seek her

Jing Shu shook his head slowly, holding back tears, "You still don't understand! You still want to play enough and stop! You are so chic and happy! Life and death are free, what about others? Those who are hurt by you! They will always live in pain What are they going to do! How can they be freed!"

When she didn't see him, her brain automatically produced a defense mechanism, numbly blocking the memory of what he did, but when she saw him again, the extreme fear after being devastated came to her heart. The knife stabbed her neck almost stiffly, breathing mechanically, her clothes were soaked in cold sweat like rain, and her face was pale and unhuman. It turned out that her fear of him was greater than her hatred, and she was afraid that he would touch her again , afraid of his appearance, his appearance means disaster and harm, the end is imminent.

"As you said, what's so difficult about dying! Life is worse than death is the most difficult thing! Do you think you can exchange someone else's life with a bad life? Do you know how many lives you have ruined?" She His emotions gradually became agitated, "Can you pay back! Is your life worth it!"

Jing Shu burst into tears, "Before you die, please give me back my life! Give me back my father! Give me back my brother! Return everything in the Min family to its original state. Only in this way, your death Only then will it be meaningful, otherwise, your life will only be a disgusting performance that moves you.”

"The Min family became like this because of you! It's because of you." Jing Shu stared at him, "I have countless moments when I want to kill you, countless thoughts that want to destroy you, just like You once destroyed me like that." She raised her hand and wiped the tears off her face, "Ji Linjiang, do you know what the scariest thing in this revenge is? It wasn't my wish, nor your conscience. Discovered the automatic subjugation method, but you forced us all to become lunatics like you! Become people like you!"

Jing Shu trembled slightly, "For the sake of the child, I don't want to take revenge anymore, I don't want her to become an orphan without father and mother, someone must protect her." She panted softly, "You have so many enemies, sooner or later , someone will seek justice for us, and this justice is not a gift you gave us with your life as a charity after playing enough, it must be fought for by ourselves."

Ji Linjiang quietly listened to her accusation, looked at her slightly stiff face due to panic and agitation, and his eyes fell on her pale knuckles holding the knife, as if all her instinctive self-preservation were pressed against the blood-oozing blade , Then, his eyes swept to her face again, "Are you done? Come with me when you're done."

Except for his increasingly pale face, his emotional control is impeccable, and his face is flawless, like an indestructible armor.

Jing Shu pursed his lips sadly, and stared at him hopelessly with angry eyes. He didn't understand, and he would never understand. He used his own way to drive people crazy, just like at this moment, the result he wanted was to take her Go, no matter if she is willing or not, no matter how desperate she is.

He would never understand Ling Chi who was whipped on his conscience, but Jing Shu, who had to be tortured every night because of his own mistakes, could still remember the scene of her mad at Mr. Song to death, and the scene of her accidental killing New, tormenting her sleepless nights, she is afraid of karma, fearing that these retributions will implicate her children.

After giving birth, she was so timid and cowardly, as if she had been stripped of all her armor, leaving only her weakness.

Jing Shu shook his head, suddenly lowered his head with shame, she shouldn't talk to him about feelings, she shouldn't talk about human nature with him, she shouldn't try to poke him, try to let his conscience find out, how can a person without a heart have a conscience, this person doesn't understand , He doesn't understand anything, he will only use any means to satisfy his own selfish desires, how can he understand the pain of others.

That's right, she should use his feelings as a means to use his compassion to create the safest environment for herself.

She was so clear-headed, but she couldn't help crying. There was an indescribable feeling of sadness that made her lower her head and cry softly. She couldn't stop crying, unable to speak, and shrank her whole body. The lamb waiting to be slaughtered seemed to be forced into a corner, feeling a deep sense of powerlessness.