seek her

Jing Shu stood there quietly, is he confessing his love to her?To retain her in a flat way, like warm boiled water, without hot emotional love, with a calm negotiating tone, euphemistic and subtle.

You don't know how strong the wine is until you're drunk, and you don't know how heavy it is until you're in love.He is a person who has experienced love, because he has loved and lost, so he is extra cautious when falling in love with someone again, and he dare not love easily, so he appears to be cautious and cautious.

Because he understands.

"If the child doesn't want to stay..." With a little thought in his eyes, he pondered for a moment, then slowly put the apple back into the fruit bowl, looked deeply at her, "I'll go get it with you, it's not safe for you to go alone."

Jing Shu looked at him for a while, then walked out carrying the suitcase in silence.

"Min Jingshu." Song Sipu suddenly looked at her back and called out to her, "At least wait until you have recovered the baby and recovered before leaving."

Probably seeing the most genuine thoughts in her heart from her indifferent face, Song Sipu whispered calmly, "For your safety."

Jing Shu stopped at the door and said, "I cooperated with you at the beginning to get rid of Ji Linjiang's entanglement. Now he won't hurt me and pester me anymore. I can take responsibility for my safety."

She left his house with a suitcase. She and Song Sipu knew very well that the complicated past between them was mixed with too much indelible hurt. She was unwilling to approach him, and he did not dare to go deep into the relationship She gives affection.

Just a taste of it, it's just right.

No one will hurt anyone anymore, the intersection of the two started and ended because of the child in the womb.

After all, she was too soft-hearted, and she swallowed many knives that came to her mouth. From the very beginning, she knew that dealing with Song Sipu was much easier than dealing with Ji Linjiang.

In the hottest weather of this midsummer, Jing Shu went to the hospital to make an appointment for an operation in the name of an obstetric examination. The operation required the signature of the child's father, and Song Sipu signed it calmly. He sat outside the operating room and waited for her with no extra expression. Looking at the document handed over by Assistant Ning.

Assistant Ning handed him a cigarette.

"Quit." He said lightly without raising his eyebrows.

Assistant Ning was taken aback for a moment. Si Pu had such a big addiction to smoking that he actually quit?He observed Song Sipu's expression, but couldn't see anything, and said: "Si Pu, you made the right decision, this child can't be kept, and the people in the Song family are not stable, so take it out in time. Everyone is at ease. After all, there is a problem with the child's motherhood. Min Jingshu gave birth to Ji Linjiang's child. You said, what is it? You two can't be the same wife in the future? It's no wonder that they got together so well, one thing more is worse than one thing less, now that Ji Linjiang has fallen, let's stay away from Min Jingshu."

Assistant Ning saw Song Si Pu's quiet appearance as if he had passed away, and he said while answering the phone, "This time my wife will perform the surgery herself, Si Pu, don't worry, my wife used to be in the front line of the obstetrics department, and later transferred to other departments Yes, the nurses I arranged are all relatives of my Ning family hospital. I will keep this matter a secret. We will make it public when you think it is time to make it public. Let Miss Min take care of herself first, and the medical records will be disposed of. I will handle it for you rest assured."

Song Sipu remained calm.

Jing Shu was lying on the cold operating table, Ding Ding's innocent smile was all over her mind, and she couldn't stop her tears. She decided not to make any fuss about the child in her belly during the redemption of Ding Ding's family affection, and no longer tried to use The child revenges anyone, out of maternal nature, she is extremely heartbroken.Rationally, she knew she couldn't.This is the crystallization of evil, she and Song Sipu both know it.

He respected her choice, so he left her a way out. After all, Tinker Bell was born under such circumstances. If she repeats the same mistakes, her life will become a joke.

Seeing her crying all the time, the nurse kindly comforted her, "The baby's heartbeat hasn't grown well, and you will suffer if you keep it. You are still young, and you can have it again in the future. Don't cry, okay?"

Jing Shu nodded, but he still couldn't stop his heart from being sad. From birth to the present moment, this child has experienced too many ups and downs. He went around and went through twists and turns. He was so tenacious in wanting to stay. After all, his mother didn't want him anymore, little baby The lack of fetal heart rate has a lot to do with her being a mother who is always worried and frightened.

Thinking of Tinker Bell, she burst into tears.

Heartbroken and determined, along with those complicated disputes of grievances and grievances, love and hatred seem to be lost from the body along with the child, love and hatred seem to disappear.

The nurse comforted her, "Such a handsome husband accompanied you for surgery, we are all envious, and we will have another baby with him in the future, haha."

When she was pushed out of the operating room, she was still conscious. Through the mottled light and shadow, she saw Song Sipu's pale and transparent face outside the operating room. He was striding towards her from the opposite window. Jing Shu saw him clearly. There are turbulent and complicated dark lines in the fundus of the eyes.

Suddenly, he seemed to hold her cold hand. She was not in good health, and her whole body seemed to be soaked in cold sweat. Only the hand held in her palm seemed to be the only warmth.

But she still pulled her hand away from his, and closed her eyes, as if the door of her heart was closed, only tears, which never stopped. After becoming a mother, this heart is so soft, cowardly and strong. In the past five years, I can never go back to the past.