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Looking at the heavy snow, Lu Jinqiao gently made a sign language: Si Pu, I want to go back to my hometown, go back to my job, and carry out the volunteer plan we set up together.

Song Sipu was taken aback.

Lu Jinqiao's brows are frank and stubborn, her smile smells like grass, and she is pure and untainted. She seems to have thought about this matter for a long time. Ever since she met the woman named Min Jingshu, this thought has been lingering in her heart, and she was too brave to mention it. , but thinking like this day and night, she knew that Si Pu guarded her so tightly to protect her, like guarding a heavy responsibility, but instead became his burden.

Lu Jinqiao took a deep breath, and told him warmly and quietly: This hard-won life, I want to travel freely in this world, I want to see the world well, to help those children like me, go Get out, instead of being clinging to you and being a burden to you.

Song Sipu looked at the stubborn smile on Lu Jinqiao's pale face. She was obviously healthier than before, but her body was getting thinner and thinner. There was an unconcealable sadness in her eyes that she was afraid of losing, but her appearance was It is free and easy.

Lu Jinqiao tried to raise the corners of her lips into a smile, expressing her thoughts clearly: "I don't want to be your burden. I didn't want to, and I don't want to now. I hope that Si Pu, who is kind, beautiful and brave, I love, can be happy. I want to see You are happy and happy, as before, with a bright smile, like a gardenia, very beautiful, you deserve the best in this world."

Song Sipu pursed his lips slightly, and there was forbearance between his brows. The light emitted by this woman was a life-saving straw in the deep sea, giving him a glimmer of hope not to sink. He almost made an important decision at this moment, which would interfere with his life. Her distracting thoughts and hesitation were all dispelled, and her whole heart leaned towards Lu Jinqiao.

Lu Jinqiao smiled more freely, as if she didn't want to worry him: I know you have important things to do, just go ahead and do it, don't worry about me, I have my life and work, and my personal plan Done, you and Mr. Ji have helped me a lot, and I will work hard to repay your help.

Her hand that was doing sign language trembled slightly, trying to maintain a trace of dignity.

"Nothing is more important than you, Lu Jinqiao, you are the most important." Song Sipu said suddenly, surprised that Lu Jinqiao was leaving, it seemed that the light beam illuminating his crumbling dark world was suddenly pulled away, and the only remaining spiritual support was crumbling in an instant .He doesn't know what he is afraid of?It seemed that once Lu Jinqiao was pulled away, he would instantly sink into some kind of more terrifying abyss, an emotional abyss that he refused to admit and face.

Only when Jin Qiao was by his side, his remaining rationality allowed him to climb up and move forward, so that he would not be swallowed by memories and destroyed by some terrible emotions.

As if being hit in the heart in an instant, Lu Jinqiao was slightly taken aback, the cold wind blew past her ears, and hot tears rolled down.

Song Sipu looked at her seriously, there was nothing more important than Jinqiao, he should realize this.

Nothing is more important than Jin Qiao, he repeatedly emphasized in his heart like this, and told himself repeatedly, as long as he puts away his unwillingness, puts away those nights that were split due to resentment, and doesn't pursue Ji Linjiang or anyone else, Jin Putting Qiao in the most important position, he will get the opportunity he once dreamed of, to accompany Jin Qiao to do more things, make her happy, let her be free, and let her return to her original appearance.

If there is no Lu Jinqiao, what is the meaning of the revenge he is desperately seeking!
Lu Jinqiao gently brushed the deep twists and turns between his brows, and tears rolled down her cheeks: I just want you to be happy, and let you have the right to choose happiness. As long as you are happy, I will be happy, no matter who you are with.

She knows, she knows, his heart has long been different, many tossing and turning nights, she lay beside him, quietly listening to the name whispered in his nightmare, hateful, profound, crazy , Possessive, gnashing of teeth, all the depths were given to her, over and over again, hated to the bone marrow and pain to the bone marrow.

He would wake up in the middle of the night because of that woman, unable to fall asleep again.

He would stay on the balcony and smoke for a long time, even in the middle of the night.

He would hug her to sleep, but never touch her, not even the intimacy when he was awake.

He couldn't see her face in the middle of the night, couldn't see her face, his emotional restraint was so obvious, he struggled and lingered between accepting and resisting her face.

None of these can deceive people, he will save himself desperately, but he can die with that woman in the sea without hesitation, the possessiveness and distress, anger and guilt, ridicule and care, jealousy and attraction in his eyes when he looked at that girl , so strong and so clear, that girl was burning him like a torch, and once he returned to him, all the fires were extinguished, and he was boring like a pool of quiet stagnant water, with no waves and no interest in life.

Where there was that girl, he was extraordinarily silent and sensitive, and he smoked extraordinarily fiercely.When he mentioned that girl, his emotions would fluctuate. The more he resisted and hated that girl, the harder it was for him to sleep at night, and he refused to let himself go at all.

The unforgettable love between her and Si Pu was torn apart by the girl named Min Jingshu in the name of "hate". With similar looks, the same face, but different personalities, that woman used her face like a raging fire to rip apart the past. Si Pu devoured it all.

Love and hatred tore Song Sipu apart at the same time.

She knows.

How could he be addicted to boiled water after drinking aged spirits.

How can you be obsessed with clear soup when you are used to spicy food.

That girl named Min Jingshu was the most powerful burning knife wine, burning his chest, cutting across his heart, and engraving pain and hatred into his bone marrow.

So he was in a trance, he was divided, he was unwilling, he was so contradictory and yet so sensitive, so restrained and yet so fearful, so vacillating and self-reliant, she didn't know what that woman did with her face, but she knew Si Pu's heart was torn apart by this face, and it could never heal again, and they couldn't return to the beginning.

It's like two people.

Lu Jinqiao smiled compassionately and gently, she touched every inch of his outline: My Si Pu must be the happiest man in the world.

"My happiness is you." Song Sipu blurted out, firming his attitude, "Nothing is more important than you."

Only Lu Jinqiao can save him in this world. Only with this woman by his side can he breathe and survive. This woman is his savior and his last straw. He cannot lose her. Once he loses her, he will never die. Far.

Lu Jinqiao looked at him fixedly.

"Where do you want to go, I will accompany you, and what you want to do, I will accompany you." Song Sipu's eyes flashed with determination, "If you want to go back to your hometown, I will accompany you back, if you don't like I don't want the aura of the Song family to live like this now! I don't want the current identity and position, I will accompany you to do everything you want to do. "

There was inexplicably a trace of grief and anger in his words, as if he was trying to grasp the remaining light, "Career, there are people more capable than me who are competent. Wealth, it is endless! And you, there is only one, you can't do it." copy!"

Lu Jinqiao's heart throbbed very much, and she was so moved that she suppressed the turbulent emotions in her chest, and raised her hand gently: "Where's Miss Min?"