It's not too late to love: Young Master Fu spoils his wife with strength

Over there, Xinyu sat on a chair with a dim expression, not knowing what he was thinking.

After Qi Ning finished speaking, she didn't respond for a long time, Qi Ning had no choice but to call out again.

"It's time to take your medicine."

Xinyu raised his head, and turned his head in his direction.

"Qi Ning."

Qi Ning walked over and sat down beside her.

",You came."

Her voice is very soft, and since she can remember things, her personality seems to be more and more like that year.

"Well, hurry up and take your medicine."

As he spoke, he handed the medicine in front of her.

Xinyu stretched out his hand and groped a few times before taking the medicine in Qi Ning's hand.

"I really can't escape every day." She said with some emotion.

"Take the medicine well. Although the effect is not obvious, you still have to continue taking it."

"I don't think it's necessary, but ah, I can't escape."

Qi Ning glanced at her: "Hurry up and eat. Maybe it will be effective if you eat it."

Xinyu smiled lightly, and finally swallowed the medicine in his hand.

"Okay, that's fine." She said helplessly.

Seeing that Qi Ning nodded in satisfaction, he looked away.

"It seems to be slowly warming up here."

"Well, it seems that it's not as cold as the previous period of time."

Xinyu laughed silently.

"Hey, maybe I can't even see the spring blossoms."

Qi Ning's mood sank.

"You can still see a little, you won't be completely blind."

How could Xinyu not know that this is comfort.

"I know you are trying to comfort me. After returning from Prague, my eyesight is getting worse and worse. Recently, I am almost completely blind. In fact, I know that I may really lose my sight."

Qi Ning lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time.

Xinyu didn't want to put too much invisible pressure on him.

"But it's okay. It's the best thing to remember what happened and live a carefree life here."

Qi Ning's thoughts were mixed.

"It's okay. A few days ago, Fu Chengxun called to say that the research over there has made progress, and there should be good news soon."

When Fu Chengxun was mentioned, Xinyu's thoughts became a little heavy.

"Is he still caring about my affairs?"

Qi Ning crossed his legs, with a leisurely posture: "Well, he went back there to urge the people there to study medicine faster."

"My situation is so simple."

"It is because it is not simple that he is like this."

Xinyu lowered his head, put his left hand on his right unconsciously: "Actually, it's not necessary."

"What's not necessary?" he asked.

"He didn't have to give time to my heart."

"Are you saying that, are you still unwilling to forgive him?"

"Should I forgive?"

Qi Ning said nothing, just looked at her.

Xinyu went on to say: "When I have nothing to remember, I always feel that those things have nothing to do with me, and I can't remember them. It’s a big relationship. But I can remember it now, and at the same time, those things have touched me more and more deeply, and I can’t do it. Under such circumstances, I still say forgiveness to him.”

Qi Ning's eyes fell on her, he struggled for a while, and then asked: "Is it because you think he has never been nice to you, and it was the reason for the hurt from the beginning to the end?"

Xinyu maintained one movement, and the words he said were straightforward.

"It doesn't matter if it hurts or anything else, in the future, I still hope that my life has nothing to do with him."

"Elegy." He seldom called her by that old name, and when he did, he would definitely be talking about something important.

"Ah."

"Your heart belongs to Fu Chengxun." With these words, Qi Ning has done countless psychological work in his heart, but he still finds it difficult to say them.

"Yeah." Her response was calm.

Qi Ning's face was full of surprise: "Aren't you surprised at all?"

"I knew it before."

"When?" Qi Ning's expression was complicated, no matter how much she thought about it, she would have known about it a long time ago.

"That time I went to Prague, Mu Yihang told me."

"Why did you know it but never said it?"

Xinyu smiled lightly: "What's the difference between saying it or not? I won't put aside all the things that happened in the past and be with him just because I know this. If that's the case, there's no need to say it."

Qi Ning has no way to refute, but when she thinks that she has kept it a secret for so long, she feels a little uncomfortable.

