May you be so deep in love

When Zhao Wenbo was waiting to board the bus in the waiting room, his legs were still shaking and his face was as pale as paper.

He thought that when his parents found out about this from other people, they would cry and even chase him to Su Cheng to beat and scold him, but he never expected that his always hot-tempered mother would directly choose to commit suicide by drinking pesticide.

Wen Liang notified Ruan, and found Wang Peng after going around, and found a relationship in Nanjing.Zheng Wenbo contacted his father and transferred his mother directly to Nanjing, hoping that everything would be done in time.

Wen Liang sent him to the bus station, sat next to him and handed over a bank card: "You take the money, the hospital is a place that burns money."

Zheng Wenbo immediately frowned and refused: "I can't ask for your money."

"It's not my money, it's our money. Besides, your mother's poisoning has something to do with me. If there is not enough money in it, you can tell me later, and I will transfer it to you."

Zheng Wenbo knew that he was not feeling well, and spending money would give him a little peace of mind, so he accepted the bank card.

"Do you really don't want me to accompany you there?"

"Stay here and take good care of your parents, and I'll take care of things at my house."

The radio in the waiting hall started broadcasting the ticket check and boarding radio. Zhao Wenbo stood up, and the two of them couldn't hug each other in front of outsiders, so Zhao Wenbo stretched out his hand to him.

Wen Liang stretched out his hand to hold it. In the early summer, the palms of both of them were actually cold and sweaty.

In this short moment, Wen Liang suddenly had a very bad premonition, and he squeezed Zheng Wenbo's hand lightly: "If there is anything going on at home, you must communicate with me in time."

Zheng Wenbo nodded heavily, threw his thin backpack behind his back, turned around and strode away.

Wen Liang stood still and watched him enter the gate and get on the bus behind him, but he was no longer seen.

He didn't look away until the car drove away.He had a feeling that Zheng Wenbo must have been watching him through the two windows in the car.

Walking out of the station, the warm wind gusts outside.Although it was only the beginning of May, the temperature in Sioux City was already in the thirties, and summer had entered early.

However, Wen Liang felt a little cold all over, and he couldn't explain the reason.After returning to school the next day, I went to class as usual. The small classes in the same class were okay, but some public classes held together by various departments were a bit difficult!
From the moment he entered the classroom, he was talked about and photographed secretly, and he had to meet all kinds of curious or malicious eyes.

No matter how strong a person's mentality is, it is inevitable that they will collapse in such an environment for several days.

As soon as the school bell rang, he strode away with his books in his arms, as if fleeing.

I went to the library to find a corner seat and sat down, took out my mobile phone and sent a message to Zheng Wenbo: "Has your mother settled down in Nanjing? How is the situation now?"

Zheng Wenbo quickly sent a picture of the entrance of the ICU.

"My mother's condition is not very good. My father said that when she drank the medicine, she chose a good-tasting one, and the bottle was thrown into the stove and burned. Now Nanjing has done an inspection and told us that it is likely to be Baicao. dry."

Wen Liang himself is a medical student, so he has heard of the reputation of paraquat.

"Is there any other possibility? Isn't paraquat discontinued now?"

Zheng Wenbo did not reply.

Wen Liang knew that he must be in a very bad mood right now, so he didn't chase after him, send messages or call him.

At night, when he returned to the apartment he and Zheng Wenbo rented, he saw three big characters written on the door of the apartment with red spray paint: "Dead gay".

The opposition from his family, the strange looks from his classmates and teachers did not break him down.

But it was unbearable for a stranger he didn't know to have such great malice towards him.

Obviously his way of life has nothing to do with these people.But these people are able to turn the dissatisfaction in their lives into poisonous knives full of malice, and ruthlessly stab complete strangers.

Wen Liang just stood in front of the door for a long time, looking at the words on the door motionlessly, until he heard footsteps behind him, he took a deep breath, opened the door and walked in.He took out a bottle of medical alcohol from home, dipped it in a rag, and desperately wiped the big characters on the door.

A neighbor next door came out of the elevator, looked at him curiously, and finally recognized the writing on the door, went home and took a rag, went to Wen Liang's side to help quietly.

Wen Liang was suddenly moved, and turned to look at the man: "Thank you."

The girl smiled slightly and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay?"

Wen Liang forced a smile: "Fortunately, I can't die for the time being."

