seek her

He grabbed her wrist, "Min Jingshu."

Jing Shu struggled to break free, but couldn't. She didn't look at him, didn't say anything, she just tried to get rid of him silently, trying to get her wrist out of his hands. She didn't want to be with this dangerous person who couldn't communicate and wasn't on the same channel for a moment. Stay longer, don't think about a second.

"Let's talk." Ji Linjiang said.

Jing Shu still didn't speak, just broke free.

"It's about the child." Ji Linjiang gave a reason she couldn't refuse.

Jing Shu's body shook, and then he slowly stopped struggling, his face paled a little, and he let him lead him outside, he threw Jing Shu into his car, and he drove himself, looking at the luxurious Colorful lights and shadows, without saying a word.

When I didn't see her, all the joys and sorrows were anxiously stuffed in my heart, and I couldn't express it. Seeing her, Cheng Huan, was in pain under another man, and I thought of countless ways to punish her and revenge her, and I didn't even want Ding Dong to have it. Such a mother who faces Qin Muchu even prevents her from seeing Dingdang again for the rest of her life, and even wants to get rid of her and Song Sipu together.

Struggling in extremes and depravity, tossing and turning in longing for redemption and hope, over and over again, dark and dark, flickering and contradictory.

It doesn't matter whether you change it or not.

She doesn't care if she does it or not.

Make it up or not, she doesn't need it.

However, when I saw her, all my wild thoughts, grievances and ambitions were all disintegrated and shattered in my chest. Everything seemed to be no longer important, and everything seemed to have an answer.

Only her and the baby matter most.

He doesn't care who she's with, doesn't care if she's slept with other men, doesn't care whose species she's pregnant with, he only cares about her in front of him, at this moment, this moment second her.

If you can't get rid of the poison of loving her, you can only surrender.

The vehicle shuttled silently in the long night, and his body exuded a faint smell of alcohol, which permeated his skin, making him exceptionally sober.

After a long while, Ji Linjiang tried to communicate with her calmly again, trying to ease the relationship between the two that had broken beyond repair, "I know the root cause of all these problems, Xiao Min, I won't do it."

Jing Shu looked out the window.

Ji Linjiang said, "If I hadn't committed many evils, your Min family would not have come to where it is today. If it hadn't been for my malicious intervention, Lu Jinqiao would not have suffered a tragic death. If it wasn't for me, Song Sipu would not have revenged on you. If it wasn't for me , On the day of your wedding, you won’t be wronged in the ruins. It’s all me, all me.”

Jing Shu clenched his lips subconsciously, still not looking at him, even if she hadn't told him what happened in the ruins, he guessed everything the moment she found out she was pregnant, and he couldn't hide anything from this man.

"I did it on my own, and I deserve it." Ji Linjiang calmly whispered, "I hurt you and dragged you down.

"Xiao Min, I won't do it." Ji Linjiang said, "I stop, it's my fault, it's my fault, it's all my fault, it's me who pushed you farther and farther, it's me who made today's situation In this situation, I will surrender tomorrow, and I will confess all the crimes, and I will confess all the crimes."

Jing Shu was slightly taken aback, then turned to look at him.

Ji Linjiang didn't look at her, but stared at the endless stream ahead, and said in a low voice, "It's just that I'm sorry, so so sorry, I couldn't make up for you, and I caused all harm to you and the child. I'm sorry, I don't have anything Didn't do it well. I'm sorry, I survived this world and brought you to hell, you should have a better life..."

Jing Shu slowly opened his eyes.

Seeing his tears fall big and big, like late rain, dripping into his heart, his expression was full of regret and sadness, those tears were fleeting, as if they had never appeared before.

It's really a pity that he didn't get anything right and screwed it all up.

It's a pity that he hurt the person he loves and cherishes the most in his life.He personally killed a girl who loved him vividly, his only true love.It's a pity he woke up so late.

It's a pity that in his lifetime, he has suffered a lot of bad deeds.

Hurting others and yourself is an unforgivable crime.

For so long refusing to let go, for so long struggling and refusing to surrender, for so long lingering on his last breath, all he wanted was to be with her and the child longer, to make up for her more. She smashed it, smashed it so thoroughly, and pushed her to another man with his own hands.

Totally lost her.

Love is precious, if lost, there is no more.

"Tomorrow I will surrender." Ji Linjiang whispered, "As for the child, I will return the child to you after I properly deal with all the potential enemies. I hope you can find her a good father who is capable enough to protect her and love her, As long as you approve of that man, as long as he treats you well, as long as you like it."

The vehicles shuttled quietly in the night, and Ji's vehicles quietly cleared the way on the front and rear sides to prevent someone from intentionally causing a car accident.

Ji Linjiang parked the car outside the flower shop.

Jing Shu looked at him quietly. In just one month, his changes were advancing by leaps and bounds. Both his emotions and the means of solving problems were changing rapidly. He seemed to be in the midst of countless conflicts and emotional trauma. Under the infiltration of love, I learned how to love someone.

He is letting go.

Learn to cherish and love.

Know that love is not possession, but giving and guarding.

The heart lock that had been dusty for many years was unlocked at this moment, Jing Shu looked at him quietly and did not get out of the car.

This man who has never felt the love of a healthy father and mother since he was a child, this man who grew up under the absolutely obedient connivance and accommodation of his nanny.Relying on his own insight and epiphany ability, he gradually improved his personality. In fact, she did not play any role in his growth process. Jingshu knew what he lacked. She was hostile to him from a very early age. Confrontation, she was unwilling to redeem him, forgive him, and let him go, and even drove him to a dead end step by step, shaping his love and destroying his love step by step.

But in this process, as she drifted away, he redeemed himself, changed himself, evolved himself, longed for love, longed for family, longed for warmth, so that he constantly improved and changed himself to adapt to her, hoping to ease the relationship with her , I hope to get closer to her, I hope to solve the problems between the two, so I constantly change myself to adapt to the environment and reflect on myself to adapt to her changes.

Jing Shu lowered her head, rubbing the tissue bag in her hand, she was speechless for a long time, she slowly took out the tissue, and looked at him.

He had already looked unharmed, calm and silent, as if he was not the one who shed tears just now.

Jing Shu was silent for a long time, then leaned over, took a tissue to wipe off the drops of water still hanging from his eyelashes, and wiped away the faint traces of tears on his face.

Ji Linjiang was startled, and looked at her deeply, his thin lips pursed into a sad arc.