"You don't tell him, and you don't tell me, do you think it's unnecessary for me?"

Xinyu raised her head, her eyesight is getting worse and worse, and she can only see a rough figure.

"Qi Ning, actually, I won't tell you. I have the same starting point as you have been hiding from me all this time. We both don't want to let the heavy past weigh on us again. I need to start a new life. You There is also a need to start a new life, and we all need to start a new life."

Qi Ning looked at her, with an unconscious gleam in his eyes.

"I don't tell you, I really don't want to put you under too much pressure, but in another way, I think, if I knew that Mu Yihang would tell you this, it would be better if I let you know earlier."

Xinyu smiled lowly, with joy in his brows and eyes.

"Really? That's really a pity."

Qi Ning couldn't help laughing.

"You still hate Fu Chengxun?"

"It can't be said to be annoying. For me, he is more of a kind of indifference, a kind of indifference to strangers. But because of my entanglements with him, this indifference has some other things. But in conclusion, I repel him and don't want to see him, but it's true."

Qi Ning bent slightly and put his hands on his lap.

"You used to love him very much."

"Really, he looks really good. It seems understandable that I fell in love with her at the beginning."

"You even married him without hesitation, giving up a lot of great prospects."

"Speaking of which, it doesn't seem to make any sense to give up, but in the end it got so much damage."

Qi Ning was silent for a while: "Actually, I was thinking about one thing."

Xinyu asked, "What do you think?"

"I wonder if you still love him now."

Xinyu couldn't help but laughed softly: "Qi Ning, I can only remember things now, and I haven't recovered my previous memories. Don't you think it's inappropriate for you to say such a thing? How could I love him? .”

"Elegy." Getting along these days, he began to call her by her name slowly.

Xinyu is also used to it.

"I know what you want to say." She lightly interrupted what he wanted to say next.

"You don't love now, so what about after you recover your memory, Elegy, although I really don't want to admit it, but Fu Chengxun is indeed the man you have loved for many years, if, if you can let go of the past hurts, he is good to you now, Maybe you can think about it, let go of the past with him and get together again."

together again?
"I don't know what I thought before I lost my memory, but now, I will definitely not be with him."

"Even if he thought of many ways to help you?" Qi Ning asked again.

Xinyu shook his head: "I won't, and I think that I shouldn't be able to do it before amnesia. Don't people say that the traces of injuries can't fade away? I think that's the case with me and him."

Qi Ning wanted to say something else, but when the words reached his lips, he couldn't utter another word.

Yes, why did he advise her so much.

Back then, didn't you still hate why she fell in love with Fu Chengxun and why she was with Fu Chengxun?
……

Fu Chengxun returned to China for more than two weeks, and the research progress of the expert team was still at the same place. Fly back to Scotland overnight.

Perhaps it was due to the mental tension in various aspects for many days, or it may be the continuous changes in the weather, Fu Chengxun caught a cold on the first day back to the town.

But Fu Chengxun didn't take it to heart at all, he still went to see Xinyu's mother and daughter regardless of the weather.

As a result, the cold continued to intensify, and even Qi Ning couldn't stand it anymore.

"Fu Chengxun."

When Fu Chengxun was about to drag his sick body to look for Xinyu again, Qi Ning who was sitting on the sofa couldn't help but speak.

Fu Chengxun had already walked to the door, heard the voice, stared at his drowsy head and asked lightly: "What's wrong?"

"Your cold is getting worse and you still want to run there?"

Fu Chengxun stood where he was and coughed a few times.

"I'm fine. Her eyes are becoming increasingly blurred now. If she bumps into something, it's not good."

Every word he said was for the sake of the person opposite.

Qi Ning didn't know where the anger came from, he lifted his lips and sneered: "Fu Chengxun, you are thinking about her in everything like this, if you knew today, why did you feel so sorry for her back then."

Fu Chengxun's thin lips were pursed into a straight line, and his face, which was not well due to a cold and fever, became paler and paler.

