I don't care about late affection

"Because I know it's useless to say it. I don't have evidence, and you won't turn to me. Even if you know that Ye Feifei did it, all you did was bury it for her, and you will protect her."

Li Hannian shook his head again and again: "No, no, I won't do that."

Song Ruoqing would not refute either.

Whether he will do this, Li Hannian has already made a choice in his previous life, and it cannot be changed with a few words in this life.

She just kept on telling her story.

"I've been lying in the hospital for a month, and I've been waiting for a month, but I haven't waited for you."

"Actually, I know you won't come. My waiting is not so much waiting for you, but rather waiting for the sake of waiting."

"Because I have nothing else to do except wait, at least in this way, I can still have an idea."

"There is nothingness in my life. It's empty. No one or anything can bind me. If I don't even have the last thought of waiting, then I'm just a walking dead."

"The day I chose to die, the sunshine outside was very good. I looked outside through the window, and I had the idea of ​​leaving this world."

Song Ruoqing seemed to have returned to the day of her death.

She also turned her head to look out the window.

Although the time is different, one is morning and the other is sunset.

But the sun outside is still bright and beautiful.

She said in a daze, "The sunshine that day was the same as today."

Li Hannian also turned his head to look out of the floor-to-ceiling windows. The afterglow of the sun refracted on the glass, emitting a bright and dazzling light, which made people's eyes hurt, but felt beautiful.

"The nurse came in to change my dressing, and when she was taking care of me, she turned on the TV for me so as not to bore me."

"But I didn't expect that when Ye Feifei walks into the bridal shop with you in her arm, the media also said that something good is coming for you."

"Everyone forgot that I existed. At that moment, I suddenly realized that my wishful thinking was just a joke."

"But I woke up too late. If I was healthy, I would definitely leave you, but I can't leave you, and I can't move. It's too desperate and painful. I know I have no future."

"So... I took off the oxygen mask."

The psychological process at that moment, Song Ruoqing recalled now, was still clearly engraved in her bones.

Can't forget.

It's fine if you don't remember it usually, but if you recall it again, you won't forget it at all.

"Qingqing, stop talking, please, stop talking."

There was pain hidden in Li Hannian's voice, which seemed to be more painful than what Song Ruoqing had experienced.

The hands holding her were getting tighter and tighter, as if this could keep her and stop her from continuing.

The two of them can still be as happy as before.

But before Song Ruoqing finished speaking, she raised her hand and grabbed Li Hannian's hand, feeling his real touch, still feeling dazed and unbelievable.

"Do you know, I died, but when I opened my eyes again, it was our wedding night again, and I still drugged you."

"Everything that should happen and shouldn't happen has already happened at the very beginning, so my first thought is to divorce you immediately to prevent all of this from happening later."

"Even after I was reborn, I thought for a long time, why not one day earlier, if it were one day earlier, some steps in life would not have to be repeated."

Li Hannian clenched his jaw and said nothing, but his heart was filled with joy.

He was glad that Song Ruoqing was reborn on that wedding night, which made everything for the two of them have a beginning.

If Song Ruoqing was reborn one day earlier, she would definitely leave him, there would be no future between them, and there would be no result.

He would never know that he would love her so much.

At this time, Li Hannian had stopped thinking about whether these things were imagined by Song Ruoqing, or they really existed.

It doesn't matter, he will treat it as real.

Song Ruoqing continued.

"Although the time is wrong, I know that this is an opportunity God gave me. I know that I am pregnant with Xiaobao. Now that the child has come, maybe God wants me to make up for the regrets of my previous life."

"And my dad, I can't let him have an accident."

"Step by step, I did it all. I didn't let my dad have an accident, and I didn't let the Song family collapse. I kept Xiaobao."

"I originally thought that after completing these things, I would leave you completely and never have anything to do with you again."

"But then everything changed inexplicably. You and I went from loathing each other to being entangled with each other, until the fact that Ye Feifei impersonated me as your savior came to light, and things gradually got out of control."

"I don't know why I fell again, but from the moment I saw you jumping for me under the threat of Li Haobai that day, I let go and tried to accept you again."

"I don't know if this decision was right or wrong, but I didn't regret it at the time."

After saying this, Song Ruoqing fell silent.

She had already explained her two lifetimes of psychological process clearly, looked up into the distance, momentarily dazed and momentarily relieved.

Because the big stone in my heart was moved away.

"Qingqing, I won't let you regret it. Although I have done so many wrong things, as long as you give me another chance, I will never make mistakes again until I die."

Li Hannian's voice trembled inexplicably, and he was even a little afraid to say these words.

Not because he couldn't do the words.

It was because she was afraid that Song Ruoqing would not believe her and would not forgive him.

He was afraid.

Since these things have been buried in Song Ruoqing's heart, it proves that these things have always existed, but Song Ruoqing didn't tell him these things until now.

Why are you saying this all of a sudden.

Do you want to leave him?

He absolutely does not allow it.

They are so happy now that these things are all illusory.

long ago did not exist.

Song Ruoqing probably sensed his thoughts, and suddenly smiled.

"Han Nian, do you know why I suddenly revealed these secrets buried in my heart today?"

"I don't know, and I don't want to know."

Li Hannian shook his head again, refusing to listen to Song Ruoqing's answer.

He held her hand tightly and said: "You are unhappy, resent what I did to you in my previous life, you can beat me, scold me and ignore me, but you can't..."

leave me.

Li Hannian was a little afraid to say the next three words.

It seemed that as soon as he said it, it would become true, so he didn't even dare to say it.

"I beat you and scolded you for what you did. In the final analysis, I did everything on my own. In fact, I didn't blame you for not loving me. After all, I posted it on my own initiative. It's normal for you to hate me."

"The only thing I hate is that you did something to my family and made me lose Xiaobao."

"But now none of that exists."

With the safety of the family and the safe birth of Little Treasure, the hostility in Song Ruoqing's heart also disappeared.

She said: "I said this today just because I want to confess to you."