The Mysterious Wife of the Indifferent Emperor and Young Master
Chapter 237 I'm sorry, it's okay
It was rare for Feng Yuning not to push away Zhan Xiao City.
She let him lean in her arms, whispering in the dark the unbearable pain of her past.
Such as being bullied by Zhan Liancheng, such as being abused by his biological mother, such as the escape of his biological father, such as the countless times he thought about dying in those pains.
But he persisted in the end.
"Xiao Ning, do you know? That year was the most important turning point in my life."
In the night, the voice of Zhan Xiaocheng was particularly hoarse.
"That year, I was bullied by Zhan Liancheng. The so-called bullying was so nasty that you can't imagine. He actually sent a man with the intention of..."
He didn't want to say these words again, he was afraid that it would stain Feng Yuning's ears and her pure heart.
"At that time, I was thinking, how should I live?"
Zhan Xiaocheng smiled sadly, and said: "After thinking for a long time, the best way is to die. If you die, you don't have to think about anything, you don't have to face anything, and you don't have to care about anything."
How good would it be to not have to care about the family affection he longs for but can't get, and not to care about the pain in the heart that is more painful than the body?
"It was at a banquet. I had already made up my mind to commit suicide. I was ready to leave this world. I felt that there was nothing to cherish in this world."
Zhan Xiaocheng hugged Feng Yuning tightly, and said: "But I think of those people I care about, my elderly grandma, and my irresponsible but kind father, and I am worried that after I die, there will be no people take care of them."
After a moment of silence, he said: "That's why I cried. The only time I cried was when I was an adult, but this ugly crying was seen by a little girl."
Having said this, Zhan Xiaocheng's tone became gentle.
"The little girl handed me a lollipop and comforted me by telling me not to be sad, don't give up, everything will be fine."
Hearing this, Feng Yuning's body froze.
After a long time, she lightly stroked Zhan Xiaocheng's back with her hand, and said, "Yes, everything will be fine, only cowards do escape."
"Yes, because of that lollipop, and because of what the little girl said, I have persisted for many years. I have made myself cruel, ruthless, and like the king of Hades, because only in this way, I can live."
This is how it is in this world, if you are weak, if you are kind, you are the one to be bullied and trampled upon.
Only when you are a high-ranking king and you look down on all living beings, will all living beings not dare to let you down.
"You did very well."
Feng Yuning brushed the back of Zhan Xiaocheng's head with her hand, as if comforting a child, her voice was as gentle as water.
"But I'm stupid, but I misidentified the little girl who gave me comfort and hope, and even hurt her over and over again."
Having said this, Zhan Xiaocheng's tone became regretful and painful.
"I clearly swore to give her the best and most beautiful everything in this world, but, but I..."
Zhan Xiaocheng smiled bitterly, but he recognized Liu Xiaoxiao as Feng Yuning, and even paid a heavy price for it.
"It's over, it's all right."
After a long time, Feng Yuning finally spoke. She patted Zhan Xiaocheng's back lightly, signaling him to step back, and she wanted to sit up.
"Xiao Ning."
Seeing Feng Yuning push him away and get up, Zhan Xiaocheng raised his head from the darkness and stared at her back.
The light and shadow were dim, and he could only vaguely see the outline of her back, so thin, yet so determined.
"Xiao Ning, I'm sorry."
His lips moved, and Zhan Xiaocheng said the three words "I'm sorry" in a hoarse voice.
Hearing these three words, Feng Yuning kicked her back, and the footsteps that were just about to leave suddenly became stiff.
After a long time, Feng Yuning raised her head and took a deep breath.
"It's okay, I forgive you."
She was obviously laughing, but her voice was so hoarse, so hoarse that she seemed to be crying.
After all, she walked into the bathroom quickly, closed the door, and turned on the faucet. Apart from the sound of rushing water, there seemed to be a low sound of crying.
Zhan Xiaocheng didn't speak, nor did he chase after him.
He just sat on the imperial concubine's couch, staring at the closed door of the bathroom.
Xiao Ning, thank you for your forgiveness.
This seemingly ordinary night, but many people did not fall asleep.
Such as Zhan Xiaocheng and Feng Yuning, such as the people in the Zhan family's old house, and every person who cares about the funeral.
