

"..." Yu Shuangyan responded silently, and after colliding with Shu Xin's earnest eyes, she pulled the corner of her mouth and looked away.

"You haven't thought about this question yet, have you?" Shu Xin exclaimed in surprise.

"Oh, keep your voice down, I'm going deaf." Waiting for her helplessly, Yu Shuangyan explained: "Of course I thought about it, but... let alone the issue of child custody, I am reluctant to bear it first." His childhood was incomplete."

"So you want to act as a loving couple with Fu Liangchuan in his so-called childhood? That's not what you said today." Shu Xin coolly recalled what she said today, and asked, "What about the media? Now the media are everywhere. Longer, what kind of clues are found, what kind of person are you going to do?"

"Comfortable..."

"Actually, I know that I shouldn't have said these things, but!" She suddenly blushed, and her voice began to choke: "Qiu Lianyu has worried about so many things for you, can we not let him..."

She was so choked up suddenly that she couldn't speak, Yu Shuangyan put down her chopsticks.He stared at her for a while, finally sighed helplessly, and stretched out his hand to wrap her in his arms.

"Okay...I promise you."

Like a person, can really be so humble for him, she has experienced it, so she empathizes with it, so she can't say even a word of rejection.

"Did you go to Laiguang?" After a long time, after Shu Xin's mood stabilized, Yu Shuangyan asked softly.

"Ah."

Shu Xin felt embarrassed, her hairy head rested on Yushuangyan's shoulder, she covered her face and refused to get up.

"Lian Yu..."

Shu Xin knew what she wanted to ask, and answered slowly: "He was drinking non-stop, and with those so-called reporters, he drank half a glass of wine in one gulp, your male assistant kept persuading him, He couldn't listen at all."

Yushuangyan's eye sockets suddenly became moist, hot tears overflowed from the lacrimal glands, and almost flowed down in front of Shu Xin's face.

"Shuangyan, if I tell you this, you don't think I'm selfish and unfair to you, do you?"

They are obviously friends with each other, but because of the so-called admiration, everything becomes complicated.

"No." Yushuangyan shook her head, and said solemnly: "I hope the people I love are happy, and I can understand your feelings."

"I'm sorry." However, Shu Xin still insisted on apologizing, "If one day, I mean... if you have to return to Fu Liangchuan for various reasons, I might be angry, but I will try to understand."

"Why is there such an if?" Yu Shuangyan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, pulled her out of her arms, and looked into her eyes seriously to defend herself: "When did I stop counting what I said?"

"...I'm just afraid."

"What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that Qiu Lianyu will be sad?"

……

Shu Xin stopped talking, her silent attitude said everything, Yu Shuangyan suddenly felt very angry.

She used to think that she had suffered the most deep-rooted injury in the world, so she would take all emotional problems lightly. Whether it is blindness, loss of self, or even willingness to give up everything or even dignity for love, she can smile. Instead, she gave what she thought was the solution.

But when this problem happened to someone close to her, she still couldn't help getting angry.

"Shu Xin, this is really unfair to me." She looked at her only best friend solemnly, her dark and bright eyes had never been so serious and sad.

"Sorry……"

Shu Xin suppressed her mouth to apologize, and tried her best to smile to make herself not look so sad.

"I had a showdown with Lian Yu a long time ago. It was impossible for me and him, and he accepted it. Both of us are constantly working hard to make us become friends without quarrels and indispensable relatives. But what do you say?" If so, all our efforts will be determined."

Shu Xin looked at her with tears in her eyes, and carefully pulled her sleeve to apologize: "Are you angry? I'm sorry...I apologize to you."

"You still don't understand what I'm talking about, do you?" Taking advantage of the gap of silence to let go of the anger she didn't know where to vent, she continued to ask in a soft voice,
Shu Xin shook her head aggrievedly, then nodded in a trance, and she knew that she didn't understand at all.

Yu Shuangyan took a deep breath, sat down again and took Shu Xin's hand, guiding her: "Shu Xin, be brave, even if the other party is Qiu Lianyu, so what, you are awesome!"

When I first met Shu Xin, she was still a little girl who was not good at words, shy and slow to respond. Yu Shuangyan had just transferred to Lincheng, and she was bullied by others on the first day she met.

The children in junior high school are the most noisy, and they form cliques and think they are special. Yushuangyan, who just entered the school, looked at the girl who was pulled by a group of girls and accidentally fell to the ground, and wanted to step forward to help her. However, the battle in front of her still made her flinch when she just came to Lincheng.

