Prosperous Marriage, Young Master Ling, don't be too bad

Suddenly, the door was pushed open, and Yi Xun and An Yan rushed into the room.

They were woken again by her screams.

Looking at her worriedly and distressed, grabbed her hand, and comforted her, "Yao, don't be afraid, we are here, we will always be with you, don't be afraid, don't be afraid!"

Gu Shuyao stared at them fixedly, recalling the dream just now, it was so deep and clear, as if she really saw that they would suffer such a disaster in the near future.

In this world, good and evil, no one should ever rule. Even if you know it is evil, you still have no way to deal with it.

She believed that Qiu Sijie was determined to drive her out of the imperial capital, and she would do what she said, and she would act quickly. Therefore, leaving might be her best reward for them.

"Well, I'm fine. I'm sorry for always worrying you." Gu Shuyao's faint croon sounded softly, and she looked at them with apologetic eyes.

"Let's sleep with you." An Yan said, "Why don't we just chat until dawn?"

"No, you guys go to rest. You have to go to open the store early tomorrow. I have talked about so many new orders today. I must be very busy tomorrow, and I don't have enough time." Gu Shuyao quickly declined.

"But you..."

"Believe me, I will overcome the nightmare and get out of it slowly." Gu Shuyao continued, with a smile on her face, but her heart felt like a knife was pierced in extreme pain.

They are the best people to her and the best friends in her life. She may never find such close friends in her life, but she will never see them again from now on. They can only be recalled from memory.

This is her life, always so tortuous, so helpless, so hard, and infuriating!
Yang Yixun and An Yan stayed with her for a while, and didn't go back to their room until she urged them.

Time passed in the silent night.

Gu Shuyao stood in front of the window, staring at the distant starry sky absentmindedly. After an unknown period of time, she returned to the table and sat down, took out a letter paper, bowed her head and began to write.

Yixun, An Yan, I'm sorry to say goodbye to you in this way, and I'm sorry for letting you see such a letter.

We are fortunate to be good friends. I am really grateful and touched. In my fragmented life, I can meet such kind people like you, so that I finally have something worth remembering and remembering in my life.

I really want to work hand in hand with you to forge a beautiful blueprint, but unfortunately I overestimated my endurance after all.

It turned out that I was not as strong and brave as I thought.

In this place, there are too many past events, too many sorrows, I have tried very hard to forget, but I still can't get out.

Every night, I am trapped in endless nightmares, my innocent and poor child, crying, asking me why he has such a tragic and unfair fate.

Yes, all beings are equal, and every life should be respected and deserve the right to live. However, just because he is my child, he was deprived of his rights, not like others Children come to this world safely and enjoy the wonderful life that this world gives.

It was me who killed him!I am ashamed of him!

For the rest of my life, I think I will carry this heavy shackle, and I will never be able to get out.

If I stay here any longer, the result may be that my life will disappear bit by bit in these never-ending nightmares, and eventually turn into a cup of loess.

So, I want to leave here, only by leaving this place can I truly forget.

Don't worry, I will live a good life, because I want to live for my child and continue the life that should belong to him, which is what he deserves, and I will not allow anyone to deprive him of it.

I am him, he is me!
No matter where I go, I will remember you, my best friends in this life.In the future, when the spring is warm and the flowers bloom, when I am reborn from the ashes, I will come back to you, and then I will show you a brand new me, a me without sadness!
Will always love your best friend: Yao.

Burning tears dripped down on the letter paper. Gu Shuyao looked at each line of writing repeatedly, crying so hard that her whole body twitched and she couldn't help herself.

After an unknown period of time, she calmed down a little, carefully put away the letter paper, put it in an envelope, then took out another letter paper, and continued to bow her head and write:

Xiao Nuo, goodbye!
Even if we had some unpleasant events, even if I resent you and hate you, because you and my enemies are in the same boat, causing my family to be broken and the most important things in my life to be lost.

To be a human being is always to be kind.

I don't blame you anymore, but I can't convince myself that I can talk and laugh with you as if nothing happened, and become friends.That matter, even if I can not think about it, it has left a deep imprint on my heart, like a curse reminding me all the time, how you once destroyed my marriage, what kind of damage you once brought to me .

It is impossible for me and you to be together like this, even if you say you love me, everything you do is to be with me, to take good care of me and give me happiness for the rest of your life, but we will not be together, We will not be happy, we will never be happy.

So, let go too!
Live your life well, your ideals in life should be grand and selfless, your mind should be society, country, and the world, and you will become a great scientist!

Also, please don't even think about coming to me, this is my last request to you.

If one day in the future, we are destined to meet again, I hope that we will both let go of the past and treat them as old acquaintances, chatting and joking, that's all.

Love will never appear again in my life. For the rest of my life, I just want to live for myself and do what I want.

A person who should not have let you know, leave a pen.

The two letters are as light as a feather, but because of the sentence contained in them, they seem extremely heavy.

Gu Shuyao stared at them for a long time, then took out the suitcase in the corner, packed all her belongings in, and walked out of the dormitory.

She came to another bedroom, slowly stretched out her hand, but froze in front of the closed door and did not let it go down. Her vision was gradually blurred by tears.

After a long time, she slowly retracted her hand, and she quietly left this place full of warmth and memories.

At four o'clock in the morning in the imperial capital, the hustle and bustle of the day was hidden, and everywhere was shrouded in black and thick fog.There was no one on the street, only the occasional whistling of the night wind.

Gu Shuyao was pulling the suitcase, stepping lightly on the asphalt road, her thin and slender body was stretched thin and long by the street lights, lonely and lonely.