After the divorce, I became popular in the entertainment industry

"But I don't have a chance, right?" Lin Shenshi asked with a wry smile and asked Jian Yan.

In short, after a long silence, he smiled slowly:

"Actually, I'm not a peerless beauty, am I? My personality is not very good. I have to be very strong. You don't need to waste time on me. Now think about it, even before these things happened to us, you were the one who treated me in marriage. You are more tolerant, you suffer more grievances, separation is a good thing for you, there is no need to be persistent."

"I didn't waste time." Lin Shenshi said: "I only think it's a waste when I'm separated from you, Zhizhi, I shouldn't be separated from you."

"But we have parted." Simply put.

Lin Shenshi did not speak again, and remained silent for a long time.

"When I married you, I thought it was for the rest of my life, otherwise I would not have chosen to marry you. I even thought it was a dream when I got divorced, but it has been almost 4 years since the divorce, even if it was a dream, I should wake up Now, I don't understand what you have been through these years, and what kind of complicated feelings you have for me, but some things are over when they are over."

"There are too many things to run in between us, and too many things to forget. You and I don't have the confidence to forget everything. You know, I will retaliate and care about every detail. The harm others do to me is imposed on me. I will remember the pain in my body for a lifetime. When I face you, when I return to Jane's house, when I see my dad and aunt Bai, I can't help but think of what you did, even if you were deceived inner."

"And you? When you face me, you will feel indebted, and you will subconsciously be cautious and submissive to me. You will do this, but I will also feel pressure. We are not together at all, but in Torturing each other, it is impossible for us to return to a fair opposite, it is impossible to talk about feelings purely, our subsequent relationship will always be in a cycle of acceptance and compensation, maybe one day it will end, but no one knows when it will end , isn't it?"

Lin Shenshi opened his mouth to say something, but he stopped talking for four or five times without uttering a complete syllable. His eyes gradually turned red, but he didn't want Jian Yanzhi to see him, so he got up and went to the window. He turned his back to her and looked out the window.

In short, she hasn't spoken for a long time. This kind of self-analysis also made her emotions very complicated.

But the problem between her and Lin Shenshi will be resolved sooner or later, it's not because he didn't think about it, he hated it so much, he just froze, after all he has done so many wrong things, but when he thinks that there is still a daughter between them, A lovely Lin Qianqian, in short, is soft.

Moreover, she has died once, and many things have already been seen.

"In short." Lin Shenshi opened his mouth, but didn't look back: "I don't need you to love me, can you just be by my side, by Qianqian's side? I owe you everything, and all the ways I atone for your sins are all right. What you should accept is also what I should do, you should feel at ease, you should watch me please you and beg for mercy, I beg you, please torture me, okay? Torture me for the rest of my life, okay?"

In the last syllable, in short, she could clearly feel the choking in Lin Shenshi's voice. She never thought that one day Lin Shenshi would be so humbly begging for mercy from another person, begging another person to torture him.

It's a very dark time.

But this favor, in short, can't help.

"No." Simply put: "I forgive you."