Seeing that the handwriting on the door was quickly erased, he went back to his home silently.

Wen Liang felt his mood go up and down, and when he closed the door again, he felt full of fighting spirit again.

……

Rourou had been busy in the laboratory for another day, and when she got home at night, she thought of calling Wen Liang: "What's the situation with Zheng Wenbo? Is his mother out of danger?"

Wen Liang was a little helpless: "I've probably been busy all the time, and I haven't responded to my messages, and no one has answered my calls. Just wait a little longer, maybe no news is good news."

It was just said that the poison was suspected to be paraquat, but it has not been confirmed yet. Another day has passed, and there has been no news from Zheng Wenbo. Maybe he is out of danger and is arguing with Zheng Wenbo?
Thinking of this, I felt much better.

That night, he tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep no matter what, he was inexplicably flustered.

After waking up at three o'clock in the morning, I couldn't fall back asleep anymore, and when I had nothing to do, I opened the small video software with my mobile phone and watched the video.

Not long after swiping, I suddenly saw an account automatically recommended by the system and posted a video with the title "Auntie, go all the way".The video was shot in a mess, and Wen Liang saw a familiar figure as soon as the camera swept away.Zheng Wenbo knelt at the door, a group of people were crying, and the faces of the people on the hospital bed were covered...

The release time of the video was after twelve o'clock at night.

It has been more than three hours now.

Wen Liang hurriedly called Zheng Wenbo, but a series of beeps came from the receiver, but no one answered.The phone must have been connected, but why didn't Zheng Wenbo answer it?
Wen Liang felt an uncontrollable panic.

This kind of panic made him wait until dawn, and drove straight to Nanjing in the dark night.

When they got near the hospital, they called Zheng Wenbo but no one answered.He had to wait until dawn when the hospital started to work, and went to the emergency room to ask around.

Fortunately, when I was helping to find someone before, I quietly wrote down the name of Zheng Wenbo's mother. He said she was a friend of the family, and the people at the nurse station told him that she had not been rescued and had been taken away overnight. Not in the hospital anymore.

Wen Liang felt like falling into an ice cellar for an instant, and after confirming this fact, he could suddenly understand why Zheng Wenbo hadn't answered the phone all this time.

At this moment, he also knew very clearly that it is absolutely impossible for him and Zheng Wenbo to be together again in the future!There is a life of a loved one in between!
Neither he nor Zheng Wenbo can forgive themselves!
In the busy hospital, Wen Liang sat on the chair for an unknown amount of time, when someone passed by him and bumped him hard before he came back to his senses.

He no longer tried to find Zheng Wenbo, nor would he call him again.

After getting out of the hospital, he got into the car and found that a ticket had been pasted on the window. He sat in the car and looked at the ticket fluttering in the wind. began to cry.

Fortunately, no one nearby saw his distress.

In this world, everyone has their own pain every day, and he is not the only one suffering at this moment?

The phone rang suddenly, and he pressed the answer button on the car's Bluetooth.I heard Rourou anxiously asking over there: "Where did you go? Your squad leader called me all the time, what's going on?"

Hearing her voice, Wen Liang suddenly felt aggrieved, and began to cry: "Sister, Lao Zheng's mother was not rescued, she was... gone last night."

Rourou immediately gasped, but was speechless.

At this moment, she also understood that Wen Liang and Zheng Wenbo were completely finished.

"Have you been to Nanjing?"

Wen Liang didn't answer, but Wen Rou already understood.

"Come back. They have already returned to their hometown, and you won't be able to see them in Nanjing. Come back first."

Wen Liang sobbed softly for a few times, then regained his composure and hummed softly: "I'm going back now."

"Is the afternoon class still in session? I'm in the lab, do you want to meet and chat?"

But Wen Liang refused: "No need, you can do your work, I will go to class normally in the afternoon."

After hanging up the phone, he felt much calmer.He took out the cigarette that Zheng Wenbo usually likes to smoke from the car, and tried to light one.

The smell of smoke was very choking, but he felt that this level of pain was just enough to suppress the panic in his heart.

A person ran on the highway for more than two hours, and when he returned to school, he was called in by the counselor to criticize him. He didn't explain much, and honestly wrote the inspection.

In the following days, he went to and from class, ate and slept normally, and never saw Zheng Wenbo again. He seemed to have completely disappeared from his life.

