seek her

Jing Shu stared at him seriously, he was standing in the heavy snow and wind, the street lights were quiet and white, his smile was secretive, snowflakes swirled between the two of them like white butterflies, like a slightly rising heart, Jing Shu said, "Say it again .”

"I'm serious about dating." Ji Linjiang said, "I'm serious about you, too."

"No, I want to listen to those three words!"

"I love you."

Jing Shu pursed her lips, as if she couldn't bear the turbulent enthusiasm in her heart, she turned and left, and after walking a few steps quickly down the mountain, she suddenly turned around again, ran towards Ji Linjiang, and threw herself into his warm embrace , like a moth to a flame, submerged in the tumbling heat wave without hesitation, accompanied by her joyful laughter.

Ji Linjiang firmly put her into his arms, wrapped her in a feather suit, and smiled softly, "Are you so happy?"

Jing Shu buried her head in the socket of his shoulder, tears and snot rubbing against his neck, laughing non-stop.

In this vast snow that stretches for thousands of miles, and the long and foggy winter night, the sweet and warm two people are inseparable and sincerely in love.

"Don't see Song Sipu again." Ji Linjiang whispered.

"It's gone." Her sisters are back, and she has no need to see him again.

Jing Shu's wobbly heart suddenly became steady and heavy.

Min Jingxian's return filled the gap in Jingshu's life. Both Jingshu and Min Encheng stayed at home with her, and even hired a psychologist to give Min Jingxian psychological counseling until her emotions stabilized and she could reintegrate into normal life. People still didn't dare to relax for a moment and took turns guarding her.

Ji Linjiang will come every day with a bouquet of flowers, and the daily phone calls and messages have increased. He insists on one thing and gives her all the time except work. When he socializes with clients, he will invite her to play golf, as long as it is an outdoor activity. , he brought her with him, and by the way called other friends to avoid suspicion, and occasionally attended the wine party, and there were many celebrities in the same company, and the two of them had no ambiguous behavior.

But the relationship is steadily heating up, tacit understanding and fiery.

It was as if there was a fire burning in Jingshu's heart, which could always make her run recklessly holding her skirt. The first time between the two came naturally, like countless adult men and women ready to move, and like countless people in love. Boys and girls are so hot, that night, he asked Jingshu out, after dinner, and on the way to send her home, the head of the umbrella was pressed down very low, covering their faces, and the driver drove behind him slowly , the heavy snow is still heavy.

He said casually, "I'm not going back."

Jing Shu's face was hot. She is an adult, so she naturally knew what he meant. The two were in a relationship, and sooner or later they would reach that point. Her heart was beating wildly, and she didn't answer.

"You haven't given me my birthday present yet." Ji Linjiang smiled.

"Yes, let Xiao Weng move for you." Jing Shu said.

Ji Linjiang tugged at his tie, "You mean this?" There was an inexplicable hint of wild temptation in his movements, "You know, I'm not interested in this kind of thing."

"Then what are you interested in?"

"You." Ji Linjiang looked at her embarrassed look, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, "Isn't it normal to do this kind of thing?"

His words were somewhat direct.

Jing Shu's face flushed suddenly, and the fire in her chest burned even more intensely. She found that she was speechless, her mouth was dry, and she stood there like a wooden figure. The overwhelming snow could not suppress the fire in her body.

Ji Linjiang's smile was a bit bad, "Try?"

He has gone untouched.

Jing Shu didn't say anything, although she had thought about it many times in her mind and was mentally prepared, but when Ji Linjiang made this request so directly, Jing Shu's whole heart jumped into her throat, looking forward to it. And afraid, impulsive and fearful.

This is completely different from the feeling when she was close to Song Sipu. At that time, she was calm and calculated, and knew how to show her charm to dedicate herself to a man. , She couldn't calm down at all, her heart, her body, every cell was being affected by him.

"Scared?" he asked back.

Jing Shu tried her best to look decent and calm, she bravely raised her head to look at him, "Am I afraid?"

The face under her long hair is enchanting and beautiful, with a pure gleam in her eyes, she has some firm beliefs, and she has no calculations.

Ji Linjiang pinched her chin, and his thin lips brushed over her lips, "Come on." He took her to the hotel, it was their first experience, Jing Shu was still a little nervous, she took an anti-allergy medicine, Then she drank a glass of red wine to bolster her courage. When Ji Linjiang came out of the bathroom, her heart felt tight and her breathing became short of breath.

This man...at this time...so handsome...

Ji Linjiang has a good figure, healthy muscles, well-proportioned and powerful, tall and stylish, he has a comfortable temperament, without the sense of worldliness of other men, there is no smoke and fire on his body, and he always gives people a very comfortable feeling, just like at this moment, that A comfortable feeling reached her heart.

