she is the reward of time

Apart from not knowing how to speak, Gu Shishu also felt unable to face Zheng Chun.

Especially now that Zheng Chun has just lost his grandfather, his heart has become extremely fragile, and he is more dependent on him than before.

But the more Zheng Chun relied on him, the more the pressure in his heart amplified infinitely.

Apart from being unable to face Zheng Chun, Gu Shishu would also feel guilty when he saw Xiao Xu and Sui Sui.

Sometimes it even hurts.

But he couldn't tell Zheng Chun about these things.

Once he opened his mouth, he had to admit his mistake, but he actually felt scared.

……

Everyone noticed Gu Shishu's abnormality, and even Song Yaya and Dr. Jin whispered about it to Zheng Chun in private.

Song Yaya may be particularly sensitive to cheating because she is pregnant now.

She even couldn't help asking Zheng Chun: "Could it be that there are women out there hooking up with Gu Shishu?"

After all, it is normal for a woman to post Gu Shishu's appearance and family background.

Doctor Jin quickly pulled her away, then smiled and said: "No, at that time you and Xiaochun were in Linzhou, only me and Mr. Gu were here, and he didn't have anything to do with other women. more convenient?"

Song Yaya: "So you are regretting now, didn't you find a woman at that time?"

Dr. Jin was speechless for a moment, then shut up, not daring to interrupt.

Seeing them like this, Zheng Chun felt it was funny, and at the same time a little envious.

Once upon a time, Song Yaya also envied her and Gu Shishu.

But it seems that more is to feel sorry for her.

Zheng Chun has always firmly believed that Gu Shishu only loves herself, and she also believes that this feeling is worth everything she has given.

But Gu Shishu's recent abnormalities made her unable to help but start thinking wildly.

But Zheng Chun didn't think about cheating, she was just worried that something might happen in the company that Gu Shishu couldn't solve for the time being, but she didn't want to tell herself and make herself worry, that's why she behaved abnormally.

Zheng Chun said to Song Yaya: "Let me find a chance to ask Jiang Mu to see if there is anything wrong with the company. Cheating will definitely not happen. If he dares to cheat, you don't need me to do it, you can dump him first." Eight dollars."

Song Yaya quickly waved her hand, "I don't dare, besides, I'm a pregnant woman now, so I have to pay attention to prenatal education, and I can't shout and kill."

Zheng Chun rolled his eyes directly, "I already have two children, and you are just pregnant, are you talking about prenatal education in front of me?"

Song Yaya: "You have to let me enjoy this process."

As soon as she finished speaking, she vomited and became pregnant.

Dr. Jin hurriedly helped her to go to the bathroom, patted her on the back unsteadily on the way, cared for her and comforted her.

Zheng Chun looked at the backs of the two of them, from a little bit of envy just now to very envious.

Never mind, when Gu Shishu comes back tonight, he must ask the matter clearly!

Even if Gu Shishu really cheated, as long as he dared to admit it, he wouldn't bother him, and he could still respect him for his magnanimity.

……

While eating, Gu Shishu noticed that Zheng Chun kept looking at himself.

That kind of look is full of inquiry and scrutiny, and looking at anyone will make the other person feel uncomfortable.

But he asked Zheng Chun if he had anything to say, and Zheng Chun said no.

He could only wait until the two of them had finished taking a shower and lay on the bed, but he still didn't say anything.

Finally, Gu Shishu couldn't wait any longer, and took the initiative to ask: "Do you really have nothing to say to me?"

Zheng Chun looked at him, and suddenly sat up straight.

This made Gu Shishu a little nervous, "What's wrong? What happened?"

His first thought was that something happened in Linzhou.

After all, everyone said that Xie Chuang was unreliable in the past, but now that he has grown up suddenly, it is still unknown whether he can survive the audience.

Therefore, the probability of accidents in Linzhou is higher.

But Zheng Chun suddenly asked him, "Do you have a woman outside?"

Gu Shishu was stunned, his brain seemed to be stuck, and he couldn't function at all.

What happened to Linzhou and whether there are any women outside him are totally irrelevant matters, why did they come together?

etc--

She didn't even ask about the speculation about Linzhou's accident, so Zheng Chun probably didn't know what she was thinking, but just said what she wanted to say.

Gu Shishu was even more shocked and speechless now.

He couldn't understand why Zheng Chun suddenly asked himself if there were any women outside?

Could it be that I have recently acted... like there is a woman outside?

Not to mention they sleep together every day, and they are also very intimate.

Every time after intimacy, Zheng Chun would lie in his arms and fall asleep.

He felt that his love for Zheng Chun, apart from the little things in his daily life, was most vividly expressed on the bed.

After a while, Gu Shishu finally found his voice.

He replied Zheng Chun: "No."

Zheng Chun: "Why did you think for so long before answering? Is this question difficult to answer?"

Gu Shishu: "..."

It's not a question that can be answered easily, but I never thought that she would ask such a question, so I was stunned.

But looking through the memories of the reply, it seems that he really looks like a scumbag.

It seemed reasonable for Zheng Chun to ask this question.

Gu Shishu's expression tightened, and he asked her back: "Is there something I haven't done well recently that made you feel uneasy?"

Zheng Chun opened his mouth and wanted to say yes.

But after searching in her mind, she couldn't tell what Gu Shishu's actions made her feel uneasy.

At least in terms of their relationship, Gu Shishu didn't seem to have done anything to disturb her.

Zheng Chun sighed heavily, "Actually, I just wanted to ask if something happened in the company. You didn't want me to worry, so you didn't tell me?"

Gu Shishu: "No."

Zheng Chun: "..."

Neither this nor that, could it be that he is schizophrenic?
Just when Zheng Chun was getting frustrated, Gu Shishu took the initiative to tell the truth. He said, "I have recovered some memories."

Zheng Chun was taken aback for a moment, and then joy welled up in her eyes. She rushed over excitedly and hugged Gu Shishu's neck.

"Really? What do you remember?"

Gu Shishu: "I remember a lot, but it's all about the bad things I did to you."

Zheng Chun: "..."

So is this the real reason for his recent erratic behavior?
Because he only recovered his bad memories of himself, every time he met his eyes, he would blame himself inexplicably.

Previously, Zheng Chun thought he was wrong, but he didn't expect it to be true.

But she didn't feel sad about it at all, and she even had a villainous mind that could be used to manipulate Gu Shishu.