seek her

However, the child didn't recognize Jing Shu, and cried desperately, crying so hard that he couldn't breathe, Jing Shu wiped his tears, panicked, no matter how coaxed he couldn't behave, Aunt Yu wanted to go in to help, but she locked the door behind her.

In the early morning of the next day, the child was crying and sweating profusely and fell asleep exhaustedly. Jing Shu hugged her and coaxed her almost all night. She dared not step out of the door. She instinctively felt that the child would be snatched away if she stepped out of the door. , as if once the child is taken away, she will be bullied like her. She doesn't believe in anyone in this world except herself. She doesn't believe that these people will treat her child kindly. Treat it as your own.

Until six o'clock in the morning, the child started crying again. Aunt Yu was in a hurry and couldn't help knocking on the door, "Miss Min, it's time to breastfeed the child. Don't worry, the husband will not take her away. The husband said that in the future I'll let you take it yourself, don't be afraid."

She knocked on the door for a long time, and when the housekeeper was about to open the door with a spare key, Jing Shu opened the door with the child in her arms. She resisted their touch, and Aunt Yu understood her feelings and said, "Miss Min, please don't let me go!" I'm afraid, let's go to the baby room to feed the baby something, she's hungry, maybe she won't cry so much when she's full."

Jing Shu rushed to do these things, changing the baby's diapers, feeding milk powder and complementary food, and doing it herself, earnestly and practically.

The child refused to eat what she fed, and his little face was flushed from crying.

Aunt Yu turned around anxiously.

Jing Shu was helpless, and finally walked gently with the child in his arms. The sound of wind chimes in the garden could be heard in the distance. Jing Shu took the baby bottle and took her to the garden to watch the wind chimes. The child's attention was attracted for a moment, and then he started desperately Crying, pushing and struggling, Jing Shu couldn't even hug her, and it was windy outside, so she carried the child back to the living room, gently shaking the child back and forth.

I happened to see Ji Linjiang coming from the left door. He didn't go to work today, and he didn't appear in front of Jingshu all night. He listened to the child crying all night, he seemed indifferent and indifferent.The scene of her decisiveness when she hit the wall is still fresh in my memory. Overnight, there is inexplicably room for weighing things about her.

When the child saw Ji Linjiang, he cried even louder, and stretched out his hand to him anxiously, wanting to hug him.

"Give it to me." Ji Linjiang stood on the spot very self-consciously, and stretched out a hand to Jingshu.

Jing Shu didn't behave well, she was flustered when the child was crying, she walked over with the child in her arms, handed the child to Ji Linjiang, and stared at him with genuine resentment and annoyance.

If it was before, Ji Linjiang must have felt that such eyes were undesirable, but at this moment, her anxiety and annoyance were filled with a bit of a little woman's resentment, as if blaming him for not letting her see the child for so long, blaming the child for not recognizing her, blaming him for yesterday Lying to her late, the blame reveals the tenderness of a mother's feelings, which is the unique resentment of women, full of warmth, poking in people's hearts, with a bit of human touch.

Ji Linjiang held the child in his arms with one hand, pulled the casual robe lightly, and suddenly the head of a little black cat appeared from his chest. , whimpered softly, a hoarse milk voice.

When the child was in his arms, he stopped crying. When he saw the kitten, he was immediately happy, giggling, and waving his little hands to catch it.

The kitten was in the inside pocket of his casual robe, Ji Linjiang took the kitten out and handed it to Jing Shu.

Jing Shu was stunned.

Ji Linjiang said, "Take it."

Jing Shu took it with both hands hesitantly, holding them tremblingly in her palms. Although she was no longer afraid of small animals, she still trembled a little when facing cats.

The child's eyes followed the movement of the kitten, and as soon as he leaned forward, he leaned towards Jing Shu. Jing Shu instinctively caught her and held her in his arms. who is the person.

Jing Shu glanced at Ji Linjiang in surprise, and then her eyes fell on the child with joy. In order to prevent the child from seeing her face, she hugged the child from behind and sat down on the sofa, with the kitten on her lap, leaning forward Feed her with a bottle.

The child sucked on the pacifier, and his eyes moved with the little black cat.

Jing Shu looked at her moving little mouth, and slowly raised the corners of her warm lips.

Although the child resisted her from time to time, she knew how to coax her. Since the child came back to this home, she has not let others touch the child. She does everything by herself, even if she can't sleep all night, she enjoys it.

Submerged in the dusty life of daily necessities, all the thoughts are on and around the children.

Ji Linjiang watched her quietly, it seemed that since she begged to die that day, Ji Linjiang had never thought of a child, nor had he acted aggressively towards her again. The moment she hit the wall, he really scared him. This visual emotional impact of facing the heavy punch was more violent than ever, so violent that he felt the emotion of fear.

He is not afraid when calculating her family, her life, or her children.

He was not afraid when he locked her, imprisoned her, abused her, and raped her.

He is not afraid when forcing her, consuming her, torturing her, and treating her coldly and violently.

Whether it is destroying her spirit or destroying her body, he is not afraid.

Because he knew that she could endure any pain and swallow any grievance because of the handle in his hands, like a piece of dough for him to knead, even though she had many thoughts that could be seen through at a glance.

But he has nothing to fear, as long as she is by his side, it doesn't matter if she lives like this for the rest of her life.

However, that night, he only made a warning joke, and the moment the chips disappeared, she lost the idea of ​​living and died in a tragic way.

It was expected, but it was unexpected at that moment, leaving him defenseless, confused, and shocked.

Of course, the turmoil in his heart was hidden under his impeccable face, and he had a panoramic view of Jing Shu's obvious changes.

She seemed to have let go of everything and was completely tamed. Apart from the child, she had no other thoughts in her eyes.