For those who don't know the truth, the protagonist of this funeral used to be a powerful figure in Beicheng. He was once the dream lover of countless young girls and the idol of countless entrepreneurs.
But now, that prominent person has died, and it still ended in such a bleak way.
But for those who know a little bit of the truth, today's funeral is full of dangers and conspiracies, everyone has their own plans, and everyone is planning their own interests.
Whoever wins and loses will be decided today.
Zhan Xiaocheng got up on time at seven o'clock.
Opening his eyes, he saw Duo Le and Duo Fu lying on both sides of him, looking at him with a smile.
"Good morning, little princess, good morning, little prince."
Duo Le and Duo Fu are very happy to be called the little princess and the little prince.
"Morning, uncle."
Duo Le touched Zhan Xiaocheng's face, showing a sweet smile.
"My mother said that uncle has important things to do today, so Dole and I can't disturb you, and we can't pester you to take us to play."
Duofu looked at Zhan Xiaocheng, and said in a childish voice.
"That's right, Mom also said, let's cheer for Uncle."
Duo Le remembered the task assigned by her mother, and hurriedly said loudly.
She leaned over, kissed Zhan Xiaocheng on the face, and said loudly, "Come on, uncle! Uncle must win!"
After finishing speaking, he opened his innocent eyes and asked, "Is uncle going to fight with others?"
Hearing this, Zhan Xiaocheng couldn't help laughing.
"Well, yes, uncle is going to fight with others."
Duo Le frowned beautifully, and his small face was wrinkled together, as if he was thinking about major life issues.
After a long time, she sighed like an adult.
"Hey, even though it's wrong to fight, I still hope that uncle can win. Compared with being beaten by others, I still think it's better for you to beat others."
Duofu on the side said: "Uncle can't lose. Mom said it this morning. Uncle will never lose. Uncle is a person who always wins."
Hearing this, Zhan Xiaocheng raised his eyebrows.
"Really? Mom really said that?"
"Of course, that's what my mother said in the morning. She also said that she would go to fight with uncle today, and then take us to eat delicious food in the evening."
Duofu stood up and said, as if he was not satisfied with Zhan Xiaocheng's attitude of questioning himself.
She accompany him?
Zhan Xiaocheng was stunned, in what capacity did she come to accompany him?
She let him lean in her arms, whispering in the dark the unbearable pain of her past.
Such as being bullied by Zhan Liancheng, such as being abused by his biological mother, such as the escape of his biological father, such as the countless times he thought about dying in those pains.
But he persisted in the end.
"Xiao Ning, do you know? That year was the most important turning point in my life."
In the night, the voice of Zhan Xiaocheng was particularly hoarse.
"That year, I was bullied by Zhan Liancheng. The so-called bullying was so nasty that you can't imagine. He actually sent a man with the intention of..."
He didn't want to say these words again, he was afraid that it would stain Feng Yuning's ears and her pure heart.
"At that time, I was thinking, how should I live?"
Zhan Xiaocheng smiled sadly, and said: "After thinking for a long time, the best way is to die. If you die, you don't have to think about anything, you don't have to face anything, and you don't have to care about anything."
How good would it be to not have to care about the family affection he longs for but can't get, and not to care about the pain in the heart that is more painful than the body?
"It was at a banquet. I had already made up my mind to commit suicide. I was ready to leave this world. I felt that there was nothing to cherish in this world."
Zhan Xiaocheng hugged Feng Yuning tightly, and said: "But I think of those people I care about, my elderly grandma, and my irresponsible but kind father, and I am worried that after I die, there will be no people take care of them."
After a moment of silence, he said: "That's why I cried. The only time I cried was when I was an adult, but this ugly crying was seen by a little girl."
Having said this, Zhan Xiaocheng's tone became gentle.
"The little girl handed me a lollipop and comforted me by telling me not to be sad, don't give up, everything will be fine."
Hearing this, Feng Yuning's body froze.
After a long time, she lightly stroked Zhan Xiaocheng's back with her hand, and said, "Yes, everything will be fine, only cowards do escape."
"Yes, because of that lollipop, and because of what the little girl said, I have persisted for many years. I have made myself cruel, ruthless, and like the king of Hades, because only in this way, I can live."
This is how it is in this world, if you are weak, if you are kind, you are the one to be bullied and trampled upon.
