you have been in the heart

Li Chengjiu's room was pitch black, not even a ray of light could be seen.

I saw a black figure squatting in the corner, with his head buried tightly between his knees, his back was a bit lonely and desolate, and his curled up body was even trembling slightly...

dong dong dong.

A crisp knock on the door interrupted the quiet night.

Li Yichi stood alone outside the door, frowning slightly, he had been knocking on the door for a long time, but even now Li Chengjiu who was inside still didn't reply to him.

Could it be that something happened to him inside?

Thinking of this, Li Yichi was a little worried, and pushed the door open, when he saw the man curled up in the corner, a hint of helplessness flashed in his eyes, he walked over slowly, and squatted down gently.

"You've been decadent like this for a long time... If you continue like this, I'm afraid even your body won't be able to bear it."

Now this family can't live without Li Chengjiu, and the baby in the swaddling baby can't lose his father.

Li Chengjiu slowly raised his head, as if he had aged a few years instantly, his face was full of vicissitudes, and the beard on his chin had also grown out.

Li Chengjiu is a person who pays great attention to his appearance. In the past, no matter how tight the time was, he would tidy himself up neatly. He never looked slovenly.

It was the first time Li Yichi had seen him like this after living with him for so many years. It seemed that what happened to Lu Xiao this time hit Li Chengjiu really hard.

"I really want to die."

There was a trace of exhaustion in the man's voice, Lu Xiao's figure could always appear in his mind these days, even now he couldn't accept the fact that Lu Xiao had passed away.

Would he have to live in pain for the rest of his life?

Li Yichi frowned slightly, Li Chengjiu had already had this idea, so it was wrong...

Is it really possible to watch one's own brother commit suicide?
I just opened my mouth to comfort him, but before I could say it, I heard Li Chengjiu's voice paused, and continued: "But our two children have just been born... I can't let him lose his mother, and now he has a mother. Losing my father, I live in torment every day, and this kind of life is really almost unbearable."

Li Chengjiu suddenly covered his head with his hands in pain, his body trembling non-stop.

Li Yichi sighed, and said: "I know your life is difficult now, but even in Nanzhu, you have to get through it... After all, our life will continue."

Li Chengjiu bit his lips tightly, of course life must go on, he wanted to raise his and Lu Xiao's children.

Even if Lu Xiao is gone now, he will never let that woman down.

Li Yichi looked at Li Chengjiu's appearance, and his heart was not only distressed but also distressed.

However, he has always been puzzled in his heart. Since Lu Xiao's body has not been found for such a long time, is it possible that she really died?
"Is there still no whereabouts of Lu Xiao's body?"

In the end Li Yichi still asked what he wanted to ask, only to see Li Chengjiu nodded lightly, and the loneliness in his eyes became more and more intense.

"Even now, there is no clue..."

"It's impossible to go on like this, and as long as I don't see Lu Xiao for a day, I don't believe she is dead."

Li Yichi's voice was clear and crisp, would Number One really do things like this?
Don't you just want to see Li Chengjiu sad?
Hearing what Li Yichi said, Li Chengjiu's eyes lit up all of a sudden, and he stretched out his hand to put his shoulder: "Do you also think that Lu Xiao is not dead?"

Seeing Li Chengjiu's hopeful look, Li Yichi couldn't bear to make him sad again.

"Regardless of whether Lu Xiao is really dead now, we must find his body, after all, it will be safe in the ground."

"Of course, since she is my wife, I will never let her die in peace."

There was a strong firmness in the man's voice, and at this moment, the decadence surrounding him disappeared instantly.

Standing up suddenly, his body trembled twice, because he hadn't eaten anything for the past few days, and he was a little weak. Seeing this, Li Yichi quickly stretched out his hands to support Li Chengjiu's body.

"Even if you want to find Lu Xiao's body now, you must keep yourself healthy, otherwise how many days can you last in this state?"

Finding Lu Xiao's body is not a matter of a day or two. How can it be done if Li Chengjiu falls?

Li Chengjiu nodded lightly, and strode outside.

The old man sat alone on the sofa downstairs, looking a little tired.

I saw the old housekeeper bring up the cooked grits soup, looked at the old man's lonely face, and said with some unbearable: "I think the young master will be able to recover from the sadness... After so many years, no matter how old you are, He has overcome all difficulties, even this time Miss Lu Xiao..."

"Things are not that simple. He has always been a person who values ​​love and righteousness. When Lu Xiao's grievances were washed away many years ago, he had already blamed her a lot, and now he gave way because of his grievances." Xiao died... how could she feel better?"

The old man really knew Li Cheng too well for a long time, so he knew that this time Lu Xiao's death would never pass so easily.

"Since the young master has not recovered from his grief, we must persevere..."

The old housekeeper pushed the ginseng soup in front of the old man.

The latter nodded slightly, just about to pick up the ginseng soup.

He suddenly heard crisp footsteps at the stairs, turned his head with some doubts, and saw Li Chengjiu and Li Yichi walking down from above.

A trace of surprise flashed in the old man's eyes, and his face could not stop being happy: "You brat is finally willing to come out of your room, if you don't come out again, believe it or not, I will send someone to grab you out of it come out."

Li Chengjiu said to the old man with some self-reproach: "I have made you worry about my affairs these days."

"As long as you can get through it, we are all one family, no matter what difficulties we have, we can get through it together."

The old man's voice was a little choked, and Li Chengjiu nodded lightly, then turned to the old housekeeper and said, "Is there any food at home?"

The old housekeeper was stunned for a moment, then nodded excitedly and said, "I'll let the kitchen do it now."