"what do you want to say?"

"Fu Chengxun, there are many things, even if you work hard, there is no way to turn around."

Fu Chengxun is a smart person, and he understands the deep meaning in Qi Ning's words.

But knowing it is one thing, actually doing it is another.

After a long silence, he opened his thin lips lightly: "In the past, I hurt her countless times, and I knew she would never forgive me, but Qi Ning, even if I understood too late, I still love her deeply, even if I knew, she would never forgive me." Don't want to forgive me, I still want to be by her side, at least, to protect her and take care of her."

Qi Ning's indifferent eyes became deep: "Fu Chengxun, why are you doing this, Jiangcheng has a great future, you don't want a great life, come here and wait for someone who may never forgive you, does it make sense? "

Fu Chengxun leaned against the door, silent for a long time, he said slowly: "Whether it's worth it or not, how can others tell."

……

In the yard, Qingyi was talking with Xinyu, when a voice came from the door, she looked up.

Seeing that it was Fu Chengxun, Qing paused and got up.

"Mom, I'll get you a glass of water, wait for me."

Xinyu turned his back to Fu Chengxun and said hello.

As soon as Qing went in, there were only Fu Chengxun and Xinyu left in the yard.

Fu Chengxun stood there for a long time without moving.

These days, he has long been used to looking at her from a distance, not approaching her, not annoying her, not disgusting her.

But even so, looking at her deteriorating body, he would always feel fear, panic, and even terror.

The despair of not being able to find her two years ago has surfaced again.

He once again hated what he couldn't do.

She can remember what happened afterwards, but her eyesight is getting worse and worse.

If, if she ended up blind, what about him?

She has had too much pain and despair in her life because of him.

If he loses his light again, then he owes her even more.

Thinking of this, Fu Chengxun's blood surged, and he couldn't help coughing several times.

Perhaps because he noticed the voice, Xinyu over there suddenly turned his head.

"Who's over there?"

She asked.

Obviously, he couldn't see clearly anymore.

Fu Chengxun suppressed the pain in his heart, and he slowly walked towards her.

"The weather is still cold, why are you sitting here?"

In front of Xinyu was a vague phantom, but she was able to identify the voice very quickly.

"Why are you here again?"

"I'll come see you."

"You said to come and see me every day, I am so delicate, I need you to come and see me every day."

Xinyu couldn't help but speak coldly. For so many days, even though she made it so clear that she didn't want to see this person, this person still came to her persistently.

Reminiscent of the past told by others, Xinyu only felt a puff in his heart.

There was a dark light in Fu Chengxun's eyes, she was angry, because he knew that he had come.

She really repulsed him.

"I know you don't like to see me, but you are in a special situation now, and I don't worry."

worried?
Xinyu, who was close to seeing nothing, was inexplicably annoyed by this sentence.

"Don't you just want to say that I'm blind? Yes, I'm blind, but no matter how blind I am, it's not your turn to worry."

Fu Chengxun had no choice but to help his forehead, he just felt that the discomfort caused by a cold was not as good as Xinyu's emotionally charged words.

"I didn't mean that, you misunderstood."

"That's what I hear you mean."

As Xinyu said, he suddenly pushed the chair away vigorously and got up.

"However, whatever you mean, I don't care, and I don't want to tell you too much. Since you love to come, just stand here forever."

After saying this, she groped her way back to the house.

Although he was not completely blind during this time, Xinyu was also slowly practicing walking with his eyes closed.

In this way, even if she is completely invisible every day in the future, all life will not lose its original appearance.

Fu Chengxun looked at her groping, and wanted to go forward to help her, but thinking of her rejection of him, he had already taken half of the steps and took them back abruptly.

She didn't want him to follow in and disturb their lives.

Thinking of this, Fu Chengxun coughed again and again as the breeze blew over, he only felt his head dizzy, and his whole body was a little dazed.

As soon as Qing came out, he saw Fu Chengxun standing in the yard with a pale face.