The first experience of the two was very smooth, like a hot summer storm, with the power of raging clouds, dragging her whole body into a sinking joy and pain, she seemed to be teetering on the edge of an abyss , want to fall but not fall.

Although he was a little rusty, his movements were smooth, and sometimes he made a small mistake, Jing Shu couldn't help laughing, and Ji Linjiang also laughed.

For men and women in love, this is the warmest and most memorable night, and it is also an important first experience in life.

Before checking out the next day, Jing Shu clearly saw Ji Linjiang's eyes glanced at the large area of ​​ravaged blood red on the quilt when he was dressing, he smiled and looked at her, "I'm going on a business trip for a while, come with me?"

Jing Shu said, "I'm worried about Xiaoxian, or..."

Before she could finish speaking, Ji Linjiang interrupted her lightly, "I will let your brother stay with her at home for a while, and he doesn't have to worry about Min's business matters."

Jing Shu was speechless.

Ji Linjiang looked at her with a smile, "Will you go?"

Jing Shu was still worried, she sat in front of the dressing table without saying a word, after tracing the base color of her eyelashes with eyeliner, she said after a while, "My brother is a man, it's somewhat inconvenient, I can't leave Xiaoxian's side for too long."

So Ji Linjiang invited his cousin who studies psychology to take care of Xiaoxian for a period of time and give her psychological counseling. His cousin quickly made friends with Xiaoxian and guided Xiaoxian's emotions. At home, Jing Shu felt a little relieved.

Because of their identities, it is inconvenient for the two of them to travel in China, but when they are abroad, such worries are gone.

After Ji Linjiang finished his official duties, he took Jingshu to do all the things they hadn't done before. He led her to go shopping, watch movies, and take her to eat snacks. Jingshu's concealed emotions gradually Relax, like an ordinary girl, she can't move her legs when she sees delicious food, her eyes straighten when she sees cotton candy, and she wants to see a bag she likes. She found that in front of Ji Linjiang, her little girly side is always inadvertent Show it.

It seems that his brain is not working well, and he will do whatever he says.

For example, at this moment, she passed by a lollipop stall on the street, and there was a lollipop that was oversized. She took a second look, and thought that the colorful colors were very beautiful, so Ji Linjiang bought it for her.

Treat her like a child.

Wearing sunglasses, Jing Shu awkwardly took the lollipop and licked it. She swore that this was the first time she ate a lollipop in her life. She used to think it was sweet and childish, so she didn't want to touch it. How could a woman like Yujie Faner touch such a childish thing.

But with Ji Linjiang, eating lollipops became a kind of fun.

It's like life has fallen from one extreme to another, from the cold winter to the scorching heat of summer, since the establishment of a relationship with Ji Linjiang, her life has become smooth and smooth, like a lollipop in her hand, colorful and sweet , especially when he was holding her hand and walking through the crowded unfamiliar street openly, Jing Shu inexplicably wanted to cry, because he was moved and cherished.

No man has ever cherished her so much, except for her father, especially after being brutally trampled by Song Sipu, she almost has a natural inferiority complex and sensitivity to feelings, without any sense of security.But with Ji Linjiang, no matter it is the spring breeze, summer flowers, autumn rain, winter snow, or the oxygen on which to live, they are all scalding hot. Can't fall to the ground.

Jing Shu's mood is gradually released, he will invite his friends to take Jing Shu to go surfing, go paragliding, take her to Disneyland, buy her Mickey ears, obviously there is a VIP channel so you can go straight to the ticket office to buy tickets, But he waited in a long line with Jingshu for an hour or two, as if he was experiencing the happiness of an ordinary couple.

Both of them were wearing wide sunglasses to cover their faces, but they stood abruptly in the crowd. The kind of nobleness that was different from others was naturally revealed, which attracted the attention of others. The handsome men and beautiful women were so pleasing to the eye.

There were too many people secretly filming them, Jing Shu subconsciously avoided his face.

It doesn't matter to Ji Linjiang, as they are not in China, not many people know them.

Jing Shu felt that he had spent the first half of his life in vain, chasing excellent footsteps all the time, with a full schedule of courses, few friends, and a lot of teachers. He had been studying hard, winning various awards, and standing on a high ground , Desperately attracting the attention of others, she naively thought that as long as she is good enough, the person she has a crush on will fall in love with her, now she understands that love is a frequency, if it is not on a frequency, no matter how good you are , even if you are beautiful, talented, decathlon, and famous, that man may not love you, he can't see you, but he can see the humble sand at the same frequency as dust on the bottom of his feet.

Never had a good experience of this world of fireworks, so that when riding the roller coaster, Jing Shu even wanted to overthrow the first half of her life and live it all over again. She was not afraid at all, screaming and laughing, tightly holding Ji Linjiang's hand , I had fun, I was very excited for several days in a row, running many events was not enough, I found everything interesting, Ji Linjiang went to buy her a cold drink, and she disappeared without a trace. Trying to get a head out of the crowded crowd, he waved at him.