After more than half a month like this, I was still gentle and curious, so I went to investigate and told him: "That person went back to his hometown and found a job as the director of the propaganda office in the local government. Handover procedures. He should come back soon, do you want to meet? Even if we want to break up, everyone should say goodbye and say goodbye. ?”

Wen Liang was not surprised by this result at all, and smiled wryly: "Forget it, it will be painful for both of them to meet again, and they will think about his mother, so it's better to disappear. I don't want to disturb his life anymore, just be peaceful like this It's good to be apart."

Gentle saw her resolute attitude and stopped persuading her.

But after all, he felt sorry for his own brother even more: "Don't blame yourself too much, I heard that his mother really didn't intend to lose her life at the beginning, but just wanted to drink some pesticide to scare Zheng Wenbo, but in the end I rummaged through the pesticides at home, smelled them all, and found the one with the best taste... No one expected it to be a bottle of paraquat. No one expected it! Including his mother I didn't even think about it. This matter... Subjectively, you are not the murderer."

Wen Liang smiled wryly: "I didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me."

Gentle can no longer persuade, this kind of psychological pain can only be left to time.

The siblings sat in the coffee shop of the library for a while, and it was time for Wen Liang to give public lectures at night.

He went to the classroom with his books in his hands. Some students had already heard about the affairs of Zheng Wenbo's family. The gossip spread everywhere, and many people looked at him even more unkindly.

Several classmates in the same class had a good relationship with him in the past, but now they dare not get too close to him, for fear that others will say that birds of a feather flock together.

Wen Liang didn't blame them either. He chose a corner seat. As soon as he sat down, he heard a girl with a rough voice asking: "Oh, classmate? Is there anyone here?"

Wen Liang was a little surprised, looked up, and saw a girl who looked a bit strange.She is quite tall, with a shriveled figure, neat short hair, and a heroic appearance.

"No."

"Then can I sit here?"

Wen Liang raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, then nodded: "Yes."

After sitting down, the girl glared at the pointing classmates, leaned over and whispered to Wen Liang, "Don't bother with these people, they are full of food and take care of other people's housework." Already!"

Wen Liang smiled calmly, "Thank you, I'm fine."

The short-haired girl stretched out her hand to Wen Liang heartily: "Hi, I'm Wang Yi from the School of Education. I came here specially to ask you to take class with you today."

Wen Liang was taken aback for a moment, and was about to ask why, but the teacher who was in class had already walked in, and the class suddenly became quiet, so he had to take his notebook and write three words "why" on it.

Wang Yi took the notebook and wrote a paragraph on it: "I appreciate the courage of you and your boyfriend, don't worry, I don't have any thoughts about you, I also have my own girlfriend, but we usually even They are very cautious when meeting each other, let alone living together. I admire you very much!"

Wen Liang took the notebook and looked at it, his eyes widened in surprise.

Wang Yi winked mischievously at him.

The teacher began to give a formal lecture, and the two of them didn't continue talking. After a class was over and during the break, Wen Liang asked her in surprise: "What do you want me to do?"

"I want to team up with you!"

Wen Liang was taken aback: "What are you doing as a team?"

Wang Yi's heroic face is full of fighting spirit: "Fight against the whole world! You see, everyone thinks we are abnormal, which is not conducive to our life. Why don't you form a team and tell my family that you are my boyfriend. You tell the family that I am your girlfriend, and we try our best to pretend to be normal people, so there won't be so many people to meddle in our business?"

Wen Liang was stunned by her, opened his mouth, but didn't know whether to accept or reject.

"It's okay, you take your time to think about it, don't worry!"

Wang Yi put her QR code in front of him: "Let's add a friend first!"

Wen Liang smiled, added her, but sincerely thanked him: "Thank you, you can still come and be my friend at this time."

Wang Yi's expression was a little distressed, and then she patted him on the shoulder heartily: "You hold on! This is nothing!"

The two went to two more classes together. When school was over, Wang Yi and him went to the parking lot in front of the teaching building, and saw a girl with long hair waving towards her not far away.

Wang Yi also waved immediately, and turned her head to wink at Wen Liang: "My roommate is here to pick me up! Goodbye! Let's talk later!"

Wen Liang stood at the same spot and watched their backs as they went away together, and suddenly felt that the sadness in his heart was better!