sinking in his peril

He is so confident that there will be a day when the clouds will clear up—but it turns out that what she wants is so simple, just a peaceful life, a peaceful state of mind, and even resignation—not for herself.Zhong Ruoxi knew it, but it became more and more uncomfortable. The woman seated opposite fiddled with her fingers lightly, and fell silent for a while.

He finally understands that the emotional effort is completely different from the reward in the market.He has also rejected many shy or confident women one by one, so he can finally understand the feelings of a woman he loves deeply: she must also face himself with guilt and anxiety, and dare not face all his efforts.

Xu Zhizhi looked up at him, he was already calm as usual, staring at himself with bright eyes.

His attitude is unpredictable—the worst is nothing more than never seeing each other again, a unique interlude in life—should be sad, but not distraught.She looked at him in some confusion, with the tight corners of her mouth so resolute—if she was younger, it would be the time when she was fascinated by urban fairy tales. My own prince, how sweet it must be—it turned out that it was only a few years late, and when everything really happened, my mood was completely different.

"When are you leaving?" He suddenly asked with a smile, "Do you want to help?"

"You're welcome, I don't have much—clothes and books. Let's go home for the New Year." Xu Zhizhi looked out the window and replied in a low voice.

This kind of silence is really rare, only the warm sound of the air conditioner and the faint sound of raindrops outside the house.

"Xu Zhizhi, do you still remember what I said?" He suddenly felt that he hadn't called her name for a long time, and his heartbeat even accelerated slightly, "So I've always taken myself too seriously, I'm really sorry."

It doesn't matter whether you say the three words "sorry" to her or to yourself.The road was hard, and he didn't care.Just remember your words and be patient.He said it silently in his heart, as if he wanted to strengthen his mind.

He said bitterly, "Actually, I shouldn't have been so involved in your personal affairs—but at least I want to let you know what I mean—I've never said it so clearly, I'm worried, have you misunderstood it all the time? Another emotion."

He wanted to speak in one go—but it was so difficult—such a low-profile speech made him feel confused.It turns out that there is a saying that love makes a person humble.He saw Xu Zhizhi look away slightly, and his heart sank slowly.

It turns out that inspirational stories are really limited to careers.Zhong Ruoxi felt that there was no need to go on, she was so smart that she was so transparent.There is no need to worry that I will be so upset and frustrated that I want to turn around and leave. I have already fallen into a quagmire with her, how easy is it to get out?

He finally smiled, as chic as before, and said softly: "It's fine to resign, but don't wrong yourself."

There was only one umbrella in total, and the car was far away. Zhong Ruoxi opened the umbrella, and Xu Zhizhi walked beside him.The umbrella was a little small, so he hugged her shoulders and walked slightly closer.Zhong Ruoxi didn't know it himself, he grabbed her shoulder so hard, the rain and snow flakes slapped on the water, the surrounding was so cold, but he felt warm in vain.

In fact, the community was close to the door, so he suddenly said, "I'll take you in." Xu Zhizhi froze for a moment, then followed his footsteps step by step.When he got downstairs, half of his body was already wet by the rain, he didn't care much, just smiled: "Go back quickly."

Xu Zhizhi said goodbye to him, but heard him laughing lowly behind him, which was so magnetic that it forced her to turn her head—he stepped closer, and stretched out his hand to brush the ends of her hair: "Short hair is really pretty. "

Xu Zhizhi opened a corner of the curtain, and the figure walked out in the rain and snow.After getting acquainted, he never gave her a sense of oppression, but she also knew that a person like him must have his own persistence - but what he said just now was so soft, so soft that it hurt her heart.On the same snowy night, there was a man who made her immobile with an almost rough kiss, but she left stubbornly.She looked at that figure, as if going back in time.

That time, since they separated, she never seemed to wake up in her dream; this time, someone wanted to get close, but she lazily closed the door in front of him.

Or, this is also due to inertia; or, both times, I will lose to the two words of persistence.

Woke up the next day, stayed late for a while, and immediately yelled that it was not good—although it was only nine o'clock, it was enough for Zhong Ruoxi to fully demonstrate a certain part of her talent.But the procedure still needs to be done.She told herself that a true warrior must dare to face the bloody life, but just before entering the political building, Manager Xu's soft and ambiguous voice floated over: "Come to go through the formalities, Manager Li?"

The newly promoted manager of the house affairs department really started to speak profoundly, with enough self-confidence: "Where are you going to get a job?"

Xu Zhizhi hasn't answered yet—there's no need to answer anymore, Zhong Ruoxi's happy voice has already come: "Our Xiao Li doesn't need to be tall, just climb high! Isn't it, Xu Zhizhi?"

Xu You walked away with a dark face, Zhong Ruoxi raised her chin in disdain: "Jealous." Arms Xu Zhizhi affectionately: "Let's go, aren't you going to the HR department?"

It's such a big joke—it's really a joke, she can imagine a conversation like this without even trying to explain in vain:

"I'm not with Mr. Han."

"You think my eyes are blind?"

……

Mo Fei forced her to say, "Uh, I didn't accept him."

The question is, will anyone believe it?

But three years of experience finally made her invulnerable. Xu Zhizhi knew in her heart that she just smiled when faced with curious or speculative eyes. What's wrong with that?Everyone thought that she had found a lover and retired home—enough to inspire the girls in the hotel to imagine the future, work actively and beautifully, and look forward to the future.

She finally walked out of the hotel, still familiar with the subway line 3, always the same scenery, always changing traveler.She leaned on the carriage, sincerely hoping that no matter what the road she was about to walk on, it would be quiet.

Xu Zhizhi packed up the moved things, there were three big bags in total, and called the courier company to check them in, and watched the car go away.Looking around again, all that was left was a small suitcase.And yesterday I cleaned the house at home, and this small house was also spotless. It turned out that everything was silently reminding her to leave. She turned around and went out, and the moment she gently buttoned it, it seemed that she heard the closing of the little secret in her heart. corner.

She was sitting in the CAFESHOP waiting for Zhong Ruoxi. Actually, it was very early, the cold air from the north was overwhelming, and suddenly it was sunny and cold. Sitting opposite her, Sister Ling chatted casually.

Seeing the huge diamond ring in her hand, Xu Zhizhi recalled the night of the engagement that was as prosperous as a dream, but she really couldn't connect with the plain woman in black shawl in front of her.

Xu Zhizhi thought pitifully about the income of her new job, and could only sigh: the senior staff of the hotel earn a lot of money - at least once or twice a year, she dared to enter PRADA or LV.Having said that, even in CAFESHOP, the unit price is not cheap, but the proprietress and I hit it off, and they are always unwilling to take money.

"Are you leaving?" Sister Ling said suddenly, her eyes were still shining even under the sunlight outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.