Prosperous Marriage, Young Master Ling, don't be too bad

In a blink of an eye, Qiu Zeyu came in front of her.

"You, when did you come?" Gu Shuyao stammered and asked.

"Not long after I came here, I happened to see that you and Xiao Nuo are inseparable and love each other." Qiu Zeyu still had a faint smile on his face, and said meaningfully.

Uh--

Gu Shuyao immediately felt a sense of embarrassment and hesitated to speak.

Qiu Zeyu looked at her without blinking, and continued, "I also saw Xiao Nuo propose to you, and you kissed passionately in public, the row of faces was like a TV show."

What?
He saw Xiao Nuo propose to her?
Gu Shuyao was dumbfounded again.

Could it be that those pictures were really put on the Internet?still so fast?
Her hand subconsciously reached for the phone.

Qiu Zeyu seemed to guess what she was thinking, and said, "I saw it at the scene. I happened to pass by at that time and found that the scene was very exciting. When I saw it, it turned out to be you."

So he was there!

Gu Shuyao couldn't help remembering that she felt that there was someone under the street lamp, so she told him this feeling.

After hearing this, Qiu Zeyu was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, "It seems that we have a good understanding, um, I am indeed there, but you only paid attention to kissing Xiao Nuo and didn't notice me. I watched it for a while and then left gone."

Gu Shuyao blushed again, and opened her mouth to explain herself, but she didn't say it.

The playful smile on Qiu Zeyu's face gradually disappeared, he stared at her, and said solemnly, "Gu Shuyao, have you thought it through? Are you sure you want to marry Xiao Nuo?"

Gu Shuyao came back to her senses, feeling a little puzzled in her heart, and said, "Didn't you tell me that Xiao Nuo is very good and that marrying such a man will definitely be very happy, and you also suggested that I should be with him?"

Uh--

He really thought so before, and even now he thinks she and Xiao Nuo are a good match, but when he thinks of Kangkang, he feels confused and complicated.

Gu Shuyao looked at him and said again, "What's wrong with you?"

"No, I'm afraid you will regret it." Qiu Zeyu also said.

"Regret? Why?" Gu Shuyao asked.

Qiu Zeyu was silent.

Gu Shuyao pondered for a while, and said, "Let's go over there and sit for a while."

The two sat down on the stone steps.

Gu Shuyao looked around with clear eyes, and hesitated, "Do you think I still can't let Ling Sichen go in my heart? I'm worried that I made this decision impulsively, and I will regret it when I calm down? Hurt everyone?"

Qiu Zeyu remained silent, his face was also dazed.

Gu Shuyao said eloquently, "That's right, I used to love Ling Sichen so much that I wanted to be with him all the time. I remember one time when he was on a business trip and I missed him so much that I secretly booked a ticket to go there." That city was looking for him, and he actually came back the next day, but I still couldn’t help it, I couldn’t even wait for a day, if I hadn’t experienced it, I couldn’t have imagined that I would be so crazy.”

Uh, it's really crazy, Qiu Zeyu didn't expect such a thing.

Perhaps, when he met her, she had become different from before, and the stupidity of being desperate for love had been worn away by the injury.

Gu Shuyao continued, "I was sold to him as a child bride, so I am doomed to be inferior in my love with him. Many times I have low self-esteem. I don't know what I can do for him. I often carefully observe his needs. What, but it seems that he doesn't need anything, he is like a star in the sky, very shining, but very far away, hard to catch, but I still want to try, I think, even if his love for me does not have me It doesn't matter if you love him so deeply, as long as we are together."

"Gu Shuyao, you are such a fool, how can anyone wrong me like this." Qiu Zeyu couldn't help but said.

Gu Shuyao smiled lightly, but the smile was full of bitterness and pain, "Stupid? Well, love does make people stupid. But there was a time when I was really happy and satisfied, and at the same time I was trembling. I am worried that those beautiful things are just a dream. I am afraid that one day, the dream will wake up, because many people told me that there will be no results with him. Qiao Zhenlin, Xiao Nuo, Qiao Ruoxi, Qiu Sijie, and a cousin of Qiu Sijie, they It is said that I am just a tool for Ling Sichen to vent his desire, he is with me because of the child, and I will be abandoned when the child is born..."

"I'm sorry, Gu Shuyao."

"Do you want to apologize to me for Qiu Sijie?" Gu Shuyao asked, then shook her head, "I said, she is her, you are you, there is no need for you to apologize to me."

But Qiu Zeyu was still full of guilt, and his eyes were full of distress.

"I used to think that the problem between me and Ling Sichen was Qiu Sijie.

But when I think about it later, the problem between me and him is actually between me and him.

He and I have no basis for love, and his liking for me is not that deep. Between me and Qiu Sijie, he chose Qiu Sijie after all.In fact, he doesn't love me, I don't have any resentment, because maybe I'm not good enough, useless, so I can't touch his heart, I'm very self-aware..."

"What nonsense are you talking about? It's useless. Gu Shuyao, you're very nice, very charming, very attractive, you know that!" Qiu Zeyu interrupted her urgently.

Gu Shuyao was taken aback for a moment, but she didn't think much about it, her eyes suddenly darkened, her whole body trembled heavily, and she grasped tightly with both hands.

"Actually, what saddens me the most is that he can choose to give up me and his children indifferently. One time, Qiu Sijie and I were hijacked by one of his enemies, who asked him to choose one in front of me and Qiu Sijie to take abortion pills." , he chose to let me take that medicine."

That incident was unforgettable and deeply imprinted in her mind; that pain was deeply integrated into her bone marrow, and it would follow her for the rest of her life.

Qiu Zeyu was shocked again when he heard this.

He didn't know about this matter, and he could imagine how sad and desperate she was at that time.

"I thought that even if he doesn't love me, he still loves this child sincerely, because he shows that he cares about the baby very much. Who knows that everything is just my wishful thinking. If you love someone, you will love the house as much as you want. He chose to keep Qiu Sijie's child. And giving up me and him just shows that he doesn't love me, and my child doesn't seem important.

Over the years, I have had a nightmare repeatedly.

I dreamed that the baby came back to me and asked me why I was unable to make his father love me, which caused him to be implicated. I saw that the baby was very angry, and then it was very painful. Immediately, I wished I could fall into the dream like that , never wake up again.

Yes, it was my uselessness that caused my child to be killed. I didn't even have the ability to protect him. "Painful tears rolled out of Gu Shuyao's eyes, and slid across her cheeks silently.

Qiu Zeyu hugged her involuntarily, his heart pierced like a knife.