seek her

She said this sentence to him countless times, but it was of no use at all!He is unimpressed!As if it couldn't hurt him at all!
She doesn't know where the courage comes from, or she is extremely exhausted. As long as this man appears, it means endless calculations and disputes. Jing Shu whispered, "I hate you, I am afraid of you, I don't want to be close to you, everyone around you I hate everything, I just want to live an ordinary and simple life, you can't give it to me."

The heavy frost on Ji Linjiang's face gradually turned into a pale and calm lake.

Jing Shu whispered, "I just want to be an ordinary person, an ordinary woman, an ordinary mother, daily necessities, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, flower arranging and jokes, that's all."

She lowered her eyes slightly, "In the past five years without you, I have lived a very good life. The wounds are healing and the wounds are recovering. No one hurt me. I don't need to be vigilant and plotting all the time, and I don't need to plot against others all the time. I let go of all my guard and became soft and harmless, as ordinary as a normal person."

She looked at him sadly and desperately and complained, "But after you came back, everything was beaten back to the original point, the wound was torn even bigger, the injuries and arrows from all directions became more violent, my life was full of dangers, everywhere Full of calculations and conspiracies! Pull me back to hell! Hit me unprepared! You force me to calculate, force me to fight back, force me to do things I don't want to do, is this the love you gave me? Let me You and your children are exposed to danger! Let us be a target! The more you love us! The more someone hates us! Your love will only bring us danger and destruction!"

Jing Shu held back tears, "Ji Linjiang, if you really love me, please stay away from me! As long as you stay away from me and the children, the danger will stay away from us, and those people will not treat us as a thorn in their side! Please Cut me and the child out of your life! Don't ever recognize us!"

"Otherwise..." Jing Shu's fearful and hopeless eyes gradually became dead silent and cold, like someone cornered into a dead end to counterattack, "I will return all the damage you inflicted on me to you! I killed you too It’s cheap for you! I will let you have no choice but to seek death! Let you kneel down to make atonement to all the people you killed! Kneel down and apologize to those whose families have been ruined by you! Otherwise, your death is not worth it!”

As if his heart was unwell, Ji Linjiang's thin lips were glowing deep purple, his cold anger was as pale as still water, and his whole body seemed to be transparent, sinking into the hazy moonlight outside the window, he said, "Min Jingshu, you are capable Come, I will accompany you to the end."

Jing Shu's indestructible obsession with him almost collapsed. It was futile to say anything in front of him. No matter how vicious she said to slander him, he would not be able to hurt him at all. He would never compromise or give in. , he only solves problems in his own way, doesn't he have a heart!Won't my heart hurt?Why can't you poke his heart!She wanted to poke his heart to pieces!

"I don't want to fight with you anymore!" Jing Shu grabbed his shirt tie in despair and impulsively pulled him to her face, as if there was nothing he could do about him, "Why don't you understand? I don’t want to set up a game! I don’t want to make a game! I don’t want to play with you madman! I don’t even want to take revenge! I just want to be an ordinary person, just like... like the electric poles on the side of the road, like the one in the field Keshu, I just want to be ordinary and stable! I don’t want to be with you to the end! I don’t want you to be with me to the end! Have you forgotten that you still have a daughter! Is it interesting to fight back and forth!”

Ji Linjiang looked at her disintegrated face close at hand, an unspeakable paleness gradually appeared on his calm and calm face, he leaned over her, his eyes were full of longing flames, pressing down the dark lines of the scars, "I just want you."

"I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out." Jing Shu didn't allow herself to cry, she shook her head slowly, then stubbornly raised her face slightly, looking straight into his dark eyes, "You killed me My family, played with me, hurt me, abused me, pushed me into the most hopeless abyss, and forced me into this appearance of being out of control. After all, what right do you have to stand in front of me and say you want me? What qualifications do you have to say that you love me and trap me by your side! After all, the person you love the most is yourself, and you only want to satisfy your own desires, regardless of the life or death of me and the child."

"No." Ji Linjiang held her face in his hands, his eyes lingered on her blood-stained outline, his whole person's aura became dangerous and ambiguous, full of disobedience, "I've done things before, and I made mistakes. Missing, irreparable, Xiao Min, the only thing I can do now is to do my best to make up for you, make up for the children, and make up for the harm I caused to you. I can't change the past, but I can change the present and the future Own."

"Why do you think that I will give you a chance to make up for it? What qualifications do you have to think so confidently!" Jing Shu's eyes were full of despair, "Can you give me back my father? Can you give me back my brother?" Can you give me back everything I lost?" Although she didn't want to cry, tears still rolled out of her eyes, "It's useless, it's too late, you're always so late..."

She hesitated to speak, as if remembering something terrible, her face turned pale, she subconsciously grabbed the collar of her chest, bit her lips tightly and said nothing, only tears fell down like beads with a broken thread.

"Whether you accept it or not is your business, and whether I make up for it or not is my business." Ji Linjiang held her face and pulled her closer, "I will try my best to make up for the harm I caused you, to check for omissions and make up for vacancies, self-examination Correct yourself and stop the loss in time." He pointed to the position of his heart, "Don't worry, I won't live long."

He wiped off the blood on her face with a handkerchief, and his impeccable expression was broken into fragile pity after all, just like his heart that was devastated and shattered standing on the line between life and death in front of the ruins, God knows what kind of life and death he just experienced. The baptism of the soul like shelling, if Xiao Min died in the trap he set up by himself, this kind of fear is unimaginable, he never knows what fear is like, he is not afraid of being pierced by a bullet in the heart, he is not afraid of being burnt by the explosion and hurting like hell Fear, he is not afraid of being issued critical illness notices one after another, even when death is approaching, he has a cardiac arrest and he doesn't know what it is to be afraid.

There are bright obsessions in my heart, strong and extreme longings, burning hot longings, that longing is like a raging fire, the more painful it burns, the brighter and crazier he is, the more painful he is, the more he can empathize with her, as if experiencing the same pain as her is A great joy in the world, that woman named Min Jingshu seemed to be a bright torch rooted deep in his heart and soul, like a thorn deeply rooted in his heart and grew into a towering tree, covering the sky and swallowing him.

He couldn't let go.

Relying on this morbid obsession, I have come from the hellfire of the bullets to the present.

Ji Linjiang wiped away the blood and tears on her face little by little, and wiped her entire face clean, carefully as if wiping a rare treasure, and said in an ambiguous voice, "You will be free, safe and happy, and I will do it for you." You and your child create a safe environment to live in."

Jing Shu looked at the rare pity between his brows, like cutting open the armor with a knife to reveal the soft surface, she seemed to see the flower blooming in his heart, swaying in his heart after life and death.

Jing Shu tightly clutched the clothes on his chest, trying to communicate with him, "Have you ever thought that by surrounding me, you are telling the world that my child and I are your weaknesses, and those dangerous hidden arrows will come to you?" My child and I came here, and if you want to protect us, it means that you must constantly suppress them, constantly trample on the boundaries of the law, and constantly refresh the crimes you committed, time and time again, when will the grievances be repaid! This hatred will never end Period! Never ending!"

Ji Linjiang laughed softly, "Then I'll wipe them all out, cut the weeds and root them out."