Only when you are a high-ranking king and you look down on all living beings, will all living beings not dare to let you down.
"You did very well."
Feng Yuning brushed the back of Zhan Xiaocheng's head with her hand, as if comforting a child, her voice was as gentle as water.
"But I'm stupid, but I misidentified the little girl who gave me comfort and hope, and even hurt her over and over again."
Having said this, Zhan Xiaocheng's tone became regretful and painful.
"I clearly swore to give her the best and most beautiful everything in this world, but, but I..."
Zhan Xiaocheng smiled bitterly, but he recognized Liu Xiaoxiao as Feng Yuning, and even paid a heavy price for it.
"It's over, it's all right."
After a long time, Feng Yuning finally spoke. She patted Zhan Xiaocheng's back lightly, signaling him to step back, and she wanted to sit up.
"Xiao Ning."
Seeing Feng Yuning push him away and get up, Zhan Xiaocheng raised his head from the darkness and stared at her back.
The light and shadow were dim, and he could only vaguely see the outline of her back, so thin, yet so determined.
"Xiao Ning, I'm sorry."
His lips moved, and Zhan Xiaocheng said the three words "I'm sorry" in a hoarse voice.
Hearing these three words, Feng Yuning kicked her back, and the footsteps that were just about to leave suddenly became stiff.
After a long time, Feng Yuning raised her head and took a deep breath.
"It's okay, I forgive you."
She was obviously laughing, but her voice was so hoarse, so hoarse that she seemed to be crying.
After all, she walked into the bathroom quickly, closed the door, and turned on the faucet. Apart from the sound of rushing water, there seemed to be a low sound of crying.
Zhan Xiaocheng didn't speak, nor did he chase after him.
He just sat on the imperial concubine's couch, staring at the closed door of the bathroom.
Xiao Ning, thank you for your forgiveness.
This seemingly ordinary night, but many people did not fall asleep.
Such as Zhan Xiaocheng and Feng Yuning, such as the people in the Zhan family's old house, and every person who cares about the funeral.
For those who don't know the truth, the protagonist of this funeral used to be a powerful figure in Beicheng. He was once the dream lover of countless young girls and the idol of countless entrepreneurs.
But now, that prominent person has died, and it still ended in such a bleak way.
But for those who know a little bit of the truth, today's funeral is full of dangers and conspiracies, everyone has their own plans, and everyone is planning their own interests.
Whoever wins and loses will be decided today.
Zhan Xiaocheng got up on time at seven o'clock.
Opening his eyes, he saw Duo Le and Duo Fu lying on both sides of him, looking at him with a smile.
"Good morning, little princess, good morning, little prince."
Duo Le and Duo Fu are very happy to be called the little princess and the little prince.
"Morning, uncle."
Duo Le touched Zhan Xiaocheng's face, showing a sweet smile.
"My mother said that uncle has important things to do today, so Dole and I can't disturb you, and we can't pester you to take us to play."
Duofu looked at Zhan Xiaocheng, and said in a childish voice.
"That's right, Mom also said, let's cheer for Uncle."
Duo Le remembered the task assigned by her mother, and hurriedly said loudly.
She leaned over, kissed Zhan Xiaocheng on the face, and said loudly, "Come on, uncle! Uncle must win!"
After finishing speaking, he opened his innocent eyes and asked, "Is uncle going to fight with others?"
Hearing this, Zhan Xiaocheng couldn't help laughing.
"Well, yes, uncle is going to fight with others."
Duo Le frowned beautifully, and his small face was wrinkled together, as if he was thinking about major life issues.
After a long time, she sighed like an adult.
"Hey, even though it's wrong to fight, I still hope that uncle can win. Compared with being beaten by others, I still think it's better for you to beat others."
Duofu on the side said: "Uncle can't lose. Mom said it this morning. Uncle will never lose. Uncle is a person who always wins."
Hearing this, Zhan Xiaocheng raised his eyebrows.
"Really? Mom really said that?"
"Of course, that's what my mother said in the morning. She also said that she would go to fight with uncle today, and then take us to eat delicious food in the evening."
Duofu stood up and said, as if he was not satisfied with Zhan Xiaocheng's attitude of questioning himself.
She accompany him?
Zhan Xiaocheng was stunned, in what capacity did she come to accompany him?
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