Qiu Lianyu, who happened to be passing by, saw it, maybe at first he just felt that this group of people blocked the way, said "get out of the way" and was about to pass by, and then saw Yushuang beside him who was hesitant to speak.

Everyone fell silent, Yushuangyan looked at the time, stepped forward to pull Shu Xin up on the ground, and then quickly left the chaotic scene.

Afterwards, the two of them quickly became good friends, and Shu Xin has loved drawing since then. It is estimated that the time spent drawing with pencils on weekdays is longer than the time spent listening to lectures in class.

Yushuangyan once asked her why she likes painting so much, and she replied: because she can express things that she cannot express in words.

Yu Shuangyan admits this sentence until now, Shu Xin now looks cheerful, bright, considerate and lively, but she has decided from her childhood experience that she has never been the kind of confident and flamboyant person.

Her own world, her own small thoughts, are far more, more exciting, or—more fragile than what she shows.

And it was at that time that not only Yushuangyan, but also Qiu Lianyu appeared in Shuxin's world.

Qiu Lianyu is the senior of their two years. For that kind of private school with strict management, the possibility of meeting again is very low, let alone further communication.

However, for some reason, Qiu Lianyu began to appear in front of them frequently, or strictly speaking, beside Yushuangyan, and then, for more than ten years, he came like this.

"Shu Xin, promise me that you will dare to pursue your own happiness, okay?" Yu Shuangyan looked at this girl who had worried her for many years, with big round eyes, a face with baby fat, a small and delicate nose and Mouth, the typical appearance of an oriental beauty, but her face is blocked by a pair of huge black-rimmed glasses that ruin the scenery, so that at first glance, she doesn't look brilliant at all.

"I see." Sniffing, Shu Xin hugged her hand tightly, the strong nasal voice made her voice soft and soft, very cute.

"Also, I've wanted to talk about you for a long time because of your appearance. Whose girl doesn't care about herself?" He took off her glasses, wiped off the tears on her face with a tissue, and pushed her away. Going to the mirror, pointing to the shadow in the mirror, she began to scold like a mother: "Are you staying up late every day? Look at the pores on your face! And bags under the eyes!"

As an artist, you must always pay attention to your physical condition, so that when she stared at Shu Xin carefully, she only felt that she needed to clean up her whole body.

"Isn't the nature of my job special..." Shu Xin retorted softly, as if Yu Shuangyan might have heard it.

"What? Staying up late to catch up on drafts? That's not the reason why you don't care about yourself!" Yu Shuangyan tied up her fluffy shoulder-length short hair, leaving a little messy hair on her ear temples, and flipped her bangs again , casually found a clip for her to fix, and after tidying it up for a long time, she nodded in satisfaction and said, "How beautiful it is!"

There is no blemish on the face, the small lips are not pimple but vermilion, the slender willow eyebrows are not dyed but dark, she looks like a little beauty, Yu Shuangyan feels that she is wasting her good genes.

"...The key is that I can't see it." She stared at the mirror in a daze for a few times, then looked back at her with aggrieved eyes.

"Will you wear contact lenses?"

"……Won't."

"How much are you reading now?"

"700..."

The transformation plan has a long way to go, and it took Yushuang Yanhua several seconds to realize the reality. She supported the wall, picked up her glasses from the table, put them on the bridge of her nose again, and asked: "From tomorrow To start, learn to wear contact lenses when you're outside and show your kind eyes."

"Ah?" Shu Xin frowned, wondering: "I've worn it before, but I can't poke it in... After trying it once, I feel like my eyes are going to go blind!"

"No."

"..."

Yushuangyan suddenly became so strong, which made Shu Xin quite uncomfortable. Although she still resisted in her heart, she still agreed?
She has always liked to hide in her own safe zone, insulated from anything unfamiliar to her, and it is best not to touch it for the rest of her life.

But she knew very well that this was wrong, since she couldn't get out by herself, then let it be and let Yushuangyan pull her forcibly.

In fact, her heart is probably also quietly looking forward to a brand new self, longing for a braver self.

Yu Shuangyan stood behind Shu Xin, she could clearly see Shu Xin's hesitation, but after all the uncertainty faded away, what was left was a dazzling light, the kind that burst out from the inside out, wanting to change good longing.

"Remember to wear contact lenses tomorrow!"

"Ah? I... I'll try my best."