She kept jumping up so that he could see her, like a pointy gopher, "Here I am, here!"

Ji Linjiang squeezed through the crowd and walked towards her.

Jing Shu shouted at him from a distance, "Ji Linjiang! I love you!"

She yelled loudly, confessed her fearlessly, and was no longer afraid of being secretly photographed. She just jumped out of the crowd, and a head with Mickey ears popped out, and yelled at him. start laughing.

Ji Linjiang was shocked, subconsciously clenched the cold drink in his hand, and walked towards her as if nothing had happened.

The joy of entertainment during the day is unparalleled, and the passion at night is also unavoidable.

Jing Shu feels that since she and Ji Linjiang have done each other, their relationship has grown by leaps and bounds. The sense of distance that seemed to exist in the past has suddenly disappeared. It is as close as a physical fit. The relationship between the two is intimate. She I seem to know him better. His dining taste is light. He has a rich night life but sleeps very well. He likes to wear light-colored clothes, but he doesn’t reject dark colors. He doesn’t like to use men’s perfume. Those who do not refuse, are approachable, but do not approach strangers.

He really likes to work while traveling, on the plane, in the car, in the waiting area, without wasting a single bit of time.

In private, he doesn't talk much, he is a man of action.

His brain is more flexible than Jing Shu's, and he handles problems with ease, without showing any traces.

He is very disciplined.

Except at night.

But he will wear a condom, even if it is the first time for the two of them, he will wear a condom.

Jing Shu stayed abroad for less than half a month before returning to the country first, firstly because she was worried about Xiaoxian, secondly because Ji Linjiang was like a man who had just started a prostitution, the demand was relatively high, her body couldn't bear it.

Jing Shu returned home and rested for two or three days, as if his soul had returned to his original position. As soon as she came back, Xiao Xian was attached to her and couldn't leave her body.

Min Encheng looked at her suspiciously, "Why didn't you answer the calls I made to you so many times?"

"Didn't I reply to your message?" Jing Shu said, "I'm on a business trip."

Min Encheng is like a worried parent who calls Jingshu many times a day to remind him, especially at night, Jingshu always turns off his phone.

"Are you... already... with him?" Min Encheng frowned.

Jing Shu said without changing his face.

Min Euncheng still didn't believe it, the two of them spent the night together, and nothing happened?He didn't believe that Ji Linjiang would be a person with little food and water, and relying on a man's intuition, Ji Linjiang was not a good thing either.

Min Encheng held a family meeting and called Jingshu and Xiaoxian to the living room.

"I've thought a lot these days, and finally decided to move out of this city," Min Encheng said.

Jing Shu and Xiao Xian sat together.

"Why?" Xiaoxian said, "This is our home."

Min Encheng was serious, "Song Sipu has been in prison, and he has only been sentenced for three years. Once this big enemy comes out, I'm afraid he will retaliate against us, so we have to leave. Your second sister also said that she wants to leave here."

Jing Shu was speechless, a message came from her mobile phone, she took it out to have a look, Ji Linjiang sent her a photo of a meeting, in his notebook he drew two little people holding hands, a man and a woman, very simple strokes , like two matches, Jing Shu snickered, it seems that his meetings are very boring.

"Big sister! I'm talking about serious things! Can you be serious!" Min Encheng reprimanded, "I know you are in love, he has helped our family so much, I don't want to say anything more, you are already an adult , You can handle the emotional matters yourself, but regarding the matter of moving out of Haigang City, I hope you and Xiaoxian can both express their opinions."

Jing Shu put away the phone, "Where are you going to move?"

Min Encheng said, "It's not good in China. I will be found wherever I hide. I plan to move abroad."

"I don't want to go abroad." Xiao Xian seemed to be very sensitive, and suddenly hugged Jing Shu's arm, "I don't want to go out, I just stay here, I don't go anywhere, it's the safest place."

Jing Shu held her hand, "There are still three years before Song Sipu is released from prison. When Xiaoxian's condition is stable, it will not be too late to think about this issue."

Min Encheng glanced at Jing Shu, "Don't think I don't know what you're thinking, you just don't want to be separated from him."

"I will discuss this matter with him." Jing Shu said, "Give me some time. Besides, if Song Sipu wants to find us, he will find us no matter where we are hiding. Instead of escaping, we should actively deal with it."

Min Encheng said, "Then you told me to leave a while ago."

"That's to hide from Ji Linjiang." Jing Shu said calmly, "It's not necessary now."

Min Encheng glared at her, "It's still the same sentence, take care of yourself." He got up, "I have a social event tonight, you and Xiaoxian take care of yourself at home."

What Jingshu thinks about the most these days is the divorce with Song Sipu. She asked Xiao Weng, "How is the divorce with Song Sipu going?"