Time and you are my fault

How can I describe how she feels.

It was as if a blunt sharp weapon was slowly stabbing into the heart.

It was clearly in excruciating pain, but she couldn't make a sound.

"It's okay, it's temporary." His voice was as gentle as water, trying his best to comfort his little wife.

It was he who was tortured, but it was her who was comforted.

Chu Yi felt that she was really useless.

She forced back the soreness in her eyes, and helped him up, "I know, I will help you go back and sit down, and call the doctor over."

"No need." His big hand firmly locked her hand in the palm, and the warmth drove away the coldness in her hand.

Chu Yi let him hold hands, and led him back to the bed and sat down.

"Then I'll feed you." She wanted to pick up the tableware, but he clenched her hands tightly.

"Don't cry." His deep and mellow voice sounded in the room.

"I didn't cry, nor was I afraid." After a pause, he continued, "I can lead you along and be your eyes."

It seemed that this sentence pleased the man, he laughed out loud, "Let's eat."

Chu Yi's tone sounded unchanged, but the expression on his little face was extremely serious.

When she went to the bathroom to wash the dishes, she repeated the same movements numbly and stiffly.

Finally finished washing the last bowl, but the faucet was left on.

Amidst the sound of rushing water, the figure reflected in the mirror was quietly staring at the small porcelain vase in the palm of his hand.

"Yi?"

Chu Yi was sitting on the sofa peeling apples, but her eyes were unfocused on the knife, and she didn't hear Zong Yanxiu's voice.

"Yi?"

When she heard the call, she snapped back to her senses, but accidentally cut her finger with a knife.

Enduring the pain, she hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"

"Don't lose your mind when peeling apples." He looked in her direction.

Chu Yi pulled her lips, pulled out a tissue and wiped it casually.

She came in with an apple and fed him, "I'm thinking about the wedding."

He suddenly took her hand.

Chu Yi seemed to know what he was going to say next, "Let's go to the scene next week to take a look, and Manager Zhang will bring up any dissatisfaction on the spot."

He paused with his fingers, and held her hand tighter, with a smile on his face, "Okay."

Chewie was silent all day long.

Zong Yanxiu found out, but he didn't say anything.

Zong Yanxiu's symptoms are good and bad, and he has to drink Chinese medicine that is so bitter that it makes people sick three times a day.

While Chu Yi felt distressed, the balance in her heart became more and more tilted.

As for which way to lean, only she knows.

She thought God would give her a few days to think about it, but ten days later in the evening, when she went home to look after her child, she just opened the door of the baby room when a call came from the hospital.

"Ma'am! Mister has just been sent to the emergency room! Come back soon!" The panicked voice of the nurse came through the receiver.

Chu Yi held the door of the baby room, her two children were just a few steps away, but for a moment, she felt that the distance between these few steps was so far away.

As if regaining consciousness in an instant, she ran out like crazy.

The wind was whistling in my ears, but it was not as strong as the oppressive feeling in my heart.

This is the second time she drove through a red light.

The first time was also last year when Zong Yanxiu fell ill after being extremely exhausted.

When Chu Yi held the white porcelain bottle in her hand and ran wildly in the corridor of the hospital, she seemed to see that the gate of life called vitality was firmly locked.

She came to the emergency room, and half an hour later, the doctor came out.

Professor Qin sighed regretfully, "Although this news is hard to tell, the effect of traditional Chinese medicine is too slow, he may..."

Qin Hao didn't say anything next.

But Chewie got it.

"And...how long?" She asked tremblingly, her black eyes covered by thick mist.

Qin Hao couldn't bear to look at the girl, and pursed his lips, as if after careful consideration, "No more than three months."

three months...

Chuy's feet softened, and he took two steps back.

Qin Hao hurriedly pulled her back, "I will contact my friends abroad to see if there is any new progress."

Chu Yi pursed her pale lips and expressed her thanks vigorously, "Thank you!"

