Time and you are my fault

It was still raining outside, and it seemed to be getting bigger and bigger.

Chu Yi seemed to suddenly think of something, and rushed out desperately.

She ran down the stairs, sixteenth floor, exhausting her.

The patients gathered in the hall saw the woman rushing into the rain curtain at a loss, and ran towards the rockery on the right.

The rain drenched her whole body in an instant, but she didn't care at all, squatting on the grass next to the rockery, groping with her hands on it, as if she was looking for something.

The wound on her hand was soaked by the rain, and the slight pain made her frown, but she still didn't stop.

Touching the lawn with both hands, the tender green grass was stained with blood, but was quickly washed into the soil by the dense raindrops.

But the area of ​​the lawn was too large, and she didn't know where the small ring would land if it fell from the sixteenth floor.

In the end, she couldn't support her legs, so she could only kneel on the ground and grope a little bit.

When Sheng Jinghuai found someone, he saw this scene.

Chuy knelt on the lawn, with raindrops dripping from her chin, she kept blinking to drive away the rainwater flowing into her eye sockets.

She searched for too long and muttered to herself.

Sheng Jinghuai frowned fiercely, he walked to her side holding an umbrella, and pulled her up from the ground.

"Chui!"

Chuy pushed her away, took two steps back, and fell on the grass again, "I'm looking for a ring."

Sheng Jinghuai held the umbrella above her and looked at the devastated woman with a complicated expression.

"You go back with me first, and we'll look for it after the rain stops, okay?" He tried his best to maintain a discussion tone.

Chu Yi refused to look at him, and moved to the edge of the rockery, where the stone slabs were hard, but she didn't seem to feel the pain, and the rain under her body was faintly pink.

"Why can't I find it! Where is it! Where is it!"

"No! It's near here! I'll definitely find it!"

Her knee was cut by the sharp edge of the stone slab, she was like a machine that knows no cold or pain, only remembering the appearance of the ring in her eyes.

"Chu Yi!" Sheng Jinghuai stopped in front of her.

The man looked at her in a daze, just like the way Zong Yanxiu fumbled around trying to grab her when he lost his sight in front of the laboratory that day.

The same helpless.

But also stubborn.

This time, Chu Yi was blocked from seeing, and finally raised her head.

The rain was so dense that most of it could be covered by the umbrella.

Chuy blinked, her eye sockets were flushed, and big tears gushed out of them.

With a strong nasal voice, he said, "Sheng Jinghuai, he lost the ring."

Warm tears covered her face, she knelt there, looking up at him, "The ring is gone!"

Looking at her continuous tears, Sheng Jinghuai felt that his heart had been ripped out of his chest.

She covered her face, but the tears couldn't stop, and fell down between her fingers.

"He... doesn't want me anymore!"

The sound of rain and crying, as well as her heart-piercing murmur, floated together in this empty space.

"He really doesn't want me anymore..."

Chewie couldn't hear the rain, not even her own voice.

In her ears, there was only the last words Zong Yanxiu said to her.

'Chui, in this life, we are over. '

He said it was over.

He threw away the ring he made himself.

Like throwing out trash, throw it away.

Sheng Jinghuai bent down and hugged him into his arms. He didn't know what to say to comfort him.

"Let's go back first, it's cold outside and we'll get sick."

But Chu Yi pushed her away, remained silent, and continued to search.

Holding a momentum that if she can't find it, she won't leave.

I searched around the rockery, but found no sign of the ring.

Standing on the edge of the pond, she watched the water rippled by the rain, and jumped into the pond without hesitation.

She didn't know how to swim, but after she and Lin Luolian fell into the water at the Gu family's wedding banquet last year, she asked a coach to learn swimming.

Although learned, but not proficient.

She held on to the stone on the edge, breathed jerkyly, and was choked several times until she couldn't breathe.

But she didn't give up, and after recovering her breath, she went into the water again.

The pond is cleaned daily and is crystal clear.

Chuy searched every corner inside, and finally found the black wooden ring in the crevice of the stone.

She was overjoyed, and immediately swam over, holding the ring tightly in her palm.

When she came out of the water again, she collapsed on the edge of the pond because of exhaustion.

Suddenly realizing that there was no rain falling on her head, she slowly opened her eyes.

What came into view was the gray-blue sky and a face against the black umbrella.

That face, revealing the inherent indifference and alienation, is out of tune with this world.

It wasn't Sheng Jinghuai, it was Shi Jing.

Shock appeared on Chu Yi's pale face, she opened her mouth, and said in a hoarse voice, "Shi Jing..."

Shi Jing held the edge of her trousers and slowly bent down.

The black umbrella covered the two of them, and Chu Yi could clearly see the faint smile on Shi Jing's pale face.

He looked her up and down, seeing how embarrassed she was, and said slowly, "Chu Yi, is it because of Zong Yanxiu that you can even give up your life."

My heart skipped a beat.

An unknown intuition flashed by, and she wanted to catch it, but couldn't.

Because she had choked on the water just now, her face was as pale as paper, she blinked and said nothing.

"Is it worth it?" he asked.

Chu Yi blinked, and the wooden ring suddenly touched the wound on her palm.

The pain brought her reason back to reality, and the smile on her lips was a bit bitter, but more of relief.

"Shi Jing, if you fall in love with someone, you will know..."

She paused, breathing slowly, "For him, you are willing to give up your life."

The man's fingers as white as jade tightly gripped the handle of the umbrella.

The two looked at each other for a long time under the rain curtain.

"Even if he hates you."

"Even if he hates me."

"Even if he will marry someone else in the future, you can only pry into all this in the dark."

"Even if..."

She choked up twice, as if trying to say this with all her strength.

"Even if he will marry someone else in the future, I can only spy on all this in the dark."

After Shi Jing was silent for a long time, his face suddenly became ugly.

He was like the one on the gambling table who lost completely and completely.

Suppressing an unexplainable anger.

It was as if he had superb gambling skills, but in the end he lost to the ignorant brat!

Chu Yi thought, Zong Yanxiu really didn't want him anymore.

But it doesn't matter, his health is the best result for her.

After all, from the very beginning, her goal was for him to live a healthy life.

Since then, she has been ready for everything.

Prepare for the consequences that he will hate her.

Prepare to meet that he will forget her results.

Prepare to meet the result that he will marry another woman one day.

It must be painful.

But she is not afraid.

She is not afraid.

Shi Jing got up slowly, the umbrella was withdrawn, and the rain curtain hit her upturned face again, making her close her eyes subconsciously.

Chu Yi looked at him, and watched him leave the hospital quickly with long legs.

And she looked down at the ring lying quietly in her palm, and pressed it on her heart like a treasure.