One marriage and two divorces

Lianyi sat on a bench in the small square of the hospital.

She basks in the sun.

Squint your eyes and look towards the sky.

The sun is good today, very bright and dazzling.

Someone once described her as dazzling as the sun.

Ripple reached out to block the light from the sun's direct rays.

She had to think about it.

She really had to think about it.

What exactly does she want.

The scene in the elevator that day appeared in front of my eyes over and over again like a movie.

Every frame is scary, but the combination is so beautiful.

Whether she really risked her life for her, she could see clearly.

It was because she saw it clearly that she could speak clearly to Chu Wei.

She can't be a scumbag.

Can it be compounded?

Lianyi moved her hand away, allowing Tang Yangguang to shine on her eyelids again.

She closed her eyes.

Feeling fingers brushing slowly across her face, she opened her eyes.

"Why are you crying?"

Huo Jingsi gathered his robe and sat up beside her.

He squinted his eyes when he looked at the sun, allowing his eyes to adapt.

"This sunshine is really dazzling." He smiled: "It's the same as you."

His ripples are like a little sun.

"If I were this dazzling existence... I would not have encountered so many problems, so many that I feel as if I have been abandoned by this world." Lianyi said: "It seems that I have done some evil things in my previous life. was born to suffer."

How else to explain it?
There are so many lucky people.

She especially wants to be that kind of lucky existence.

Do you think there is really a god in this world?

If there is a god, can the god hear the voice of wishing in the world?

if it is possible.

So please make her happy.

Please!
She felt that life was so bitter, as bitter as Bingmeishi.

Huo Jingsi's fingers scraped under her eye sockets.

"You haven't answered me yet, why are you crying?"

Such a beautiful weather, how can you want to cry.

"I was outside your ward door just now, I don't think anyone told you."

He knew everything clearly, but he had to ask again and again.

What are you asking?

All her troubles come from him.

He loves her but refuses to love her wholeheartedly.

He even gave up his life for her, but cheated on her cousin.

It's frustrating to think about it.

When did Li Lianyi start to grab a question, think about it over and over again, and talk about it over and over again.

Even she herself hates herself like this.

It's so annoying, what should I do?

"It's not your fault you were chosen," he said.

"Whose fault is that? Xing Fei's fault?"

"We are not parents, so we probably can't understand that feeling. After all, we are children who have been raised since childhood."

"Why did you choose me?" Lianyi turned around suddenly, her face lightly brushed Huo Jingsi's cheek, and the two of them just looked at each other face to face.

She has him in her eyes.

He also has her in his eyes.

His eyes were shining brightly.

Li Lianyi looked at those eyes in a daze.

She once saw stars in those eyes. She once joked that with Huo Jingsi, what stars would she need to see? She only needed to look into Huo Jingsi's eyes.

"You know the answer, don't you, Lianyi." Huo Jingsi stretched out his hand and helped her gently pull out the strands of hair that were married into the coat.

"He has already made a choice for you, but you still have to choose like this." She shook her head: "I really won't forgive you. If you choose me, I won't have any chance of winning. As you said, Xing Fei was raised in front of Xing Yutao. She has been raised for so many years. How can my own daughter be compared to me when she comes back. Besides, there is an unaccountable account between the two of us. Don't think that you just did this... ...People always have to be responsible for the mistakes they have made. I hate myself at the moment, repeatedly catching the mistakes of others and refusing to let go."

Ripple's fist on her leg clenched tightly.

Her mother taught her since she was a child that as a human being, you must never catch other people's mistakes and refuse to let go.

Because that's not atmospheric enough.

But now she has become the existence she once hated the most.

"As long as you appear around me, I will become such an annoying person, getting uglier and more ferocious."

"You won't become ugly." He stretched out his hand and touched her face: "Why did you choose this way? It's because I owe you."

"You don't owe me anything, even if you owe me, you have to pay it off."

Two lives!

Enough to pay off all debts.

Never owe again.

"No, I still owe it. Since I didn't think about getting into marriage, I shouldn't have pursued you in a hurry, and then blindly entered into marriage. I shouldn't have caused you so much harm when I was not mature enough, and waited until I was stronger. It would be great to meet you, that dazzling girl who eats offal in Macau."

Huo Jingsi hugged Li Lianyi into his arms.

But Lianyi, there are many emotional things that are uncertain. You appeared at that time, and I happened to be moved at that time.I fell in love with you, and you fell in love with me, but our life is not as perfect as a fairy tale..."

"Fairy tales?" Lianyi murmured, "Fairy tales are only about love."

"Just go forward boldly. Don't be afraid whether it's Liu Fei, Zhang Fei or Xing Fei. If you feel scared, just look back at me. I will always stand behind you." His chin rested on On Li Lianyi's shoulder, he patted her back lightly with his hand, giving her warmth and comfort.

"Even if I am disabled and fall down, as long as you are willing to turn around, I will be here! I will always be by your side."

Ripple tugged at his robe.

"Does it make sense for you to dress like this in the hospital?"

She really wants to cry right now.

But what is he wearing?

Why do sick people seem to live in a hotel?
Why on earth is he dressing like this?

"I'm a little scared. I'm afraid I can't compare to Xing Fei. After all, everyone doesn't like me. I have worked hard to learn those things in the company..." Lianyi hugged him, and she shed tears: "But many things are not true. It’s okay to work hard, you also know that I studied art when I was studying... I live in fear every day, afraid that I can’t keep up with others, afraid of embarrassing my mother, afraid of not being able to compete with Xing Fei... I also I don't want to fight her, but she just refuses to let me go, she always finds fault with me... I don't want to be beaten but I can't fight back, so I have to be strong, I have to be strong, I want to beat her Step on your feet..."

If there must be a battle between her and Xing Fei, then she doesn't want to lose.

It was precisely because so many people were looking at her, waiting for her to admit defeat.

Li Lianyi didn't want to.

For the first time in her life, she really wanted to win, she couldn't lose to Xing Fei!