After Qin Hao left, Chu Yi stood in the empty corridor.

Obviously in the past, the hospital was overcrowded, but today, she was the only one there.

It seems that she is the only one who can truly experience the pain in this world.

She seemed to have been drained of all her strength, and slowly squatted down, hugging her knees.

The tears finally couldn't be held back anymore, and burst down the embankment.

The choked-up cries gradually became louder, and finally all the voices turned into heart-piercing wailing.

Why is this happening?

Which step in her life started to go wrong that led to today's situation?
She cried so hard that she couldn't breathe. All the courage and firmness she had built up in the past were destroyed by the 'three months'.

Sheng Jinghuai stood at the corner of the corridor, looking at the lonely figure, he almost wanted to go forward, but was blocked by her cries.

He leaned against the wall quietly, staring at something lost in thought.

Chu Yi didn't go back to the ward directly, but went downstairs to make a phone call.

It took Mo Shaoming a long time to answer.

"I want Shiyue's contact information."

Mo Shaoming paused, his voice was hoarse and a little irritable, "Don't say I don't have it, even if I have it, I won't give it to you."

Chu Yi did not give up, "Why! Don't you know Zong Yanxiu's body? Only Shiyue has the antidote!"

"Shiyue's goal is to bring down the Zong family and accept Heng Zong. Now he is facing Zong Yanxiu, and the next one is your child."

Chu Yi instantly felt cold all over.

child……

Her throat felt raw and stinging, but there was no relief.

"Chu Yi, what we can do now is to catch Shiyue, not be threatened by him. If you fall into Shiyue's hands, Zong Yanxiu will not even have three months."

"But……"

She has to think about her children and Hengzong.

But who will consider Zong Yanxiu.

Three months!
He only has three months left!

When she thought that he would disappear, when she thought that there would no longer be such a man in this world, her heart ached so badly that she couldn't breathe.

In the dark night, Chu Yi held the porcelain bottle in her hand and pressed it against her chest.

As long as she takes this step, then she and Zong Yanxiu...

Chu Yi suddenly smiled, she looked at the moon in the sky.

The silver moonlight was as gentle as water, covering her lonely and thin figure.

Afterwards, she wiped away her tears and resolutely went back to the ward.

When Zong Yanxiu woke up, it was nine o'clock in the evening.

He looked at the little woman sitting on the side of the bed lost in thought, "Yiyi."

Chuy's stiff body seemed to be pressed by a switch, and she stood up instantly, "Are you awake? Do you feel uncomfortable?"

"No." He held her hand, "Crying?"

Chu Yi pursed her lips and did not deny it.

"Sorry to worry you again."

Chuy pouted, picked up the thermos jug at the side, and added hot water to the already cool water in the cup.

Afterwards, she took out a medicine from the plastic medicine bottle beside the bed, and handed over the cup and the medicine together, "If you know it worries me, take the medicine well."

Zong Yanxiu was stunned, then smiled helplessly, "Okay."

Chewy stared at his lips closely, when the medicine was sent into his mouth, when the water in the glass was sent to his lips, when she saw him swallow the medicine, she heard something in her mind , bang, cracked.

After taking the medicine, the man saw her dazed, and asked suspiciously, "Yiyi?"

Chuy quickly took the quilt, "Well, I'm going to wash the cup."

She immediately turned and walked towards the bathroom, her steps hurried.

The man frowned, staring at the back of her eyes with a hint of suspicion.

She looked, very wrong.

Chewie stood in front of the mirror, the cup was washed by the water, and she put her hands on the sink.

She gritted her teeth, but didn't dare to look at herself in the mirror.

She was terrified, afraid of seeing herself in a mess.

However, she has no way out.

That night, Zong Yanxiu slept deeply.

He may never know that Chu Yi stayed by his bedside the whole night.

She didn't dare to close her eyes, she was afraid that she would never have the chance to see Zong Yanxiu like this again.