Children love to play in the living room on the first floor. Every time they see the headlights in the living room, they will be happy.

Jing Shu spends more time on the first floor. She threw a soft and thick cotton blanket on the floor to make it easier for the child to crawl. All useless furniture was removed, leaving a few sofas.

As soon as Ji Linjiang came back, Jing Shu picked up the child and hid.

It seemed that he was afraid that he would take the child away.

But since she found her dead that day, he turned off the mic and never spoke to her again. His expression was calm and unremarkable, just like his usual style. He looked like a dog to outsiders, with a big smile on his face. When he returned home, he changed. A face, taking off the mask that hides the knife in the smile, is cold and indifferent.

Seeing that he didn't move, Jing Shu gradually stopped hiding and played with the child in the living room, not minding his existence.

The two each have their own private space, and he always has endless messages and incoming calls. When a certain time comes, he will turn his phone to silent and do what he should do, or sit on the sofa and watch Jing Shu Go around the kids.

The two did not speak.

It took the child just over a week to get acquainted with Jingshu, but he was still very attached to Aunt Yu, and Aunt Yu tried not to appear in the child's sight.

"Diapers are not changed like this." Sitting on the sofa, Ji Linjiang watched her unprofessional way, resisted the desire to speak, endured for a few days, endured and endured, finally could not bear it anymore, and broke the relationship between the two. Silent stalemate, she changed her diaper like this every time, "I can't lift her legs like this, it hurts the lumbar spine."

He stepped forward to take the diaper and demonstrated, "It's best to let the child lie on your lap." He changed the diaper smoothly and beautifully for the child, and reminded her, "After changing, you have to Help her pull the tightness on both sides to prevent the angle from being too tight or too loose."

Jing Shu was startled slightly, and nodded.

When she was feeding the baby with a bottle, Ji Linjiang frowned slightly, and reminded again, "Don't leave air in the front end, the baby will have abdominal distension and stomach pain after eating the air."

After all, Jing Shu is a novice mother. Aunt Yu dare not show up. Once a child appears, she should not Jing Shu, so Aunt Yu tries to hide as much as possible. Jing Shu has to explore and learn many things by herself. Auntie is an easy-going person.

There is no mobile phone, and electronic products have passwords, so she is not allowed to use them.

She takes care of the children with common sense.

Jing Shu followed Ji Linjiang's reminder and filled the nipple with milk for the child to eat.

Ji Linjiang stepped forward, touched the bottle, and said, "It's a bit cold."

Jingshu said, "It's hot to my touch."

Ji Linjiang said, "The temperature in the oral cavity is higher than the temperature on the body surface. If you touch it too warm, it will be cold when you put it in the mouth. The child will have a stomachache if he catches the cold." He took the bottle, heated it in the bottle warmer, looked at the temperature display on it, and then I put two drops on the back of my hand, checked the temperature, and gave it to the child.

If there is one, there will be two. No matter what Jingshu does to the child, he seems to be worried. He will always tell her what is the right way, help her correct it, tell her which brand of diaper is easy to use, which brand of diaper is easy to use Children's clothes made of this kind of fabric will not hurt the skin, which body wash is more suitable for young children, and when the child crawls underground, remember to wear knee pads and socks for her, so that the girl's knees and soles of the feet cannot catch cold.Do not turn on the headlights at home, try to turn on dark wall lamps, so that the baby's eyes cannot be stimulated by strong light.

He knows everything, every detail, every detail.

He is meticulous, even the child's biological clock is very accurate, eating, doing exercises, pooping, and even when to play music for the child, telling stories with intelligent robots, and enlightenment education, he has formed a set of time rules. After ordering, it is necessary to make it for the children, very skilled experience in raising children.

His truest character was revealed little by little before Jing Shu's eyes. Jing Shu looked at his serious side face. He didn't show it because of her, but showed it naturally in front of this child. It was a habit.

When she didn't have this child, she had no chance to see him like this. The two of them had their own thoughts, concealed them, and confronted invisible.But in front of the child, Jing Shu could feel that he was real, and this blood bond seemed to make Jing Shu see another side of him little by little.

He is really a man who loves to worry. He is worried about everything. To what extent is he worried?All the children's supplies, food, clothes, and everything related to the child, he personally selected and ordered. He seemed to have done his homework and study for the convenience of raising children. According to his judgment and understanding of the product trial, he decided A brand suitable for children must follow his requirements, and he takes care of everything for children.

His obsessive-compulsive disorder and desire to control drive him to do these things himself, only in this way can he feel at ease.

Jing Shu finally understood why he was able to make the best use of his talents and resources, and was so thorough in his calculations, yet still let himself escape completely.

Because of his nature, he loves to worry, not only his own mind, but also the minds of others. He naturally controls the relationship between characters and the situation. His high sleep quality is probably due to too many things in his mind, fatigue As a result, coupled with a good mentality and strong self-control, it is possible to sleep well in front of the developed biological clock.

It was Jingshu who was supposed to take care of the child, but she was indeed not that skilled, so he was worried.

In the end, as long as Ji Linjiang is at home, changing the child's diapers, feeding, bathing, swimming, company, etc., he will naturally take over, personally test the temperature of the bathing water, choose the food supplement machine by himself, even if he gets up in the middle of the night to make milk powder and change the urine for the child It's not wet, and I don't forget to take some talcum powder after washing the little butt of the child.

He seemed to regard it as his duty, and Jingshu hardly had anything to do, and she couldn't help much.

Since the child came back to this house, the delicate stalemate between her and Ji Linjiang was broken, there was less time for suspicion, and more time for surrounding the child.

Jing Shu asked him, "You really want me to take care of the child?"